Sora, Aki and I were at home now. Aki and Sora had been dancing around each other forever now, and it stung every minute. They were about to bathe together. Aki had asked my opinion on it. It was like a band aid being put on your deepest wound to be constantly torn off and replaced, then torn off again. It hurt my soul deep down. I sat with my leg crossed tossing my bouncy ball up and down until I could here Sora begging for Aki to stop. He came his first time. Aki made him cum. I would never be able to do so. I clenched my ball and threw it across the room.

I got up and saw Sora dashing with, but a towel to cover him. He was extremely red. I walked in to see how Aki was doing. As we were both females it wouldn't be anything I hadn't seen before. We were almost identical. Apart from our hair. Sora's cum covered her hands. I gasped and knelt on the floor. Seeing it hurt beyond my expectations and I felt like I was crumpling under the pressure of a thousand waves. Each wave was a different emotion.

I felt a bitter fury build up within me though kept a calm and straight face. This is why everyone knew me for my calm personality. It's not a calm personality it's a poker face. This poker face almost broke as my face turned bright red. Aki looked at me in worry, "I think Sora wasn't ready for this...But he was getting so hard..."

Each word stung my ears until I felt weak and dizzy from the pain. Jealousy burned deep inside me. Then I reminded myself of how sad Sora was when he knew he couldn't be with Aki. Now, was his chance. I would do anything to stop him from crying. Suddenly jealousy turned to defense and love and all the anger that channeled my last energy faded. I felt uncontrollably tired. My being inhabited by an unusual feeling of emptiness and pure weakness. I almost fainted from the sudden blood release from my face.

With my remaining energy I walked down the hallway and opened the door that I thought was my bedroom. The moonlight had lit up the room brightly. It was Sora's room. And there he was standing naked right in front of me. My urge seemed uncontrollable as a new energy filled my being. When he turned around the room was only lit enough to see shadows.

I wasn't in my right mind and some other person seemed inside me. It was lust. And maybe Sora was ready now. I told myself that. I even sounded like her. All I had to do was act like her. The ideas had my mind rushing and my panties had grown to be sopping wet. I grabbed Sora's face and he looked into my eyes. To him I was Aki which stung, but if I was to lose my virginity it would be to him. Now was my chance to take his.

"Aki-née..."

"Yes Sora?" I tried to mimic her usual tune of voice. I may have the same voice as her, but she usually used a certain tone of voice with him.

"I am sorry for running off so suddenly...I think I'm ready."

"Only if you want to..."

He answered me by leaning into my neck and kissing me. He was uniquely skilled and my love seemed to suddenly be relieved onto him as I held his shoulders skillfully. My back arched in the moment. It wasn't that noticeable, but we both noticed it. His fingers trailed down to my pain ties as he pulled them off and unbuttoned my night shirt to reveal my identical boobs.

We both sat on the bed and I pressed my face to his. His tongue entered my mouth as I felt all my being pour out into him. All this tension was slowly building up. His member was slowly growing hard and I was gently pressed unto my back. All I had on was my loosely draped nightshirt. Sora gently tugged on me, "I am coming in Aki-née..."

"Of course Sora..." I moaned. This was so real. I didn't care anymore. Not about being siblings or him and Aki. All I cared about was now and my mind was drawing a blank. He slowly pushed his tip in and a gasped. He pushed far enough to stretch me and I let out a terrible cry as my hymen broke. My virginity was now gone to my little brother who didn't even know it was me. I always thought this would fill me with disgust, but it wasn't.

He began to move as I cried out in mixture of pain and pleasure. My eyes screwed shut and we kept going faster and faster panting heavily. I almost couldn't believe how easy it was to trick him into thinking I was his lover. Aki may have stolen his first cum, but I stole his virginity. Consensually. The word rung in my ears and I felt uncontrolable. "Sora, it feels amazing...huh? Do...you feel...amaaaazing?" My voice was shaky in the pleasure. He was gasping for air.

"Aki-nee's insides... feel amazing!" Usually those words would hurt, but my mind was completely blank in the pleasure. It felt as though pressure was building up down there as I felt. I heard him say something in the moment. "Aki-née I'm cumming! I'm aaaah!"

"Go ahead and cum inside...me...It's okay...I am cumming too! Let's...cum...toget...her."

We both called out wildly and he landed on my chest. I held him close and covered us up. I was too tired to get dressed and head back to my room to cover up the evidence. A small part of me knew I would pay for it, but my mind was stuck in the now. I just held him close whispering things in his ear gently playing with his hair with my last energy. All of the cum was slowly pouring out of me. It felt very strange, but I let it happen.

Before long both of us fell asleep. I creamy that night of what it would be like to be with him forever. I was crying in my sleep. It stung to think that he would always love Aki, but of course none of us were supposed to have this kind of relationship.

The sunlight broke our sleep and I looked at Sora as he opened his eyes slowly. Suddenly his eyes grew wide. In the sunlight he could now see my golden hair. "Ehhhh?! It's Haru-née? Sleeping I-in my bed naked. I-I had s-sex with Haru-née?! I thought you were Aki-née! Why did you do that?"

"S-sora! I um...love you. More than siblings. You love Aki-née, though, so I let you have a relationship with her. Anything to make you happy! I love you more than I could even feel. You don't love me like that though and that's okay. The truth is that I didn't want to have intercourse with you...It was my list speaking...I'm sorry if I upset you."

Sora just looked at me with wide eyes. "Haru-née would give up her love for me to be happy?"

I nodded. Then Sora learned in and kissed me slowly. It was different this time. He wasn't kissing 'Aki-née' he was kissing me as Haru. I love him, so much, but he was only doing it for me. I could still feel that he loved me more than siblings. He didn't know it yet. He thought he still loved Aki. I'll let him love her. However long it takes.

I got up and took off my night shirt all the way. I kept an extra outfit in here from when he wouldn't sleep without me watching over him on the futon we kept in here. I needed a way to get dressed without having a trouble, but apparently I left my outfit in here. I slid myself into my outfit and left the room to braid my hair back to the way it usually was. I slid on some of my favorite pink lipstick and mascara to define me. Aki stood there watching me.

"Haru?"

"Aki-née?"

"You aren't a virgin anymore...Who did you have over last night. I could hear your cries from the bedroom."

"My b-boyfriend." Sora was standing in the doorway trying to look innocent, but Aki wasn't paying any attention. Her eyes didn't look the slightest bit accusing. She actually looked slightly amused.

"Heh? Lost your virginity before your big sis? That's funny!"

"It was nothing...I am in love with someone else."

"You already told me who...you are actually very brave to put on a face and let Sora be happy with me...you know he loves you too. He just doesn't realize it yet."

I sighed and looked at the floor, "We better go to school! We slept in rather late."

"Yeah, Ms. First Time!"

"Please be quiet Aki-née..."

"So who's your boyfriend?"

I froze. I don't have one. Who can I say is my boyfriend? Luckily Nami walked in and urged us out the door. Sora wouldn't speak or look at Aki. I ruined his readiness. I probably hurt him, and it didn't seem to hurt.

Kana joined us and we all five walked. We seemed to get to school very fast today. Rini and Mari were waiting for me. Classes were difficult as usual for everyone, but me. My mind seemed to slip and think about last night. I was worried I would start to fail class. I started to doodle Sora's name and face, but swiftly erased them. Tsukamoto-sensei was watching me. I looked up. She had long blonde hair like mine and looked somewhat similar to me. She had an almost identical nose.

I shrugged it off as nothing and made sure no one could see my doodles and daydreaming. My legs crossed in front of me as I let them sway. When school was out Mari and Rini were waiting for me with interest in their eyes. "So who's your boyfriend?"

"Ehhhh?!"