Carlos was looking into a mirror. In the mirror he saw his face in the middle, Josh's to the left of the mirror, and Logan's to the right. "How could you say that?" said Josh "I thought you were normal". "How could I ever love you if you like guy I mean who could ever love you now?" . Logan said "You and me a couple? I don't think so. Why would I ever love you? Your loud, too crazy, and annoying." Josh and Logan in the mirror went on like this saying horrible things to Carlos like "Never brothers again" and "Disgusting" until Carlos finally yell "Quiet!". The faces stopped, just looking at Carlos. "I will never love you" they both said. Carlos then punched in the mirror until he Couldn't see anything, just emptiness. Then he woke up.
Carlos' eyes snapped open. He was wet from cold sweat and was completely distressed. He got up quickly and grabbed his bathrobe and made a dash to the shower. He turned the water on but kept it cold. He got in and let the cold water stream down his body. How could I think Logan would like me? Were only supposed to be friends. Just friends, but I don't wanna be just friends, I wanna be more. Tears rushed down Carlos' eyes and he tried his hardest to make them stop. He washed himself and when he was done crying he got out of the shower.
Carlos dried himself off and put on his robe and walked to the room him and Kendall shared, it was weird Kendall was closer with James just like Logan was closer with Carlos yet they decided to share different rooms. It was weird.
Carlos entered the room. Kendall was still asleep and he looked over at the alarm click to see that it was 4:00am. Well I guess I'll have an early start he thought. He got dressed quietly and left apartment 2J. He felt a pit in his stomach he wanted desperately for Logan to like him back yet he knew that that'd be only a dream, a fairytale.
Carlos wandered around the Palm Woods just thinking about Logan his crush until he started to see people emerge from their rooms to begin their days. Carlos headed for the pool. He checked his phone to see that it was now 8am and that he had three new messages. One was from James saying "Hey Carlos where are you?" the second was from Kendall which said "Carlos where are you? You left early. Is everything alright?" and the third which was from Logan that said "Carlos why didn't you answer the texts James and Kendall sent you? Are you okay? I'm worried about you.". Carlos felt bad for making Logan worry but he felt a bit of glee that Logan was thinking about him
Carlos got out his phone and texted back Logan "Logan I'm sorry my phone was on silent. I'm at the pool I got up early today so that's why I wasn't there. I'm sorry.". He sent it to Logan, but Logan never responded.
Carlos disappointed in not getting a text back sat at one of the tables by the pool and watched the few clouds that went by. James, Kendall, and Logan came down to the pool. They didn't look happy. "Why didn't you tell anyone you left!" said James. "Everybody was really worried and you didn't answer your texts!" said Kendall. "Is everything alright?" asked Logan. Carlos just said "I'm sorry! My phone was on silent and I didn't think to tell anybody! Geez." James scowled at Carlos and said "Whatever I'm going to hang with Guitar Dude.". He walked away. Logan gave Carlos a worried look and ask "Is there anything wrong?". Carlos wanted to tell Logan "Yes I want to tell you how badly I like you but I'm too afraid too!", but Carlos knew he couldn't so he frustratedly said "No Logan! Everything is fine! Go play doctor somewhere else!".
Carlos knew he'd been really mean but he didn't know what to say. Logan had a hurt look on his face and answered back sadly "Okay I was just worried about my best friend." and walked away into the Palm Woods. Carlos slammed his fist on the table and slapped his hand on his forehead calling himself an idiot. Kendall sat at the chair across from Carlos and patted Carlos' other hand. "You can apologize to Logan later, first tell me why your do upset.". So Carlos told Kendall all about the nightmare he had. About the things Josh and Logan had said and how he couldn't stand how he felt about not being able to tell Logan. When he was finished Kendall asked him this question "Want me to ask him?". Carlos freaked "No! Never! It'd have to be me!". "Fine! But how about I see how he feels about you? Maybe he'll tell me if he'd like you. How about it?" Kendall said. Carlos said quietly "It couldn't hurt." Kendall smiled and said "Alright I'm on it! And Carlos go back to bed your really cranky today.". So off Kendall went leaving Carlos to worry.