Hi readers!
I'm so sorry about the long wait!!! I promise that I'll post the
next chapter sooner. But anyway, here's the new chapter! Enjoy!
:D I DO NOT OWN NARUTO! (Still
don't… I want to own it because I want to turn Naruto into a yaoi
series -Evil laugh- No sorry, of course I won't ruin the anime ;)
–coughs- We've got fanfiction for that)
Lots of love, Tearsbehindthemask
YAY! ALMOST SUMMER
VACATION!!! :3
Special thanks to DeeDee200 who got me motivated to
write a new chapter again. :)
"I
have to go now…" Naruto muttered.
Naruto was standing at the
window and staring outside.
"Why?" Sasuke asked, and he walked
towards Naruto.
"I… It… It's not raining now. I have to
get home before the rain starts again."
Sasuke looked at Naruto
but Naruto looked away.
"You don't have to go home." Sasuke
said, "You can sleep here if you want."
"No. No… I'm
going home."
Naruto looked at Sasuke and this time it was
Sasuke's turn to look away.
"Okay… But, will I see you
tomorrow than?" Sasuke asked.
"… Yeah."
Sasuke walked
towards Naruto and Naruto stepped back.
"Don't be afraid."
Sasuke said sadly, "I'm not going to do anything to you."
Sasuke
placed a gentle kiss on Naruto's forehead.
"I'll see you
tomorrow than. Bye, Naruto."
Naruto blinked a few times and then
turned around to hide his blush. Why did he blush every damn time he
was close to Sasuke?
"Bye…" Naruto said, and he walked out
of Sasuke's apartment.
Sasuke watched the door closing and
sighed. Naruto still couldn't accept his feelings…
Sasuke
walked towards the window where Naruto was standing only a minute
ago. He saw Naruto walking on the street, hands in the pockets of his
black pants… Wait a second!
Sasuke looked around and saw
Naruto's clothes on the floor. He sighed.
Should he give Naruto
his clothes back now? Or should he just wait for Naruto to come and
pick them up?
Sasuke decided that he'd wait for Naruto to come
and pick them up. At least Naruto wouldn't have an excuse not to
come tomorrow.
Naruto was almost home when he felt the urge to
visit Sakura's grave. He couldn't fight it so he turned around
and started to walk towards the graveyard.
Quietly, petals of the
Sakura trees fell down. It wouldn't take long until the Sakura
trees would've lost all of their beautiful flowers.
The Sakura
flowers weren't immortal, they would fall down once and the trees
would grow new flowers the next year.
But Sakura… Sakura
wouldn't come back.
Naruto looked down at Sakura's grave,
there were a lot of flowers on it.
"Sakura… I… I'm
confused." Naruto whispered to the tombstone.
A Sakura petal
brushed Naruto's cheek in its flight towards the ground. Naruto
felt tears prickling.
"If you were still here… I'm sure you
could've told me what to do… Well… Kind of."
Sakura would
probably go insane when she found out that Sasuke liked someone else
than her. Especially if this someone was a guy…
"Would you be
angry, Sakura? If I told you that I love Sasuke?"
Silence.
Naruto kept staring at the grave and shivered. Sakura wouldn't
answer him. It was all up to himself if he would love Sasuke or not…
No. He already loved Sasuke. He had to decide if he was going to do
something with his feelings.
Naruto sighed and touched the
tombstone.
"Bye, Sakura." Naruto whispered, "I'm leaving
now… But I'll come back."
In the silence that followed,
Naruto turned around and walked away. Maybe, after some sleep, he
would be able to think more clearly.
When Naruto arrived at
his apartment, he decided that he would immediately go to sleep. He
took of his clothes and while he was doing this, he noticed it. That
he forgot his other clothes at Sasuke's place.
"Damn."
Naruto
looked outside and saw that it was really dark outside now. It
wouldn't be a good idea to pick up his clothes now, it was too
late.
He had to get back tomorrow to pick up his clothes.
Naruto
smiled. He was really going back tomorrow. He promised it to Sasuke,
but he wasn't really sure if he'd go. Now he had to go.
Sasuke
would probably be happy…
Naruto sighed and lay down on his bed.
He had to sleep first. Tomorrow only matters when it becomes
today.
Sasuke couldn't sleep. He was staring at some point
in his room, not really seeing anything particular. He was
thinking.
Did he do the right thing by telling Naruto about his
feeling so suddenly? He might've scared him…
"Naruto… Was
it wrong of me to kiss you back then?"
Sasuke sighed.
Well,
in any case, Naruto had to come back to pick up his clothes. Maybe…
maybe Naruto would've accepted his feelings by then…
Sasuke
turned his head and saw the picture of team 7 next to his bed. He and
Naruto looked really annoyed just to be in the same picture.
Sasuke
smiled. They weren't that much older now but it felt like hundreds
of years had passed since that picture was taken…
Sakura was
smiling brightly, her usual expression… At least, the expression
that he had seen most of the time next to her looks of admiration and
love…
Sasuke didn't really know if he'd ever really liked
Sakura. He had to admit that he once had some feelings for her, but
it was never the same as his feelings for Naruto.
Now he was
thinking about it… When did he start to like Naruto anyway?
Sasuke
stared at the Naruto in the picture.
When? Why?
Sasuke thought
about all the things he and Naruto had been through together. He
realized that their friendship or something like that had started a
really long time ago. It was when they both realized each other's
loneliness… They had made a silent agreement that they'd accept
each other and there was a friendship which they both never
mentioned. Like their friendship was a secret…
But he wasn't
in love with Naruto back then. He couldn't even understand 'love'
at that age…
Then… at school? They had always acted like they
hated each other, at least, Sasuke had 'acted' that he hated
Naruto and he was quite sure that Naruto had done the same
thing.
When did his feelings of friendship turn into love?
Wait
a second… That kiss that Sasuke had given Naruto only some time
ago… It wasn't their first kiss! Of course, the first kiss was an
accident but… It was a kiss anyway!
So… was that the moment
that everything changed?
Sasuke couldn't remember anymore. It
didn't really matter though. He loved Naruto and that was all he
had to know.
He gave the Naruto in the picture one last look and
smiled.
"Goodnight, Naruto. I'll probably see you tomorrow…
I'm looking forward to it."
Then he looked at Sakura and with
a sad smile he added: "Sleep well, Sakura…"
Naruto
turned around in his bed again. He still couldn't sleep.
He
looked at his picture of team 7, he looked at Sasuke in the picture
and smiled. He'd always pretended to hate Sasuke while he actually
wanted to be his friend… Why had he acted so stupid?
And… Did
Sasuke really hate him back then? Even though he said he loved Naruto
now?
Of course, Naruto couldn't know that Sasuke was thinking
about him and looking at the same picture at that moment.
They
were still thinking about each other. It was hard not to think about
the other…
Their thoughts would never be far away from each
other. They would never be alone.
Was this their promise of love?
