BPOV

I laughed at Emmett pulling us towards the cars and hopped everyone except Edward and Emmett climbed into my car and we left and headed towards my house. Finally we all walked through my door and headed up the stairs everyone headed into the living room while I went into the kitchen to make food, "Hey sis." Leah said walking into the kitchen.

"Hey Leah." I smiled.

"Umm… when I walked out of my room Edward was walking past me and into your room."

"Ugh okay um can you get out bowls and tell them lunch is ready?" I asked as she nodded. I slowly walked towards my room and opened the closed door to find Edward sitting on my bed looking through the photo album labeled friends I love this picture he mumbled pointing I walked over and saw the picture of before he and Emmett left we were all sitting on a picnic table at our favorite park. Edward was next to Rosalie who was hugging Emmett, Jasper and I where sitting at her feet, I was leaning on Edwards leg which was between Jasper and I, Leah and Lauren where standing on the other side of Edward and we where all smiling and joking together.

"Me too I responded, but I like this one better." I told him flipping to my 16th birthday party. We where sitting and standing near a table at the bowling alley Edward was tickling me, Emmett and Rosalie were to our left sitting at the table talking and Jasper, Lauren and Leah were actually looking at the camera smiling. The seven of us were always together.

"Okay he laughed but this is my favorite." he said pointing to the one next to it. It was also before him and Emmett left we where sitting on my couch eating chips and watching TV. I was sitting on one side and Rosalie on the other James was lying behind Rosalie, Edward was sitting slightly behind me his legs vertically across mine. Jasper sitting in the spot on the couch between Emmett and Edward and Leah and Lauren sitting on the floor in front of us.

"Yeah I like it too but it would have been better if we hadn't been talking about something." I replied laughing.

"We were talking about how much you'd miss Emmett and I when we left." he sighed.

"Oh."

"So how much did you miss us?" he smiled looking me in the eye.

"So much it hurt." I laughed sarcastically even though it was true.

"Well I really did miss you guys so much it hurt." he said looking me in the eyes with a half smile.

I stared back into his eyes expressionless as he slowly leaned in and kissed me. I froze and pulled away. "What are you doing?" I asked him.

"Kissing you, Bella."

"Yes, but why?"

"Because I want to?" he replied in a questioning voice.

"Why?"

"Because I'm not over you." he smirked.

"You acted over me… all the girls you dated, all the times you where mean to me all the times you hurt me." I replied, "What if I'm over you?"

"Your not." he smiled, "you love me?"

It was true I'd loved him since I'd met him, "Says who?"

"Everyone." he laughed.

"Well you don't love me." I frowned looking at my navy blue converse.

"I've always loved you babe."

Liar!, "Don't lie to me Edward."

"I'm not lying Bella." he sighed standing up and dropping the photo album and walking out of my room. It was a page of firsts… it had my first picture with Jasper when we were six playing in a sandbox… the next on was of Emmett and I the first time I'd gotten drunk at Laurens 15th, then there was a picture of Rose and I the first time we ever hung out on the 4th of July and the last picture was of Edward and I the first picture of us ever we where sitting on a couch at a friends house our sock feet pushing against each other as we where laughing and joking. I closed the book frowning I missed the simpler days well nothing was ever simple with Edward and I but I missed when we where younger.

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