Saldy, I DO NOT OWN FAIRYTAIL!

(But if I did; oh the things I'd add to this anime) *smirks evilly*

I awoke on my floor.

Face wet from tears.

Throat sore from screaming.

Body aching from being curled up.

And my heart…No words can describe the absolute pain my heart was in at the moment.

*Knock, knock* "Lucy-chan? It's Levy. I know you're in there…Please let me in…So we could talk?"

I rolled into a smaller ball, not wanting to get up from my place on the floor.

"Lucy…"

I move my gaze and find Loke. I forget that he can summon himself.

Loke crouched down and looked at me sympathetically.

"C'mon" Loke picked me up bridal style and sat me up on my bed.

I sniffled. My body ached at the movement from the floor to the soft mattress.

Loke tucked a loose hair behind my ear and smiled slightly. "I'm gunna let her in"

I watched him walk over to the door and let Levy in.

"Lucy-chan!" She ran over to me and caught me in a tight hug. She then turned to Loke "Thanks Loke, but do you mind if I talk to her alone?"

Loke smiled "Not at all" and just like that he disappeared back to the celestial world.

Levy looked down at me. As if she could cry.

"Oh Lucy.."She sat down beside me.

I brought my knees up to my chest and hugged my legs. "Who told you.." I asked.

"Gajeel. Natsu confided in him and Gray…" Levy answered.

"So what are you doing here?...What's done is done" I sounded cold...As if I didn't care for her company. Truth is I would kill to be alone at the moment.

"But why? Why did he do it?"

"Well, Natsu said he doesn't love me like he used to. I can't force feelings so I decided not to fight against his decision"

"Lucy…I'm so sorry"

I sniffle. But try to put on the best fake smile I could. "Don't be. We're still friends so it's not all bad. I'd rather have him be in my life as a friend than not be in my life at all."

Levy smiles and hugs me. "I'm here for you" She separates "If you need anything at all, I'll be here" She smiles again.

"Thank you, Levy" I smile. "Does anyone else know?"

"I don't think so. We were pretty shocked though, we didn't know that Natsu was capable of feeling like that…At all"

I somehow manage at this state to giggle at that remark "Well, that's Natsu. He can surprise people at times"

Levy stands up from the bed "Have you eaten?"

"No…It was a really depressing morning" I admit.

"Want me to fetch you something?" Levy offers.

"N-no, I couldn't have you do that"

"Lucy, you've just been through a break up. What you need right now is some ice cream and chocolate"

I giggle again "For what? So I can gain weight and stay single for the rest of my life?"

Levy giggles "C'mon it'll make you feel better"

I shrug "Alright, I guess"

"Great! I'll be back" Levy raced out of the door leaving me alone with my thoughts.

I sigh and look out the window. I see couples walking hand in hand. Kissing, laughing. I feel as if god himself is mocking me cruelly.

"I've never seen you so down"

I jump. When I see it's Loke I roll my eyes "You've got to stop doing that"

"Well it's not like you were gunna summon me"

I don't answer and look back out the window.

I hear Loke's footsteps as he walks towards me and sits down next to me "Ya' know..Watching happy couples is just gunna make you feel even crappier"

"So what would you do…If the person who repaired your heart before had shattered it now" I keep my gaze out the window, awaiting his answer.

Loke stayed silent, probably thinking of a proper way to answer my question. "I…I don't know" he said in defeat.

My heart sank even deeper, if that's even possible. Knowing that the womanizer himself didn't have an answer for heartbreak.

"Were you guys having problems?" Loke asked.

"Not really." I look at a couple who was playing with their daughter. Swinging her around, making each other laugh…I wonder if Natsu and I could've ever made it that far…

"Lucy, I know it's hard. But you can't sit in your room forever, thinking about what went wrong. All you can do right now is try to occupy yourself and move on"

I turn towards Loke, I can feel the tears welling up but I wouldn't let them fall, "That's easier said than done"

Loke hugged me. I hugged him back. Letting slender tears run down my cheek and onto his shoulder.

Loke separated from me and smiled "Don't think that you're lost without him. You've got enough friends to show you the way"

I sniffle and smile "Thanks, Loke. You're an amazing friend"

"No problem, that's what I'm here for. You know where to find me if you need anything" With the last smile he disappeared again back to the celestial world.

I take in a deep breath and exhale, regaining my thoughts I stood up.

I look down at myself and realized that I look like absolute crap. "I need a bath" I walk over to my bathroom "A nice hot, long bath".

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