Chapter 3
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Ally's POV
I made my way to the school parking lot. I went to my car and saw Austin leaning on it. I growled and said:"What are you doing here?" He smiled and said:"You said we will have a tutoring session after school." I rolled my eyes and said:"Well, I also told you I will text you the time and the place. Stop stalking me." He smiled his cocky smile again. I hate that. "Alright then." He said. "I'll be waiting." I rolled my eyes again and got into my car and drove away. God! This kid is driving me nuts! I was too busy with my thoughts than what was happening on the road. What should I do? I mean, Austin is the only guy who is actually talking to me without being scared away. It's weird. It's good. It's... AHAH! I can't. I can't. I can't.
I pulled at my driveway and took out my phone. I searched for Austin's number in my contacts list. I could find it. Then I saw a contact name that said 'The Sexiest Man Alive'. I'm gonna kill him. I edited it to 'The Stupidest Man Alive'. I giggled a little and texted him my address and told him to come. I got out of my car and got into my house. I was about to put the lights on when there was a knock on the door. I jumped a little. I went to my door ready to pull out my knife just in case. I opened it and saw Austin standing there smiling his cocky smile again. I let out a breath. "How did you get here so fast?!" I asked annoyed. He giggled and said:"I actually live a few blocks away." I rolled my eyes and said:"Come in." He smiled and entered after me. I rolled my eyes again. We made our way to the kitchen table. "Do you wanna eat something?" I asked. "Wow. Who are you and what have you done with Ally?" He asked faking shock. I looked at him annoyed and said:"The fact that I hate you doesn't mean I don't have any manners what so ever." He looked at me and then moved closer to me while saying:"You hate me?" I stiffed. He looked at me sincerely. I stopped breathing and he moved closer. "Why?" He asked again when I didn't answer. I was standing near the counter and now I was more pressed to it because he kept getting closer. He put both of his hands on the counter, trapping my body in his arms. I looked up at him and he just looked at me. Then I saw it again. The circle in his eyes. This time I was sure I wasn't dreaming it and it now was a circle. Not a half circle like it was before. He leaned in and whispered in my ear:"Ally." I felt the fire again. I couldn't move. It felt so good having his body pressed against mine. He moved his lips to my cheek and whispered again:"Why do you hate me?". I was burning. I shivered and pulled myself together. I put my hands on his chest and I was about to push him away when suddenly his lips were on mine. If I was burning before I was the fire itself now. It reminded me of Shakespeare.
"These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die,
like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume."
It's so wrong that I'm enjoying this kiss. But it was like I was the fire and this kiss was the powder and that's what kept me alive. If the powder is gone the fire wouldn't have anything to light up on. It shouldn't be like this. I need to stop. But like Romeo and Juliet I don't think I would let anything stop me besides death itself.
I started to kiss him back. I don't know why. I just couldn't. I needed to. He kissed my hungrily. He pushed me against the counter. I deepened the kiss. I jumped on the counter and put my legs on his hips. He got closer to me; if it was possible. He licked my lips and that's when I came back to reality. I pushed him away. He looked at me surprised. I cleared my voice. Looked away and then I got down the counter and said:"Let's get to study." My voice shook as I said it. I walked to the table quickly. Austin followed me and I sat down. He sat down next to me. I took my books out when he started to say:"Hi Ally, listen-" "No. We are not discussing this. It never happened. Forget it ever did. It was all your fault for breaking the rules anyway. Now, we are gonna study and we're not bringing this up again. Understood?" Austin looked at me offended. I looked away. Since when I started to be so aware and caring for other people feelings?! Austin ruins everything. I looked up at him and he looked back at me. Is he my Romeo? Should I fight? I don't know. I don't usually make such a big deal out of guys but something about him is different. I sighed and he said:"Ok." I nodded and we started our tutoring session. This entire time I couldn't look away from his lips. Those magical lips. That make my knees go weak. I just had to kiss them again. No! I mustn't! I need to stop thinking like that.
It's been an hour since we have started and suddenly we heard a key's noise. It was probably my dad. I took the books and grabbed Austin's hand and pulled him with me to the stairs. "What are you doing?" Austin asked. I shushed him and said:"Come on!" We went upstairs and I pulled him to my room. I locked the door and turned around to see Austin with a surprised look on his face. Then he smiled and said:"I didn't know you wanted me this much." I looked at him. At first I was mad then I just couldn't help but to laugh. I burst out laughing. He looked at me like I was insane. I had tears in my eyes so I wiped them away. I relaxed and said:"You're funny." He narrowed his eyed at me and had a pout face on. I giggled and said:"My dad just came in and if he would have seen you, he wouldn't approve you staying here with me alone. He thinks I can't take care of myself. But the truth is he is the one who can't take care of himself." Austin nodded in understatement. Then he started to look around. Then I realized I let him into my room. Damn it.
He smirked when he noticed my books collection. "You read?" He asked. I rolled my eyes at him. "Why is that surprising?" I asked annoyed. He chuckled and said:" It's not surprising that you're reading; it's surprising that you read philosophy books." He smiled his cocky smile again. "Well, it's non of your business so let's get to work." We studied for another hour until it got very late. We were both tired. "Well, that's it for today." I said. He nodded and got up. He was about to exit the door when I said:"No no no no no! My dad's down stairs!" Austin looked at me surprised and said:"Well, what do you want me do to? Jump out the window?" I looked at him and smiled devilishly. "No. No way" Austin said. I growled and said:"You promised to do anything I'd say!" He looked at me and then rolled his eyes. "Fine." He said and made his way to the window. He looked down hesitating. "Come on! Just jump already!" I said losing my patience. He looked at me and said:"You are more than welcome to do this for me if you're so eager!" I rolled my eyes at him and he looked back at the ground. "Ok. Here I go." Then he jumped. While doing it he did a perfect back flip two times in the air. I had my mouth hung open staring at him. He landed and then looked at me smirking and bowed. "You bustard! I was actually worried!" I said angrily at him. He giggled and said:"Well, I'm happy I made your heart work." He winked. My heart jumped and I stopped breathing. "I wasn't really worried. I just said that to be polite." I said looking away. "Yeah. Right." He said smirking. "Just go!" I said closing my window. I heard him giggle. I sighed and crushed on my bed. It's funny how my dad wouldn't check up on me but if he sees a dude I'm in trouble.
I looked at the ceiling. I kissed Austin today. I. Kissed. Austin. I can't believe it! I'm so weak! He is one of those guys who use you and throw you away. All the guys are. So he must be. I was so tired. I dried to keep on thinking but I couldn't. So I got up and prepared myself to bed and went straight to sleep.
"The sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness
And in the taste confounds the appetite.
Therefore love moderately. Long love doth so.
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow. " Too much honey is always delicious. But it makes you wanna puke. That's what Shakespeare meant. But what if this honey is the one who keeps you alive. Then you can never get enough if it. Just like oxygen. Do you ever get sick of that? Maybe what Shakespeare tried to tell us by saying to take love in moderation is that if you feel like your losing your love then you should behave like that. But if you're in love with someone that you're feeling like he is your life and you can't get enough you should spend you entire time with them.
I never been in love. Not even close. A Part of me thinks that's stupid. Sacrificing yourself for someone else that you're not even sure that he will do the same for you, seems stupid to me. Then again, I have never really felt love. Maybe when I will it will look different. I don't know. And in those thought I drifted away to sleep.
"Austin!" I called him but he kept walking away. Deeper into the forest. "Austin! Wait!" I shouted and heard something behind me. It was a shadow. Big black shadow chasing me. I screamed and kept running. "Austin! Help me!" I kept screaming. Then I felt a hand on my foot. I tripped down and it pulled me away. I screamed and no one was there to help. I felt tears running on my face. I haven't cry in such a long time. I felt a sharpe thing scratching my foot. I shouted in pain and then I woke up. I was on my bed. In my room. Breathing heavily. My heart was racing. I took deep breath until I relaxed. What the hell was that?! It was a dream. Just a dream. Well I nightmare but still. I lied in my bed once more and looked at my alarm clock. I need to get up. I growled and pulled the blanked away. I got up and was about to go to the bathroom. But when I made my first step I felt a sharp pain in my leg. I moaned in pain and bent over to see what it was. Then I saw a scratch. A big scratch with a lot of blood. I looked at it terrified. What the fuck?!
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