I haven't written these two out in a while. Very AU, but isn't most FF?

Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own this song, nor these characters.

Song: Alone With You

Pairing: Olivia & Elliot

Rating: T

I don't see you laugh
You don't call me back

Don't know where you've been
Why are you the one I want

After Elliot's departure from SVU, she knew things between them would never be the same, but she that they could still be friends. But he decided to shut her out, as well as everyone else and he changed.

He had gotten divorced, and the flashbacks of killing a teenage girl still haunted him. He turned to drinking, which lead to his divorce. Olivia had tried to reach out many times, but he ignored the calls. Until one night when he was drunk enough to text her, hoping for a reply.

Elliot: I miss you.

Olivia: Look who rose from the dead. Figured you forgot about me. Only 12 years of friendship fucked over, right?

Elliot: …. I deserve that.

Elliot: Come over.

In which Olivia was stupid enough to give into him. Olivia was head over heels for this man, there was no way of denying it. But after 12 years and without saying goodbye, that fucked her up. She knew she shouldn't have given in so easily, especially after three months of not hearing a damn word. But again, she loved him. And God, she missed him like hell.

Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say it doesn't matter 'cause it's gonna matter to me

Elliot wrapped his arms around her body and kissed her deeply, bringing her into the bedroom where he made her his.

He knew all the right things to say to her, and in the heat of things, it's what she wanted. No, needed. He could do anything to her, and she would come crawling back at the end of the day. "You're mine." He left marks on her body, but she knew she really wasn't his. He couldn't commit to her, but she allowed him anyways.

And I know it would kill me if I fall
I can't be alone with you

Being around Elliot when they worked together was simpler. He was married at the time which was also helpful, but on the nights they had to do stakeouts together, Olivia wanted nothing more than for his hands to be all over her body. She was already in love with this man, what more damage could come from their relationship?

Please don't chain that door
I can't win this war
Your body's like a pill I shouldn't take

Olivia was too faithful to him, even when she knew he didn't deserve it, but she wanted to prove her loyalty. Even to a man who mind fucked her.

For the third time that week, Olivia allowed him to take control of her, and giving him everything she could to him. She knew it was wrong, and she needed to stop before she really messed herself up, but she couldn't.

Don't say you're gone love me 'cause you know you're gonna love me and leave

He had been drinking earlier that day, and she knew it. No matter how many times he brushed and used mouth wash, she tasted the whiskey on him.

"I love you." Elliot said as he kissed her neck, and she sighed. She wrapped her arm around his bare torso and nodded.

"I love you too, El." Liv mumbled and rubbed his chest. She leaned up and kissed his lips again and smiled sadly.

I don't see you laugh
You don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk