Before He Cheats Chapter 3: My Happy Ending, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: I do not own this song it is all Avril Lavigne's. But I do own the plot (:

My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

As I was driving back home I began to think without noticing it.

I really thought that he was the one for me…the one that I would spend the rest of my life with. But I guess I wasn't the same for him. I remember all the times he told me he loved me. Bullshit. If he really loved me he would have never done this. I know I might have given him reason too. Every relationship can't be based on sex. Every second we spent together he wanted to have sex and then he tries to tell me that he wasn't only with me because of my body. I know he was a man and had needs, but I thought he wasn't like the rest. But I jumped to conclusions too early.

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

I can't talk to him…at least not right now, maybe some other day. I won't be ready for a while. I want to hear what lame excuse he comes up with. I denied him sex but is that really reason enough to cheat on someone? I don't think so. I didn't like this any more than he did, but I had to teach him a lesson. I hated not being with him too, but you don't see me going to find someone else.

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

I loved him so much. More than anyone could imagine. I know I rarely showed him any emotion but it was my way of trying to prevent this kind of thing, getting hurt.

I was hurt once before by another man I believed I loved. His name was Royce King. He was my fiancé before I ever met Emmett. It was a week before our wedding and I was walking home from my friend Vera's house. My father had insisted on picking me up but like the stubborn person I was I decided to walk home. As I was walking past a bar I saw Royce and his friends. I immediately knew that he was extremely drunk. He too saw me and told me to go over to him. I did and he told his friends that he had told them I was beautiful. But before I knew it he ripped off my clothes, telling me I had too much clothes on. I never thought that that would ever happen to me…but it did. The worse thing was that the man that told me he loved me did it to me. After he and his friends were done with me they left me there on the street to die. I really thought I was gonna die…

Hours later I woke up in a hospital. I later found out that a man had found me on the street barely alive and had brought me to the hospital where they were able to save me.

The man who saved me was no one other than Emmett. Yes the same man who I found out has been cheating on me.

When I met him, I couldn't stand to be near him at all. I couldn't help the way I felt about men .But eventually he helped me get over that fear and I finally realized that what I had been feeling for him since I had fist seen him was love.

He promised me that he would never hurt me and told me that he loved me since he had seen me dying on the street. So we got together…And now what does he do? He does exactly what he promised me he would never do…hurt me. Sure it isn't the same pain Royce inflicted, but it still hurts.

He was everything I ever imagined the perfect man to be. I thought that maybe we could get married one day, have kids and have a happy ending. But now that seems so far away…so impossible.

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Emmett was everything I ever wanted, everything I ever dreamed of. We were made for each other, we were meant to be together for the rest of forever. All of those memories…I remember them all so clearly. And it just hurts me more, I wish they would all just fade away, leave me in peace. I guess all this time he was pretending that he loved me. I'll never have my happy ending now.

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

I partially blame his friends. They think that I have no idea what they say about me, but the truth is I know what they same. They tell him that I'm difficult, that I'm not right for him. What they don't know is that they are the same way. The sad thing is they don't even know me, they've never even seen me and they already judge me. Imagine if they did know me. They claim to be his friends but they know nothing about him. I know that he hides things from me, but so do I. I've never pressured him to tell me anything. We always tell each other the most important thins though. I consider cheating to be very important but I don't think it's that important to him…

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

He was everything I imagined a man to be. He was funny, sexy, polite, smart at times and everything else. In my mind he was perfect. And apparently in some other girls' too. I always believed that we could be the perfect couple. But I now realized that no such thing existed…

I never wished for anyone better than him. He was my everything. He was my sun, my moon, my earth, my stars and the air I breathed. Everything I ever did was for him. The moment I saw him I knew we were meant for each other. Why didn't he fell the same way? I loved him more than life itself and this is the way he repaid me? By sleeping with some other bitch for God knows how long! So much for my happy ending.

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

If I ever talked to him again I know exactly what I would say." It's nice to know that you were there. Thanks for acting like you cared for me while you were screwing someone else. At least you made me feel like I was the only one when we were together. It's was nice of you to make me feel like we had it all. Thanks for watching as I fall apart because of you. And thanks for not letting me now that we were done and for leading me on like this."

I reached our house half an hour later.

As I remember the face I left him with I smile to myself. I know that later tonight I will truly feel the emotions that I try to hold back now as I'm packing up all his stuff. I never want to see him again, I hate him so much!!

And after all he did to me… I still love him. Deep down I wish he would come crashing threw the door and beg me to take him back. That's what my heart wants…but my head says different. My head tells me to forget about him and never look back. To forget everything, forget him. My head tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me.

I was so exhausted that by the time I went to bed it was 3 o'clock in the morning. I knew he wasn't coming back tonight…he knew how pissed off I would be. The last thing I remember before passing out is crying over him, I knew that I shouldn't but I couldn't. That night I cried myself to sleep. I planned on calling Alice and asking her to come over and tell her everything, but I didn't want to ruin her birthday. There was no point in making someone else miserable with me.

So much for my happy ending…

As long as I keep getting ideas this story will go on. I love the way it's going right now. I never thought that I would get past 1 chapter but here I am at 3! This seemed like the perfect song for this chapter. Let's see if I can find a song for Emmett's second chapter. I couldn't find one for his first so I wrote it without a song. If you know a good song for him trying to convince Rosalie that it was a mistake tell it to me in a review. Thanks for reading and please keep reviewing! (: