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FANGS POINT OF VIEW (I feel like there is a better word for point of view oh well!)

It had been one month since Max's death, we had tried everything to save her, even my last attempt with the starting her heart back up was a failure. I partly blamed myself for her death. If I could have just been able to do that super speed flight that Max could do I could have gotten to Dr M's house in time or I could have been paying more attention to her during the fight. Though Angel tried to tell me that it was not my fault, but after a while she gave up on that because she couldn't get through to me, and I didn't blame her.

We had buried Max in a grave yard by Dr M's house, who had taken us in after Max's death. Though Dr M wanted to get Max embalmed like most people that die do, Angel refused to let it happen and I agreed with her so we convinced the others to burry Max naturally.

I walked down stairs to find the rest of the flock mopeing around the kitchen while Iggy made breakfast, which was really more of a lunch then anything. Everyone slept in now a days, I think it was so we didn't have to talk to one another just incase someone might mention Max. It was a defense mechanism we all had, we all reminded each other of Max so we all began to keep to ourselves. It was only Iggy, Angel, Gazzy, and me up so far, Nudge sleeps in in till 2:00pm, so she still has two more hours. Ella and Dr. M are at school and work. I could tell everyone had a hard night again. None of us had gotten any better and it had taken a toll on all of us.

"What we eating?" I asked Iggy, using as little amount of words as possible. Though I did try to talk just a little more at times to try to lighten the mood. Still it was rare to hear my voice.

"How can you act so calm," Gazzy whispered and though he only whispered it the words had a raw edge to them. I looked at him to see that he had stood from his chair and his little hands were balled up tight in fists.

"Calm down Gazzy," Iggy warned knowing this could go from bad to worse in a matter of seconds.

"Calm down," Gazzy shouted, "Calm down, he's calm enough for all of us!" He accusingly pointed at me. I tried to even my breath, I had to remember The Gasman was just a kid, if it was Iggy saying this I probably would have snapped by now, but it wasn't so I kept cool.

"G-gaz…"Angel stuttered tears welling up in her blue eyes.

"Shut up Angel, you saw him at the funeral, he didn't even cry!" Gazzy's voice was so loud I had no clue how Nudge hadn't woken up at this point, even if she had taken night time Advil for her head ach last night. "He doesn't even care. I bet he didn't even love Max! It's his fault she's dead!"

That's when I snapped, before I could even think about calming myself down my hands slammed down against the table. "You have no right to say that I didn't love her!" My eyes were stinging from the tears I was trying to hold back. "I loved her with all my life, she was my life! I tried everything I could to save her and I'm sorry I couldn't and maybe it was my fault, maybe if I was just quicker, but I wasn't. Even though I couldn't save her don't ever tell me or anyone for that matter that I didn't love Max with all my heart." I was breathing heavily and tiers were falling down my cheeks as I walked out the back door and slammed it shut with out another word.

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