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in the corner of a worn down bar
picked her out from the start
cigarettes and cheap perfume
we're taking this too far
but she's got class and she's got style
at least that's what i thought
how could i think that i'd be the one
well, i should have known

so put your hands up high
and reach for the skyline
got everything i need
but i want you

did you see the new boy in town?
bet you were first in line
but pretty soon he will understand
just what you're like
and don't pretend that you don't know
exactly what i mean
he'll read you like an open book
well, you should have known

Heartbreaker- Her Bright Skies 3

MPOV

Alec dropped the safety pin and started hyperventilating.

Magnus stood and the entrance of the bathroom too scared to move while Alec was sitting there breaking down. He finally decided to do something. He moved into the bathroom and crouched down in front of Alec and took his arm and pulled up the sleeve seeing some old cuts and the beginning of a new one. He suddenly felt like crying himself. How did he not know what was going on with his best friend? They shared everything.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?" he asked Alec. His voice so low is was almost a whisper.

"I don't know" Alec said in an equally low voice.

"BULLSHIT!" Magnus yelled.

He watched as Alec flinched away from him and he suddenly wished he hadn't yelled at him. Alec was still crying and Magnus put a finger under his chin and lifted his head up so they were looking into each others eyes.

"Do you want to tell me the truth now?" He asked in a quieter voice.

Alec shook his head. Magnus snapped hurt that his best friend since they were kids didn't want to tell him the truth about what was hurting him.

"Fine, if you ever want to tell me the truth just call me!" Magnus yelled again.

Alec flinched again but Magnus didn't feel as bad this time knowing he was keeping secrets from him.

"You wouldn't understand even if I told you" Alec whispered.

"How do you know I wouldn't understand?" He replied.

"I doubt you've ever been through it before" Alec said a little louder.

"So that doesn't mean I can't try to understand if you told me" Magnus snapped. He was getting annoyed.

Alec just looked up and him with sad eyes and shook his head, pushing Magnus away lightly he stood up and walked out of the bathroom. Magnus sat there and looked around. He picked up Alec's safety pin and stuck it in his pocket. He stood up and grabbed a wet cloth and went to Alec in his bedroom. He grabbed his arm again but Alec pulled it back like he was afraid to get a lecture again, but Magnus just took it again. He rolled up his sleeve and wiped the dried blood off of his cuts.

APOV

"I'm sorry about what ever is causing you to want to hurt yourself but next time you feel like doing it you should talk to me first, maybe you can talk it out." Magnus said sadly.

"Okay" Alec said quietly watching Magnus clean off his cuts.

When they finally went to sleep Alec made sure to keep a gap between Magnus and him just in case. He eventually decided he couldn't fall asleep and got up and went to the bathroom. When he got in there he sat down and looked at the cuts on his arms he thought back to why he had done it. It wasn't just Magnus now. Nothing in his life was going right anymore, his parents were fighting so much and he recently found out they were getting a divorce and his dad wasn't fighting for custody of him or his siblings. Besides that none of his teachers liked him and his grade were going into the toilet and he was starting to get bullied a lot for no reason at school.

He sighed and rolled down his sleeve as he stood up and walked out of the bathroom. When he got back to his room he saw Magnus sleeping. He was so smitten with the other boy. Magnus was sleeping serenely when Alec got into bed. He got out his iPod because listening to music helped him fall asleep. He turned it on shuffle and the first song that turned on was I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance, his favorite band in the whole world! He drifted into sleep thinking about the next day.

MPOV

When Magnus woke up he looked over to see Alec snuggled into his side. He smiled happily. He honestly wouldn't mind waking up to the beautiful blue eyed boy everyday for the rest of his life. Holy shitaki mushrooms where were these thoughts coming from he never thought like this about his best friend. But he admitted to himself he may have liked the other boy a little more than a friend. He smiled again thinking about how great it would be to have a boyfriend like Alec but he didn't know if it would be worth it to possibly ruin their friendship by dating. Alec opened his eyes and smiled back at Magnus. They got up and got cereal before going into the living and watching Vampire Knight for the afternoon.

"Are you feeling any better today?" Magnus asked Alec.

"Yeah, it kind of helped that I had an amazing dream about the most adorkable man alive, Mikey Way!" Alec said while laughing.

Magnus smiled and for some reason felt a little jealous of the bass player for being the one Alec dreamed about. He mentally slapped himself to stop those thoughts.

On Monday as soon as Alec walked into the school Maia came over to him and asked him out to the movies on Friday. Magnus standing right beside him wondering why Alec didn't go out with more girls?

"He says yes!" Magnus said to Maia and she smiled and walked away. Magnus feeling happy kept walking to his locker. When he went to open it up he was hit on the arm. He turned and saw an unhappy Alec standing beside him.

"What the hell man?" Alec said.

"What?" Magnus replied.

"Why did you tell her yes? Maybe I didn't want to go out with her!" Alec said sounding exasperated.

"Just thought you should get out some so you don't feel as depressed and you don't cut as much." Magnus said innocently.

APOV

"Gee thanks" Alec said walking away.

What's going on does Magnus Know about Alec? Of course not. He wouldn't have said yes to Maia if he knew Alec was gay. Did that mean he had no feelings for Alec since he was pushing him towards dating other girls? Alec thought about what was going on feeling worried about what might happen. Maybe he could explain to Maia that he was gay.

Could he?

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