Note: Okay here is the next chapter. I have to worn you before we get any further into the story. There is going to be lemons, and there will be moments of fluffy loveliness. If You have a problem with the thought of Edward and Bella, or any of the characters having sex sooner or later, then do not read. Because there will be lemons in this story. I repeat. There will be lemons. I don't want to get the reviews of "OH MY GOSH YOU ARE SO PERVERTED THEY WOULD NEVER DO THAT!" Okay, I respect your opinion. but this story is all human, and slightly ooc! I can make them have sex if I wanna. :P Anyway, you have been warned for the future, it is rated "M" for a reason, so don't jump down my throat and yell about it when it happens. mwah!
Me: Stephenie, can I borrow you're twilight characters?
Stephenie: Sure, why don't you keep them?
Me: Seriously?
Stephenie: No.
I dont own any of the characters from twilight. :[
I had surprised myself when I made it home. During the entire drive I was enveloped in a heat of passion, want, and desire. I was also hit with some confusion. Where did that last kiss leave Edward and I? The first one had only been a dare, but this second one had surprised me. It left my head spinning. I had noticed Charlie was home when I pulled in, so I wasn't surprised to see him at the kitchen table. Chinese take out was spread out across the table, Charlie just looked up at me and gave me a weak smile.
I really wasn't lying when I said Charlie, my dad, didn't know how to talk to me. He really didn't, and to be honest, neither of my parents did. Renee, my mom, had asked me so many times what happened that turned me into this hollow shell. She would get so frustrated by my constance silence, and upset that I never stood up for myself. Truth be told, nothing had happened to me. I was never molested, raped, or abused. I had friends in Elementary school, but when Jr. High came around I drew away from any of the friends I had. I wished I knew why I was so unhappy.
I just felt like something was missing, and it only hurt more to be surrounded by people that were always happy. I didn't like being constantly asked what was wrong, it was easier to just not be around people. Then I wasn't faced with questions I didn't have the answers to. I had no idea what was missing in my life, and to see others so happy sometimes, only made me more mad at myself for not knowing why I was so miserable. I became bitter, and my mom didn't know what to do. I think she thought sending me to live with Charlie would be a good way for me to start over. She thought people at school picking on me at school was what made me so unhappy. She was wrong though, they didn't start harassing me at school until I was already hurting, I had already distanced myself from everyone. I became an easy target for bullying, I never spoke up. Charlie cleared his throat, disrupting my thoughts.
"Was today a good day, Bells?" He asked cautiously.
A smile pulled at the sides of my mouth as I thought about our game of truth or dare. It only grew when I thought about the ride to my truck. I blushed slightly. "Actually, today was a great day.
Charlie's face brightened slightly with relief. "I can't tell you how happy I am to hear that Bells."
I said goodnight to Charlie, washed up, and tried to go to sleep. That plan did not work out so well, I tossed and turned all night. When my alarm went off in the morning, I growled at it. Not yet, go away! I pulled myself out of bed and started to get dressed. I put on some bikini-cut panties, my baggy sweats, and my sports bra. Hey, old habits die hard. I searched through my closet till I found a red pullover sweatshirt. I decided to wear that, since Alice refused to give me back my black on the other day. I headed downstairs to find that Charlie had already left for work. I grabbed a granola bar and headed out the door. I stopped dead in my tracks when I lifted my eye's gaze on the ground. Edward was in my driveway.
"Good-morning, Bella." He smiled while opening the door to his car for me.
"Good-morning." I returned his smiled before getting in. You don't know how good. He gave me another small genuine smile before pulling out of my driveway.
"Bella, do you mind if we talk about the other night?" He asked.
Great, I knew he was going to regret it. I sighed. "Listen, Edward. You don't have to say anything. If you don't want people to know about it, I promise they aren't going to find out from me. We can go back like it didn't happen. Just tell me, I wont be offended."
I jumped when I heard him burst into laughter, which also surprised me a little bit. "You think I regret that we kissed?" I couldn't speak, the embarrassment was killing me, so I nodded my head.
He glance at me for a moment, then focused on the road before speaking. "Bella, I don't regret last night. I just want to tell you something before we go too fast too soon. See, I haven't dated anyone in almost two years. I dated this girl, Lauren Mallory. We were sophomores, and I know I was about sixteen, but I thought it was love. I had a crappy job and I saved every paycheck to buy her a ring she wanted at Tiffanys. I gave it to her on our one year anniversary, and I thought that day was going to be really special and all that. But she called me that night and broke up with me, she told me that she had been seeing someone else for the last seven months we were together. Then I found out she was sleeping with more than just one other person. That really messed with me, and I haven't dated since. That doesn't mean I haven't messed around, but I haven't been in a relationship since then. I want to take things slow with you, because honestly I don't think I'm going to be good at this, you know being a boyfriend, at first." He held my hand when he finished explaining his past.
I smiled at our hands intertwined. "I don't mind going slow Edward, I don't know how this works either."
"Good, because I really like you Bella. I don't want to screw it up, I'd like to see where we go." He replied.
"Me too, Edward." I smiled, looking out the window.
When we pulled into the parking lot, Alive and Jasper we already waiting in the car next to us. However, they were connected at the face, and I even saw some tongue in there. Alice was straddling his lap. When I heard Edward making a gagging sound, I couldn't help but laugh. He started honking his horn repeatedly to break up they tongue hockey session. Alice jumped in shock, she was looking around angrily to see the car that had honked. She glared at Edward, then she saw me and jumped off jasper to run over to my door. She opened the door before I could even get my book bag. When she saw my outfit she frowned.
"Bella! Ugh, what are you wearing?!" She screeched.
I rolled my eyes. "Clothes?"
She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the school. "Come on, you are so lucky I expected this of you. We'll meet you guys at lunch!" She called behind us. I noticed the bag in Alice's hand and groaned when I saw clothes. Why the hell do I have to dress up for school?
"No..." I groaned. She smirked and continued to pull me.
Arguing with Alice was completely useless, I mean I could say no to her. The only problem, is I could never actually follow through with it. Something about Alice made that impossible. She pushed me into a stall and locked it.
"Strip!" She nudged me.
"Alice!" I said in a warning tone. Some random person could walk in and hear that and take it the wrong way. I took off my shoes, sweats, and sweatshirt. She frowned once again.
"Bella, not again." She whined.
"Alice, all of my bras are sports bras, and I don't own a thong." I whispered in annoyance.
"I was also prepared for this!" She clapped her hands and reached into the bag. She threw some pink lace at me. Alice turned her head while I changed into them, then she looked me over. She clapped in approval. "So much better."
She tossed me the new outfit, piece by piece. First was some black leggings, then she handed me a worn and torn mini denim skirt. She was lucky she included leggings in this outfit, or I never would have worn this skirt. Next I pulled on a long, tight fitted tank top over my head. Then the outfit was finished off with a black, half jacket.
"Now, I know you in high heels is not an option. Yet. So here are some flats." She handed me the black flats with pink diamonds printed on them. At least she is being sensible. Wait, what did she mean by "Yet?" I was finally allowed out of the stall, when the warning bell rang. Alice stopped me and pulled the hair tie out of my hair, letting it fall below my shoulders. I didn't argue either. I did whatever I needed to for the pixie to allow me to leave.
The make over drew more unwanted attention to myself. As Mike telling the entire school I was a slut didn't do that already. Someone even grabbed my butt. My face grew bright red. Note to self: Never let Alice use me as a Barbie. Ever. The lunch bell rang and I practically ran to the cafeteria. I didn't want my backside groped again. On my way to lunch, I had four girls purposely bump me with their shoulders. One even shoved me to a locker. Breathe, Bella. Count to ten and just walk away. I was almost in the lunch room when a pair of large hands attacked my sides with tickling fingers. I was screaming in laughter when I turned to see who the hands belonged to. Edward.
"Ahh! Stop! I—I Surrender!" I cried. His tickling seized and we got our lunch and headed to the table. We were the first ones to get there.
"How has your day been so far?" He asked as we sat down.
"Ugh. Don't get me started Edward. I got groped in the hallway, and then girls shoved me in the hallway. I have a feeling Alice and her make overs are not good for my health." I groaned.
"One thing you have to know Bella, is how sexy you look. I'm not exactly happy you were groped in the hallway though." He smiled. I blushed furiously.
"Hey guys!" Alice beamed as she and Jasper took a seat. Rosalie and Emmett were soon there as well.
"So it's Friday. Are we all hanging out today?" Rosalie asked.
"I want to play truth or dare again." Edward smirked.
"I bet you do." Emmett laughed.
"No, we played that yesterday Edward. Let's play something else. Oh! I know, let's play 'I never.' We can all have a sleep over!" Alice's face was bright and glowing.
I tilted my head to the side. "I can sleepover, but how do you play that?"
"Bella, you sheltered girl." Emmett winked. I blushed again, earning a laugh from Emmett.
"Oh Bella, it is so much fun and it's simple. One person will say something, like, 'I have never kissed a boy.' and if you have you have to drink a shot." Alice giggled.
I frowned. "I've never drank before though Alice."
Alice smiled. "We don't drink, we have an alternative option. Edward this means you can play!"
The rest of the school day went by really slow. This new game had me nervous, what was the alternative option? Not to mention, why couldn't Edward play before? Nothing about that made sense to me. After that game of truth or dare with my new group of friends, I could only imagine what this game was going to have in store for my heart would beat to the point where I was worried about it falling out of my chest. I was having a sleepover...at Edward's house. The bell rang ending the day, and interrupting my thoughts. I walked slowly into the hallway, to be grabbed by alice. She pulled me through the crowded hallways hard. I half collided with a tall, skinny, blond girl.
"Watch where you're going, Bitch." She yelled at me.
"Shut it Lauren!" Alice screamed back to her, still pulling me through the crowds of people. Was that the Lauren that broke Edward's heart? I was surprised when I felt a little anger towards her, what happened between her and Edward was none of my business. I just couldn't help but feel protective.
We made it to the car, thanks to alice. We, by some miracle, also made it to the Cullen's home. I pulled myself out of car and whined. "Do you have to drive like we are in Grand Theft Auto!?" I tried taking steps towards the house, only to have my shaky legs not cooperate. I started to fall towards the ground, face first. I placed my hands infront of myself and braced myself. This is going to hurt. Only the impact never came, I felt Edward's arms catch me, we laughed at my clumsy display. My knight in shining Volvo.
We waited for the rest of the group to get there, and we all headed into the house. I had to excuse myself for a moment to call charlie. I pulled out my cellphone and dialed Charlie.
"Bella? Is everything okay?" He rushed into the phone.
"Dad. I'm fine." I sighed.
"Oh, okay. Well did you need something?" He asked more relaxed.
"Is it okay if I sleepover my friend's house tonight?" I asked
Charlie coughed, he was obviously surprised. "Who is your friend?" He asked sounding more excited.
"Her name is Alice, she invited me to a sleepover with my other friend, Rosalie." I said. I didn't think mentioning the boys was such a good idea.
"That's great, Bells. Yeah you go, and have fun." He replied happily.
"Okay, thanks. I'll see you tomorrow. Love you." I said quickly.
"Love you too." He said before we hung up.
I walked back into the living room, where Alice was bouncing. As usual. She was me and motioned me to hurry up and sit.
"So can you stay?" Rosalie asked.
I nodded my head before Alice spoke.
"Okay, Bella. This is how Jasper, Rose, Emmett, and I normally play. One of us says something, and if you have done it, you kiss your partner. Edward has only played a couple times, when he had a girl toy over." Alice rolled her eyes.
"If you recall, I barely kissed them. It was closed mouth alice." He shot back.
"Alright, let's play then." I said nervously. I looked at Edward for any signs that he wasn't up for it, but he smiled at me and nodded his head.
"I'll start." He said. The game officially began.
"Okay, I've never had a crush on my foreign language teacher." Edward said.
Alice kissed Jasper.
"EW! Alice? Who?" I asked with a grossed out face.
"Mr. Lopez." She giggled and blushed slightly.
"Alice, he's 43..." I said in disbelief.
"Anyway! My turn!" Alice said changing the subject. "I've never been caught having sex by someone in my family."
Rose and Emmett kissed.
"Alice doesn't know how to knock." Emmett grunted and nudged Alice. She giggled and rolled her eyes.
"Alright. I've never thought about bella naked." Emmett smirked, but was taken by surprise when Rosalie kissed him. I stared at them wide eyed. She thought about me naked? She looked up at us and blushed slightly.
"What, I'm just being honest." She giggled.
"Oh my." I said fanning my face, which was suddenly hot.
"My turn." Edward said as he leaned in closer to me. His lips brushed mine gently, then they pushed against mine hungrily. When he pulled away, I was completely breathless. Then I blushed. Edward thought about me naked too.
When we were done playing the game, Edward and I won with the least amount of kisses. I was both happy and disappointed. Happy to win, disappointed we didn't get to kiss as much as the others. Alice decided she wanted all of the girls to meet in her room to get dressed before we started watching movies. I groaned, which amused Edward.
"What's wrong?" He asked,
"She wants to play Bella Barbie." I groaned again as I got up to follow the girls. Edward was laughing as I left the room. When I entered Alice's room, I was preparing myself for the worst. Alice tossed on a silver, spaghetti strapped, nighty. It fell to her mid thigh. Rosalie wore the same nighty in a crimson red. They looked at my wide eyed stare and smirked.
"Dont worry bella we got you one too!" Rose said as she tossed me a dark blue nighty.
"Um, no. Nope, don't think so." I said tossing it back to Alice and Rose.
"Come on! Please!" They pleaded. It was no use, I would not be allowed to leave until I put that nighty on. They brushed out my hair and checked themselves in the mirror.
"We could be charlie's angels." Alice giggled.
"Yeah, the lingerie version." Rose joined her.
"Guys, I don't know about this. This is less coverage than what I wear swimming." I said nervously.
"Okay, for one. That is just wrong and you will be getting a bikini when it comes time for swimming. Two, you look gorgeous." Rose assured me.
We headed back downstairs to the living room. I walked slowly, as they ran to their boyfriends.
I stood there and looked at Edward. I felt the need to cover myself, my hand tugged the nighty to try and hide my body. He smirked and curled his finger, motioning me to come join them.
"Woo, Bella!" Emmett whistled. Smack! "Ouch Rose!"
I laughed as I sat on the couch next to Edward.
"Okay we're going to watch Freddy Vs. Jason." Alice said while turning the TV on. Great, a scary movie. Edward wrapped his arm around me as the movie started to play. Well, maybe scary movies weren't so bad. As the movie played I would bury my face into Edward, so much blood! Ugh. I felt sick just watching the fake blood, pools of it! Who needed that much blood, honestly!? Not to mention I was going to be scared to death to sleep! There was a slight skip in the movie, so for half a second the room was quiet and I heard something. A weird noise. But I don't think anyone else noticed. I was curious though.
I looked around the room, which was pitch dark. I squinted my eyes to Alice and Jasper. She was curled up on his lap watching the movie with big fear filled eyes. Jasper had a smile on his face as he watched her reaction to the movie. Then I scanned over to Emmet and, well that's just it, I couldn't see Rose. I hadn't seen her get up, but I didn't see her on, or next to Emmett. Emmett looked as if he were sleeping. His eyes were closed and his head was back, but he had a huge smile on his face. I scanned a little lower when something caught my eye. My eyes went wide when I saw what I assumed to be Rosalie's head moving up and down under the blankets. OH MY GOD! What the hell could I say?!
I nudged Edward and nodded my head over to Rosalie and Emmett. He squinted for a second and then saw what I saw. "Holy hell." He whispered.
"What do we do?" I asked.
"Jasper would kill them for doing that right infro--"
"What the hell are you guys doing?!" Jasper yelled running over to turn the lights on.
Rose quickly emerged from the blankets, her hair a complete mess. "Nothing."
"Yea, nothing. Bullshit. Listen, I am okay with you guys dating, but don't and give blow jobs with me in the room Rose. That is just wrong." He shook his head in disgust.
"Fine, I'm sorry! I wont do it again." She yelled and smacked Emmett's arm.
"Ouch,What the hell? Dude! way to cock block!" He whined.
"Shut up." Jasper said.
We all watched the rest of the movie, with the lights on.