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--Broken Sonnet
"Oh!" Alice suddenly looked at her watch.
"What is it?" Curious.
"I have to shop for your things now!" Clapping her hands and bouncing up and down. It's like her first time to shop in a mall. I laughed.
"Err. I was hoping you could come though, but, Carlisle wouldn't allow me." She stopped bouncing and instead, she looked at the floor. "It's Alright. When I'm ready, I'll always come with you." Shopping is torture. But I'm sure it wouldn't be that bad when I'm with Alice. I think.
"Promise?" Her mood suddenly lit up. She smiled at me.
"Promise." I smiled back. She began to jump up and down again. I laughed again. She hugged me before she left.
"I'll be back soon!" She hugged me again.
What am I going to do now? I sighed. And it was totally unnecessary. I sat down at the sofa. I was thinking of something good to do. Something caught my eye. It was a pink bag. It was familiar. I was trying to recall where I've seen it. Oh. That pink bag is mine. I had it when I was at Jessica's party. I grabbed it and scanned everything in it. My phone. I forgot all about it. There were 53 voice messages. Wow. That's a lot. They were mostly from my mom and Phil. Some of them were even from Charlie. How odd. And some were from my friends back home. I listened to the first one. And I was pretty sure it was my mom.
"Bella. It's late. I think you should go home now. Phil's waiting too." I deleted it.
"Bella. Where are you? Are you going home now? Call me." From my mom again.
"I called Jessica. She said you left, HOURS AGO! WHERE ARE YOU, BELLA?! We're freaking out in here! Call me ASAP!" Uh-oh.
"ISABELLA SWAN. WE DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE, YOU DON'T ANSWER MY CALLS, NOT A WORD SAID FROM YOU BELLA! CALL ME NOW." My mom's mad.
"Bella, where are you? You're mom called. She's worried. Please call me, or her." It was from Jessica.
I didn't want to listen to my voice messages anymore. I'm feeling something wierd. I didn't know what it was. Was it pain? Sorrow? Guilt? Urgh. Save me. I deleted my voice messages. I can't stand thinking about how much my mom's worried about me right now. What if, something happens to her, or the baby? And it's going to be all my fault. If only I can tell her. But Alice told me never, ever tell anyone about this. I wish they knew were I was. So they wouldn't worry too much. I was deep in thought that I didn't realize Edward was in front of me, sitting on the sofa.
"You're thinking about something that fustrates you." I didn't know how much I liked his voice until now. His presence made me feel.. secured. And comforted. I was too shy to look at him, straight in the eye. So I just looked down.
"I thought you can't read my mind." C'mon Bella! You can do it, look at him.
"I can't. But your face is pretty easy to read." He laughed a bit. I faced him and just smiled. My smile disappeared and I sighed. I didn't know what to do about them. "Do you want to talk about it?" He said, concerned. He was waiting for my answer.
"Sure." I smiled. He moved closer to me. I told him my story. He told me his. Talking to him made me feel comforted. He told me little from his past, but it was enough to understand. Edward wanted me to tell him everything I had before I was one of them. We talked the whole afternoon. We got tired of drama, so we changed the topic. We talked about anything and everything. I learned more about him through this. But I was kind of scared when he told me they had to repeat highschool, over and over again. Does this mean I have to this to? Good thing it was summer. So, not yet.
Suddenly, I felt the burning sensation in my throat again. I was so thirsty. Edward stopped talking and looked at me.
"You're thirsty." Sometimes I think that he can actually read my mind.
"How'd you know"
"Your eyes. They're black." Oh. The color of our eyes tells us how we're doing? That's cool.
"Oh." I looked away.
"I'll take you hunting now. And I'll show you what we look like out in the sun." He grinned at me. He stood up and so did I. We headed outside.
"Follow me." He took my hand and we started to run. Wow. It was amazing. I didn't know that I was able to run this fast! It didn't feel like running. It felt more like flying. The way the air whipped through my face was pleasing. I took a deep a breath. Okay, I should get used to not breathing. We stopped over a place where there's a little sunlight. Edward walked forward to the spot where the sun lights. Edward in the sun was shocking. He was sparkling. Wow. I moved a little closer. I didn't want to step out of the sunlight. I was scared to see myself like him, I mean, sparkling. I got closer, and closer. Edward took my hand and pulled me into the sunlight.
I was more shocked to see myself sparkling. I didn't believe what I was seeing. But I guess I have to get used to it. "Bella, watch me first and then do what I do." He smiled. We saw a dear leap across us. He ran and chased it. I tried to keep up. He launched himself towards the deer. Now I get what hunting means. I saw another dear leap across. I ran towards it. The deer was fast. But I'm faster. I got the dear and I began to suck it's blood. The feeling was satistfying. Picture it this way, an anthlete after a long day of training, sits down and takes a drink of gatorade.
I met up with Edward. He grinned at me and I can't help but laugh. He showed me everything I was capable of. My strength and my speed. It's been hours since I've stayed here. And I didn't even know that I was in Forks, Washington. We climbed up this tall tree, it gave me a clearer view of what Forks looks like. There's little sunlight now, we're safe to go out. "I think we should go. Carlisle's wondering where we are. And, Alice is home." He turned to face me. We just smiled at each other.
"Let's go." We ran back to the house. I wish we could do this more often. It was a great feeling him, with me. Everything about him made me feel like everything's going to be okay. I felt that he was like, I don't know, my guardian angel?
I enjoyed the last few moments of the air, whipping through my face. I know it would be some time before I experience it again. Forks' quite rainy. There's not much sunlight. Well that's good. But I love the sun. Back in Phoenix, I'd be out all the time whenever the sun was up. Here in Forks, all I can see is green and brown stuff. I have to get use to this. When we got back. Alice was waiting in the porch with a lot of big paper bags. Uh-oh. I don't have a good feeling about this. Is THAT, all for me?
"I thought Bella can't go out yet." Alice stood up and frowned. She looks like a kid. I tried not to laugh.
"She was thirsty." Edward walked straight to Alice. He messed up her hair. Alice stuck her tongue out. I have to laugh.
"Bella!" Bella danced towards me and hugged me. I was glad to see her too.
"Alice." I hugged her back. I smiled at her.
"These are all for you!" She skipped towards the paperbags. What did she buy?! The whole mall?
"That's alot!" I was quite shocked.
"You call that alot?" She crossed her arms and raised on eyebrow. Wow. For that's not a lot. I wonder how much she spends in one shopping trip.
"Well yeah!" It really was.
"Just help me put this inside." I did what i was told. I carried some of them inside, they weren't pretty heavy. Or was it just my strength? I frowned a little.
