A/N: This story is pretty pg 13 except Ana curses. If you see any mistakes please tell me! This story is mostly from the movie and the book. Although some facts will be altered along with the timeline. I hope you ENJOY.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Harry Potter. I am not that smart, nor creative.

After our first fight, everything got back to normal. Blaise and I just got closer and closer. I was really excited, I wanted us to last. I've loved Blaise since we were teenagers; it was about time we were together. I was being eased into deatheater meetings. Even though technically I'm not a deatheater yet, they wanted me to see how everything worked. I found out both Draco and Blaise would be getting their marks right before me. All three of us were anxious to hear what our assignments would be. Everything was perfect, which scared me. How long would the perfection last?

We were snogging on my couch before he picked me up and brought us over to my bed. We kept kissing uninterrupted until I felt his hand go up my shirt. He's put his hand up the back of my shirt countless times and it didn't bug me, but this was the first time he put his hand up the front.

"Blaise?" I said breaking the kiss.

"Hmm?" he somewhat asked going to my neck.

"Blaise stop." I said gently yet demanding, but he didn't. "Blaise, I'm serious. I don't want to do this." I then pushed him off me and he had this look in his eyes of pure anger.

"Oh, I'm not good enough but Lenta is?" He yelled harshly. Lenta isn't apart of this.

"This isn't a competition!" I cried. "Or is it?"

"Why did you throw yourself at Lenta, but I can't even get your shirt off before your yelling at me to stop?" Blaise growled

"It is a competition, isn't it? He had me then but you have me now? Get out!" I screamed.

"I can find a willing girl who doesn't whore herself like some kind of harlot, who hasn't been to every other guy!" Blaise yelled before storming out. Why can't he just understand? I stayed in my room crying for at least an hour before anyone came up.

"Ana?" Draco knocked on my door before walking in.

"You're supposed to wait for me to answer." I said from my bed.

"Would you have answered?" He smirked.

"Probably not." I whispered.

"You look just as bad as Blaise." Draco said. I started crying again so he awkwardly wrapped his arms around me.

"Do guys only want me for sex?" I asked him and felt him stiffen.

"Is that what this is about?" Draco asked like it was nothing.

"I wouldn't have sex with him, so he called me a…a whore." I wailed,

"What?" He said in shock and I nodded my head in protest.

"He said he would find a willing girl who didn't whore herself like a harlot, and something about being with every other guy. Draco, Lenta is the only guy I've ever actually had sex with. Sure I've fooled around with a couple guys but it wasn't that many! It was all just for the pleasure of it, with Blaise… I wanted something special. Draco I love him and it should be special. We just want different things." I explained.

"I can tell you, Blaise feels horrible."

"So he's not with some whore?" I asked.

"Not while I was in there" Draco answered.

"So he was before?" I cried out.

"NO, I'm going to tell him to come in here and talk to you." He said getting up and leaving. I laid back down and buried myself in my covers.

"Ana?" Blaise peaked his head through the door and I sat up in my bed. "Oh Ana, I'm so sorry." He said coming over to me.

"Is it over? Are we… over?" I asked.

"NO, please no. Ana I know it doesn't seem like it, but I love you so much." Blaise said and picked me up. He sat down with my back pressing against his chest. "I know I keep screwing up, but I want this. I want to be with you forever. You have no idea how much I love you." Blaise said rocking me in his arms. He kissed the top of my head and I lent back against him in content.

"Is the fact I slept with Lenta going to keep coming up?" I asked.

"I shouldn't have said anything. I know of your past, just like you know mine. I think mine is probably worse. Let's just forget about that."

"About before, it's not that you're not good enough. I just want it to be special. This has been coming for so long that we deserve something special." I said turning and looking up at him.

"I understand. Let's just relax and sleep tonight." Blaise suggested and we both layed down, his arm still wrapped around me.

So what did you think? Is there anything I should change?I would love feedback, and I will respond back to it, because I know I always love receiving a response to my review! Marisky130