Play List for "First Day":

1) 30 Seconds To Mars-Beautiful Lie

2) Beyonce-Déjà Vu Ft. Jay-Z

3) Beyonce-Halo

4) Boys Like Girls-The Great Escape

5) Lit-My Own Worst Enemy

6) Christina Aguilera-I Hate Boys

7) Whitesnake-Here I Go Again

8) Pink-Don't Let Me Get Me

9) 3 Doors Down-It's Not My Time

10) 3 Doors Down-Behind Those Eyes

11) Akon-Locked Up

12) Avril Lavigne-Alice

13) Rihanna-Disturbia

14) Mariah Carey-It's Like That

15) Carrie Underwood-Cowboy Casanova

16) Katharine McPhee-Dangerous

17) Christina Aguilera-Bionic

18) Enrique Iglesias-I Like It Ft. Pitbull

19) Mariah Carey-H.A.T.E.U.

20) Miranda Lambert-Bring Me Down

21) Miranda Lambert-That's The Way The World Goes Around

22) Daughtry-You Don't Belong

23) Miley Cyrus-Robot

"First Day"

Right when I walked into the school everybody kept staring at me, so much for nobody noticing me. Luckily the office was right near the entrance, so I managed to avoided some peppy student trying to be overly helpful. By the time I got my schedule and everything I needed the bell had already rang.

My first period class was math with Mrs. Andrews. Of course when I walked in after the bell rang everybody stop what they were doing to see who walk in. I went up to the teacher to give her a paper she had to sign.

"You must be Laura, I'm Mrs. Andrews your math teacher." " Why don't you have a seat next to Kim right over there," she said while handing me my books that I was going to need for the class. I was glad she didn't make me say something about myself to the class. I had a feeling that we were going to get along.

I sat down next to Kim, she had long black hair, brown eyes and tan skin. Just like everybody else who lived in La Push.

" Hi, my names Kim," she said shyly.

" Laura," I said.

" So what class do you have next?," she said. I took out my schedule to see what I had next.

" I have Art with Mrs. Torres," I said hesitantly because of the look she was giving me.

" Art, not one of my best subjects, a few of my friends that have taken her class say she's tough. Mrs. Torres can be very nice but make sure you try hard in her class." "She doesn't like slackers," she said.

" Thanks, good to know," I said.

" How are you liking La Push so far?" " You must be missing the sun." she said.

" Its okay," I shrugged and turned to the front of the class. When she realized I wasn't going to say anything else she turned to the front of the class as well.

The bell rang shortly after that and Kim offered to show me to my next class, just as I was about to tell her I would be okay a huge tan boy came up behind her and said, " yeah beautiful." She look up at him shyly and there was so much love in their eyes I had to look away. Looking at them too reminded me of Beck and how we use to be. Beck and I just left things hanging and I would give anything to have him here right now. Looking at Kim and Jared hurt to much to watch and all I wanted to do was get far away from them as possible. I know Beck was a jerk but I didn't realize how much I missed him until how. He was a great boyfriend up until "it" happened. Just then Kim realized I was still standing there and introduce us.

" Jared this is Laura, Laura this is Jared my boyfriend," she said lovingly. We said hi and then I told them I would be alright to find my next class.

When I walked into Art what I wasn't expecting to see was the boy from the beach. Since that day I've been avoiding the beach. I should of realized that with La Push being so small that I would eventually run into him again. He was just about to take his seat when a really angry and upset girl came up to him asking why he hadn't called her for so long, and then decided to break up with her through a text message. He just shrugged and said harshly, that it just didn't work out between them. When she insisted that he tell her what she did wrong and grabbed his arm to make him look at her, he started to shake and looked really angry. Before he could do something really stupid a boy who could pass for his brother placed his hand on his shoulder and whisper something to him. The boy from the beach seemed to calm down after that. With all the drama he was dealing with he didn't seem to notice that I had walked into the room yet, so I quickly had the teacher sign my paper and took a sit farthest away from him. Just as I was about to think that I would go unnoticed. The teacher said, " settle down everybody. We have a new student with us today, her name is Laura Hudson," she said while pointing at me.

I thanked god that she didn't make me say a few words about myself. I was already beginning to hate this teacher when she said that she would have someone go over what they've been doing in class. That someone turned out be Paul, the boy from the beach.

I wish a hole would open up and swallow me whole. I did not want to deal with this right now. I didn't need some asshole that didn't treated girls with respect helping me.

"Hello, I'm Paul," he said with a huge grin on his face. I didn't understand how someone could be so harsh to someone and not even feel a little bad about it. Just a minute a go he was ready to tear that girl to pieces and now he acted as if nothing had even happen.

"Hi," I said cruelly. He didn't seem to notice the tone in my voice. He just kept staring at me like I was the only person in the world. It was really beginning to creep me out, so I said " can you stop staring at me like that, it's really creeping me out.

"Sorry I just can't help it, your so beautiful," he said still grinning like a idiot.

"So I was wondering if you had any plans for Saturday night?" " We can have dinner than I can show you what we've been doing in art class," he said hopefully.

"No, I'm busy," I said a little annoyed. He seem like the bad boy type and a player, and that was someone I didn't want to get involved with. I didn't want to be his next victim in his game. Not that I was planning on going out with anybody while I stay here.

"Oh, maybe some other time", he said disappointed. He look like a kid who just had his favorite toy taken away from him.

"Can we just go over what we're doing in art class here, and get this over with," I said angrily.

"Sure okay, did I do or say something wrong?," he said a little confused.

"No, it's nothing. Can we just get to work?," I said.

"Okay," he said a little hurt. He seem to want to say more but didn't want to push it. So he went over what we would be working on in class. It looked simple enough, we could draw whatever we wanted for the most part. Since it was an advanced art class all the students knew how to draw really good. And the teacher like to see what we could up with on our own, instead of giving us something to draw.

The bell rang and I started to gather my things when Paul said nervously, "so I'll see you later, right. He look like he was trying to reassure himself. I looked at him and said sarcastically, "well considering that we have a class together, yes." And I prayed that it was the only class we had together.

Just then a boy came up to Paul and said to him, "Ready to go," and look at me and said, "by the way my names Jacob," he said looking at me. He was huge just like Paul and Jared was, and I was beginning to wonder if there was something in the water.

I said hi to Jacob, and Jacob all but had to drag Paul out the door. Before Paul walked out of the room he took one last longing look at me. I don't know what he was on but it was beginning to freak me out. I just pray I could make it through the day without seeing him again.

It was pretty quite for the rest of the day, and I managed not to see Paul again.

When I got home I decided to start my homework even though it was a Friday and I had the whole weekend to do it. I didn't have much so I got done with it prettied early. I grabbed a book that I have been reading, Awakening, by P. C. Cast and Kristen Cast. I always loved getting lost in another world. I always wonder what it would be like to live in a book and escape reality for awhile. Just as I was deep into the story my uncle knock on the door, scaring the living hell out of me, "how was your first day," he asked nervously, not even realize he scared the crap out of me.

"It was fine, nothing really interesting happen," I replied.

"Make any new friends," he said hopefully.

"Not really, I met a girl named Kim in my math class. She seemed nice enough," I said with a half smile.

"That's great," he said. I could tell this was all new to him. My uncle never got married or had any kids so he really didn't know what he was doing.

"I know this is last minute and all, but we have a change of dinner plans. I ran into Sam Uley, you know Emily's fiancée, well their having dinner at my friend Billy Black's house and asked if we could join them," he said smiling like their was nothing wrong with having dinner with my therapists.

"Be really in 10 mintues," he said while walking out of my room. I got up off my bed and grabbed my shoes and sweater and met my uncle downstairs for the most awkward dinner ever. This day just couldn't get any worst.

It didn't take us long to get there considering that La Push wasn't very big. We pulled up to a small red house with all the lights on. I expected that Emily, Sam, and Billy were waiting for us to get there to start dinner. But as we walked thought the door I wasn't prepared for lied ahead.

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