Chapter 3

A melody so loving and beautiful played softly. Wait I know the song! It is the lullaby Edward wrote for me, but this wasn't Edwards voice.

My body felt stiff and numb, I wonder why that is. I could fell the warmth coming from my right side. Jake? It has to be right.

Knowing Jake haven't left me, my heart fluttered in pleasure. I tried to concentrate on trying to open my eyes. But when I opened them it was Edward. Why did he feel so warm? As my senses came back to me I noticed he wasn't the one warm it was me, I was getting hotter. What is happening to me? Where's Jake?

"Edw-" I tried to get out but the pain flared in my chest. It is getting stronger I can feel it. I let out a scream, clenching my chest.

"Bella! Are you alright? Do you need more pain medication?" his face look so saddened. His pain is my fault. What should I do? I gaze into his beautiful topaz eyes knowing I might never see them again.

I gathered my strength I have to keep strong even till the very end. "No, I am fine it just uh… shocked me that's all." it seemed easier to lie now, it also seems that Edward has no idea that this is a lie.

"Alright…" he looked reluctant to just let it go so easily.

"What is going on Edward? Why is this happening to me?"

" I wish I could tell you. But Bella, even we don't know." I could hear the anger and sadness dip from his words. I am sorry Edward.

The pain in my chest deepened. What was this? I had to close my eyes at this point, if he seen my eyes he would know I am in pain. I don't want him to suffer with me. I concentrated on other thing. I started hearing voices. I know these voices! But they are not in the room, there down in the living room. Why? Why now?

" Bella's, condition is worsing." it was Carlisle's voice.

"Did you find what's wrong with her?" a strong voice broke through the air. This voice belonged to Sam.

"No, not yet. But-"

"But nothing if you are not helping her, then there is no need for her to stay here!"

"You stupid dog if Carlisle cant do anything for her do you think anyone else can?" Rosalie. That is definitely Rose.

"You don't care what happens to her! We are going to-" but Sam was cut off by EDWARD! When did he leave? He must of thought I had fallen asleep.

"The best thing for Bella now is to stay here." Edward expressed.

"But-"

"He is right. Let them take care of her." it was Jake. He is here! But he sounds so pain. I have to see him . I have to make him feel happy again. I never want to see him sad, especially over me.

"Fine were leaving then" Sam growled

Wait Jake don't leave me. I listen harder to see if he was staying. There was no luck he was leaving. No, no , no I thought. The pain and heat increased in my body. It felt as if my body was on fire; the intense pain. My skin felt as if it was tearing from my body. But it was! What's going on. With an ripping sound I could feel that I was no longer human now. I walked slowly up to the over sized mirror on the far wall. In the mirror was a giant pure as snow white wolf. Was this really me? What's going on?

There was no time to gaze at myself. I had to see him!

I gathered what strength I had together. I have to do this, just one last time. Looking around the room there was only one way out. I backed up a few steps getting ready to charge the glass wall. After taking a couple of deep breaths I ran as fast and as hard as I could toward the window. The window shattered into pieces, it resembled rain. I could hear Edward and his family coming up the stairs. As I came up from the landing potion I was in Jake and his pack were standing right in front of me. I slowly lifted my head and stood strait. I could here the voices sneaking in my head. I tried slowly to approach Jacob, but before I could even take a second step Edward and his family were in between us.

"What did you do with Bella you mutt?" Edward hissed while getting into a crouching stand.

I tried to speak but nothing came out but a howl. I am a monster! I don't want Edward to see me like this, he hates werewolves. Now that I am a… I guess he hates me too now. I could hear Jake growling from behind Edward at this point. A tear weld at the ream of my right eye. This cant be happening they cant hate me! Please forgive me I did not mean for this to happen. The tear escaped from my eye.

I cant live with you hating me!

"Bella?" Both Edward and Jake questioned.

I couldn't stand it, so I ran.