A/N: Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. Simply writing out my own stories.

THIS FINAL CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO PRICKLES!!!! On my last chapter, you wrote how you wanted another chapter so I made one JUST for you because I love you so much :p

Just want to say, I know I said the previous chapter was the last but I wanted this ending instead! :D (If its confusing, sorry… :o)

Please r&r because I appreciate them GREATLY and do read them all!

Love CC xx

Two cool fingers gently rubbed each of my nipples between them.

They hardened as I felt them being stroked tenderly. The motion constantly switching, the feeling only intensifying.

A warm mouth dipped, sucking my left nipple.

Was I dreaming?

The lips moved, now tracing lingering kisses up the middle of my chest.

I think I am.

They reached my Adam's Apple. I could sense my breathing increasing as he nuzzled his nose against it.

Was I awake?

His index finger ran along my jaw line halting just below my ear. His luscious lips began sucking on my earlobe,

I involuntarily shivered conscious of the leaking sensation between my legs.

His breath washed against my ear as I heard his throaty chuckle.

""Good, you're awake then beautiful"

My eyes flew open, immediately searching out his piercing green eyes.

My body relaxed while my mind struggled to absorb how close he was to me. My breath caught in my throat as I scanned his face. His eyes were shining brightly, as they smiled at me.

"What happened"?

Christian was intoxicating my mind, body and soul. I couldn't think straight. He grinned at me, pulling back next to me. He turned to face me.

"Let's just say you climaxed yourself into a slumber"

I barely registered his words as he started flicking my nipple while his fingers almost burned through me.

"I did what"?

In the same instant, the memories of the previous hours hit me immediately.

"You climaxed yourself into a slumber" he repeated.

"I did, didn't I"? I stared at him smiling. Slowly, I placed my head back onto the pillow. I remembered the sensations that had just continually run through to the very core of my entire being. How all I could sense and feel was him. How I never wanted it to end. How I was utterly oblivious to anything that wasn't Christian. And my personal favourite was finally accepting that I was in love with him. A shiver of love coursed reverberated through my spine.

"I've never felt anything like it before,"

"Glad I was of use then"

I laughed quietly, unable to tear my gaze away from him.

He leant forward, and kissed me gently on the lips, taking me by surprise. I responded eagerly, trying to coax his mouth open. He shook his head before pulling me into a tight hug.

"I'm tired you know".

I laughed. My hands instantly slipped around his waist.

"How long was I out for"? We closed the gap between our bodies.

"About 40 minutes" He replied as we entwined our legs together.

"Why didn't you sleep"? I noticed that my body was a lot more sensitive than I originally had anticipated.

"I slept for about 5 minutes but you kept me awake" His voice had traces of humour in it, as if it was some kind of private joke.

"How did I manage that"? I kissed his chest, breathing his unique smell in.

"You kept saying my name" Christian pulled back trying to look at me but I buried my head deeper into his chest, hiding my blush. I was glad that was all that he had heard.

"Oh sorry"

He laughed quietly.

"Its fine. I loved it"

His voice was hiding something.

"What else did I say?" This time I pulled back but Christian held me tight in his grip.

"Nothing" His voice was teasing.

"Christian, tell me right now".

"Or what Sy"?

"Or I'll bite you".

"Ha! I dare you"

I dipped under the covers and found his cock within half a second. Without thinking twice, I bit him… hard.

"OW!"

As I resurfaced out the duvet, head first, I laughed as he grabbed hold of me, ticking me. I tried to pull my body away, unable to stop laughing.

"No, stop. Christian. Please! I'm ticklish. Sorry! I'm sorry!" I pulled my legs up towards me but my lovers hands instantly knew my weak spots.

Christian was spluttering with laughter, his laughter lines clear. It took me a few moments to realise that he'd stopped and his mouth was crashing against mine. I looked up and found a pair of aquamarine eyes a couple of centimetres away from mine, hovering. The blood pounded through my veins as I had difficulty remembering how to breathe. His moist tongue wrapped itself around mine, tasting me. I reached up and pulled his body to mine, my skin already tingling from his feel, yet craving more. Our eyes never left each other until eventually he broke away first, breathing heavily. Our forehead's meeting me in the middle, as we breathed the other in.

"I get to punish you" Christian spoke first breaking the silence.

"In your dreams Christian"

"More like in your dreams".

His voice held double meaning causing me to blush again. I turned my face away from him, instead choosing to stare at the gleaming worktops in the kitchen.

"What did I say?"

"I'm not telling you"

"Please"

Changing tactics, I leant up and kissed him again. His hands instantly slackened and I took advantage of his moment of weakness. Exerting my strength, I pushed him arms away, rolled on top and held his arms besides him.

"No fair Sy"

"Tell. Me."

"Ok fine"

I waited impatiently.

"But.."

"But what"

"I still get to punish you"

"Fine" I noticed the exasperation in my voice.

"You said that you were in love with me"

His eyes never broke contact as he we watched each other, neither of us moving, both waiting to take our cue from the other person. My heart hammered against my chest. I couldn't believe that I'd said that aloud.

Eventually, Christian closed his eyes and rolled off me.

"We don't talk anymore"

"Sorry"?

"You come. We shag. You leave".

"You know it'll only arouse suspicion if I get away for too long".

"Exactly. Like I said. You come. We shag. You leave. Speaking of which, shouldn't you be leaving"?

"Christian.." I was surprised to hear the tremor in my voice. His tone, it hurt me.

"If you want me to go, then I'll leave".

He didn't speak. I swung my legs around and sat up looking around for my clothes.

"No. I'm sorry, please stay".

I ignored him, and pulled my boxers on. I could hear him sitting up behind me.

"Sy.."

"No, it's fine. I'll go. I know when I'm not wanted"

"You know I want you" .

"No, its like you said, I come, we shag, I leave. I mean the fact that I'm cheating on Amira doesn't matter. The fact that I'm getting married in a couple of weeks doesn't matter but you know excuse me for not being able to stay the night. ".

I was facing him, anger was written all over my face. I could feel it. Christian was staring at me, hurt. Just like I was hurt.

"I'm sorry. I just… I just cant bear the fact that these are our last moments together".

Angry tears were now threatening to spill over.

"I don't want to spend them arguing with you Sy. Just please, don't go, not yet".

I watched his face, the anger instantly melting away when I connected with his emerald gems. It was always the same when our eyes met. It was like our souls were connecting, re igniting. I didn't want to have these days as our last memories either.

Walking around the room, I pulled Christian to his feet. His eyes told me that he was confused. Lacing our fingers together, I walked over to the sofa, allowed him to sit first before leaning against him. Neither of us pulled our hands apart, as we gently massaged our hands together.

"I was 15 when I found out I was gay you know"?

"Really"?

"Yeah, I ended up kissing the school geek in the boys toilet"

I squirmed as the laughter from Christian's laughter tickled my neck.

"How glamorous"

I rolled my eyes smiling slightly knowing that even though Christian couldn't see my smile, he could feel it. I paused, no longer wanting to discuss my past. Because eventually we'd come to Amira and I didn't want to go through all of that. My thoughts at night were enough, when I lay alone.

"Christian" I whispered his name quietly, resting my head against his neck.

"Yeah"?

"Can you see a future with me"?

"Sy.."

"Please, I want to know. Look just pretend that Amira doesn't exist, my family don't and no one does. Its just me and you… "

"I see us in a house somewhere". My eyes gently closed as I allowed his words to wash over me.

"I see us in a 3 bedroom house with an ensuite in every room".

"Because we'd fight over the bathroom"?

"Nope.. because you'd complain I was too messy". A small smile played on my lips.

"You do have a tendency to be messy Christian".

"Do you want to hear this or not?" I instantly shut up and settled myself back into his arms comfortably.

"I'd work in a pub, as the manager and you'd be working as a model". I scoffed out loud.

"You're joking"?

"No. You're beautiful Sy and plus this is my dream future so if I say you're a model, you're a model" I kissed his hand as by way of an apology.

"I'd bring you breakfast in bed every morning. You'd complain to me about leaving my socks on the floor and I'd argue how much of a neat freak you are. We'd disagree about who forgot to buy some milk on the way home"

I could feel Christian's arms tightening around me.

"We'd travel the world together, Miami, Sydney, San Francisco, China… you name it and we'd go. We'd buy a puppy because I've always wanted one. We'd go out to the theatre together, go shopping, go to concerts, anywhere. Just as long as we're together. I'd never make you cry. I'd never leave your side Syed. I'd love you forever but I'd never stop falling deeper in love with you. The centre of my universe would revolve around our life together but you'd be the only planet that exists in my life. I'd give you everything I have, and I'd travel to the other side of the solar system if you asked, but all I'd want in return was your happiness".

Our eyes met in the mirror opposite. It took many minutes before the image of Christian holding me, while I clutched at his arms to sink in. As his words sunk in, I closed my eyes. I could see it happening and I wanted it so much.

"I want that so much. I want us to run on the beach together, hold hands, do everyday things. I want to kiss you in public and hold your hand. I want to go for long walks in the evening, catch a movie, stop over at a coffee shop. I want us to curl up watching TV together with mugs of hot chocolate. I want… I just want to grow old with you by my side. I don't want anything else".

I closed my eyes against the tears that were spilling.

"Don't cry Sy … please. I just said I wouldn't".

I shook my head as he tried to turn me around.

"I'm sorry".

His hands caressed my face as he wiped the tears away. How could I explain to him that my tears were only because I alone had the power to make that happen and I wasn't. I rested my forehead against his, breathing his scent in.

"Earlier today… I touched heaven with you Christian. What we did was beautiful. Every sense of mine was tuned into you. I've never felt anything like that before and don't think I ever will. You completely intoxicated me"

"Should I apologise?" I could hear the traces of humour in his voice.

"Don't. Because that's as close to heaven as I'll ever get"

"Ever get? You're still marrying Amira and then you and me… we'll be finished.

"I'm sorry".

"Don't apologise Sy. You're doing what you think is right.

"Why is it Christian, that I'd do anything for you but the one thing you want me to do the most?

"Because I might be your life Sy, but your religion …its you. Without it, you'll never exist as YOU. And I can never change that, I understand that now and I'm sorry for ever trying to change you and force you to make a decision. I shouldn't have done that"

My throat thickened as I forced the lump back down. I opened my eyes and found Christian's gems hovering centimetres ahead of me.

"This will have to be our last day Christian".

He nodded.

"I thought as much".

"I want us to end like this. Otherwise I know I'll never walk away from you"

I saw Christian bite his lip, as if he was physically trying to stop his reply. I kissed his lips instead. The taste of love was unbelievably sweet.

"I'll love you forever Christian. I mean it."

"I'll never stop loving you Sy. I promise you".

I gently turned around again and allowed Christian to wrap me in his embrace. Our eyes never left each other in the mirror. Each of us trying to capture the moment forever in our memories, terrified that we had to go our separate ways but safe in the knowledge that what he have, it's real and we'll always be able to come back to this moment.