So sorry for not updating for a long time... last last week I was confined in the hospital for five days, then after that I was in bed rest. Then this last Saturday, I took my college admission test which i think I did bad. It was a seven hour exam. SEVEN HOURS OF TORTURE! then I'm actually banned from usiong the computer but Mama forgot to hide the computer before she go to work so XD... but still... I'm banned from using the computer so slower updates... SORRY...
Actually I'm going to ask you to pray for the Philippines, the country where i live, because disaster strikes once again. There is non stop rain here for days (Hard rains) and in many part of the Philippines the water already reached their ceilings (I am one of the lucky ones who are located at the higher parts of the Phil) and at some even higher than that, and people are staying on their roofs under the hard rain, so please pray for these people safeties. There are many landslides that killed many people that already occured, so please...
You probably can't tell from looking at me, but looking out from the classroom window looking at Alfred-san getting chummy with a girl, I am rather in a foul mood. The girl is someone I've never seen before and rather beautiful with her flowing brown hair that has an orange flower and green eyes. I looked at Alfred-san's handsome figure and the woman's beautiful face… They really look good together….
…. Such a depressing thought….
I gingerly took out my sketchpad when somebody opened the door
"Hello!" It's… the woman from the outside "I'm here to observe! Is that alright?"
"Um…. Here to observe?" I asked as she looked around
"I just transferred here last week so I'm going around observing different clubs." She said "Where are the other members?" Ah… so she's a transfer student, no wonder I never saw her before.
"There are a lot of phantom members in our club, they may or may not come depending on the day
She seems to be full of joy and smile, so unlike me "That means you're a junior, right? I'm Elizabeta Hedervary from class three, just call me Lizzy!" C-class three? The same as Alfred-san!
"I'm Kiku Honda from class one, Yoroshiku onegaishimasu"
For some reason she seemed delighted "Oh! A Japanese person, just perfect!" She had that weird glint in her eyes like she's plotting something… and it scares me. She looked at the window
"Wow! You can see the grounds clearly from here." Then "Alfred!" She waved at him and, and, and… he waved back…
- Scene change-
Alfred-san and I were walking when I asked her about Elizabeta-san
"Ah… yeah, Elizabeta Hedervary. Not just the class, but all the guys in school have their eyes on her. Well, She is rather cute" For some reason something inside me hurt when he complimented her like that… Not just she isn't pretty, it just that…
"I heard she's been in some magazine modeling contests too" Is she really that popular?! What should I do? Even Alfred-san thinks she's cute, and she is in Alfred-san's class too…
"kiss" A-A-A-Alfred-san s-s-suddenly kissed me on the cheeks. Is something like public display on affection okay?!
Alfred-san smiled at me "But I have you so I'm not interested in her" I felt blood rush in much cheeks. How did he know when I didn't say anything… He really understands me…
-scene change-
"I don't know what to do." Elizabeta-san suddenly said as we were drawing inside the Art Room
"About what?"
"I don't know whether to be the manager for the football team or join the arts club"
"Manager?"
"Yeah. I really like to draw, but I was the manager for the football team at my old school so it's kinda hard for me to just leave it, but doing the same thing is kind of boring…" Manager? The football team's ace working with such a cute manager has to be the most dangerous situation there is!
"Oh, It's Alfred. Alfred!" Not again!
"Elizabeta-san, you seem to get along with Alfred-san"
"Hm? Oh, that's because we are in the same class. He is the quarterback, right? He really stands out and also good looking. He is perfect for…" She trailed off and looked at me strangely for some reason
"And you, the quiet type… It's just so perfect!" what is perfect? I don't understand at all!
"Aww…. You're blushing, so cute!" Elizabeta-san so nice… What should I do if she really likes Alfred-san?
Elizabeta-san is really popular, everyone is talking to her and most of the time, with Alfred-san too. She really is outgoing, and cute and most of all… she's a girl…
"Hey" Elizabeta-san suddenly said "Where can I get that sketchbook you always use? It seems really nice to draw on! Maybe I'll buy just one like it."
"I can buy for you next time"
"Really? Thanks!" She then left, probably going to the football team. If a girl like her seriously falls for Alfred-san, I will definitely lose…
I went out from the Art Room after an hour or so when I heard familiar voices
"Give me your hand!" It sound like Elizabeta-san
"I said it fine." And Alfred-san? I went to where the voices came from. It was Alfred-san and Elizabeta-san and a little people were crowding around them
"I'm fine, it's only twisted a little" Alfred-san is injured?
"Don't say that and leave it to me! I'm good at taping things up" When she held Alfred-san's hand and wrapped it I… I don't know, I felt like something pinched my heart.
"Elizabeta, just be our manager! Are you still torn between this and the art club?" another player asked
"Yeah. Okay, it done!"
"Thanks!"
"Hey Alfred, say something too! Wouldn't it be a load off our shoulders if Elizabeta became our manager?"
"I guess so" Alfred-san… "and if Lizzy becomes our manager the atmosphere gets a lot brighter too"
"Then I might join because Alfred wants me too"
…
That's all I really need to hear. Alfred-san does like Elizabeta-san, I dashed away from the painful scene. It's weird, my heart really hurts a lot. They suit each other and they always look like they're happy together. I went to an empty room, the pain in my heart worsening. What am I suppose to do? She's… She's going to steal Alfred-san away from me.
-scene change-
"Elizabeta-san, here's the sketchbook I promised you" I gave her the sketchbook that I promised her inside her classroom, even after what happened, a promise is still a promise and it's rude to back down from it.
"Elizabeta-san, have you already decided?" From the corner of my eyes I could see Alfred-san
"Nope. I still can't really"
"If you still don't know which to pick, come join the arts club" I don't know what am saying, it is not like me to talk without thinking.
"You're good at drawing, Elizabeta-san. So if you like to draw I think it's a waste otherwise" I can't believe that I'm saying these things because I don't want her to be the manager of the football team.
"Why?" huh? Why? Did she figure it out, did she already know the reason? I started trembling
"Ah, It's nothing" I'm such a terrible and horrible person. Out of my shame, I ran away "S-sorry, f-forget it"
"Kiku!" It's terribly rude of me to ran away but I can't help but do so. After running for a while I slowed down panting. That was really embarrassing! I'm such an idiot. Even if they are in different clubs, they are still in the same class.
"Kiku!" That voice…
"Wait up, Kiku!" Why did Alfred-san follow me and he looked quite troubled.
"What was the meaning of that? What you did just now..." huh? He held my shoulders. What is going on?
"Don't tell me… that you're" What is he mad about again? "Do you like Elizabeta?" HUH? What…
"You never show much reaction to anything but you…" What is he saying? "Turned bright red like that and you usually don't bother to talk to girls" Me? Like Elizabeta-san? HUH? But more importantly why is he so angry? Can it be that…
"You always look so happy talking to her…"
Alfred-san really has fallen for Elizabeta-san and, and…
"And then you even invited her to join the art club"
Bow we are not together anymore…
"Hey! Hey! Kiku? Kiku! Are you listening?"
And he thinks that I'm his rival in love? No! This isn't funny!
"Say something!"
"What are you talking about?" Tears are dropping from my eyes. Alfred-san likes Elizabeta-san "You're the only one I like, there's no way I would fall for someone else. I don't understand why you're so mad…" I like him and not Elizabeta-san so he shouldn't be worried that I'm taking her away from him "I didn't want Elizabeta-san to be your manager cause then you'd be in the same class and the same club as her…" I'm acting horrible even in front of Alfred-san
"I-I'm sorry that I yelled at you" he uttered, was I really that horrible that I made him say sorry? More tears came out from my eyes "What do I do? I didn't mean to say all those things, but I can't stop anymore.
"Don't cry! Hey! Making someone cry is not heroic so please don't cry!"
"You would just forget about me!"
-scene change-
As we went home Alfred-san is pulling my hand
"Geez… How the hell did thing get mixed up like this" he grumbled under his breath but I could still hear him "Even thinking we were fighting over the same girl"
I never thought that Alfred-san would get jealous over me, I don't have that kind of self-confidence.
"I pretty much did the same thing as you… You know when I asked Elizabeta to be our manager"
"Huh" what does he mean by that?
"I didn't think that you would overhear me. I just didn't want her to join the art club"
I've thought so before, but our problem is that we don't communicate with each other enough, but that's probably mostly my fault.
"Alfred-san, I'm sorry that I'm no good at expressing my feelings for you" I looked down at the ground
"It's not just you, I'm not very good at it either"
"Huh?"
He looked at me "Cause ya still don't understand just how much I love you"
"I…" I blushed "I don't think that you're bad at all" and I openly accepted it as he kissed me
-next day-
"Huh?" Alfred-san suddenly exclaimed at what Elizabeta-san said, even I was in shock.
"You guys are together now right because I can see a hickey on Kiku's neck! Wow, you guys move so fast! Can I take a picture of you two kissing, pretty, pretty please?" What is Elizabeta-san saying?
"What do you mean by that?!" Alfred-san more or less demanded
Elizabeta-san smiled confidently "Oh please, it's so obvious that you guys got a thing with each other!" suddenly her phone rings "Oh wait a minute. Hello Roddy! Huh, that idiot again! Okay sure. Love you" she dialed another number "Hey you stupid Gilbert, stop bothering my Roderich or I'm going to bash your head with my pan!" she huffed then pocketed her phone again. "If you are going to have another hot smexy sex just call me!" then she went away.
"Man, I never thought that she likes things like those. Oh well" he hugged me from behind "At least everything is clear now"
I guess I have to work harder so we can understand each other more, because I really do love him.
Thanks, so please read and review and pray for the Philippines!