Quick A/N: Sorry this is late I just got back from the hospital with my girlfriend so Hope you enjoy! Next update should be Sunday or Monday ut Review more and perhaps It will be sooner! :)

I pondered this as I rinsed the conditioner from my hair. Evidently the wall had gone back up. How high was the wall though I would just have to figure that out and then tear it down- carefully. This had to be done before I formulated a plan. As I stepped out of the shower a light went off in my head. I began to dry my body, and then a plan magically formulated itself into my mind and I knew exactly what I had to do today.

Paint it Black - The Rolling Stones

I decided on the perfect outfit. This was war and I had to be armed for it. I was wearing a knee length plaid skirt with thigh high socks and docs. I decided instead of going full out whore by wearing a low cut blouse, I would simply top it with a basic white tee. I think it is brilliant kind of tank girl vs. catholic school girl/sailor moon look. This outfit is vital for many reasons. The first is that I want a ruff Lolita look. One that says I'm sexy but I can kick your ass. The Second is that I needed to make him notice me without throwing myself in front of him. Third I was hoping to make other boys notice me to see if he would react. I admit it was not the soundest plan but it's all I had. If it happened to result in him slamming me against the wall and screwing me; well that was a consequence I was most definitely willing to accept.

I walked into biology which I completely hated. It was not the class but the time of day in which it occurred. As a first period class, whatever smells we absorbed there would carry us through the day. I prayed for an easy first day back and no dissections.

Okay class settle down we are going to watch a film today," Dr. Schneider put the DVD on and then asked someone to cut out the lights. My lab partner Mike Newton was a nice guy but not my type. He was a jock and under 20. I only date older guys and if I am lucky I will only be dating Edward Cullen very soon.

After class Mike started walking me to my next class, "So good break"

"Yeah just long"

"Wow I was just thinking the same thing!" I nodded my head in agreement. As we approached the long walk way I saw Edward outside his portable. He saw me and Mike and I swear to god I saw anger.

I flirted with Mike to keep him walking me out to the building until Edward disappeared back inside. "So Mike listen that was real nice of you and all but I'll see ya later okay?"

"Uhm yeah Bella sure…" He looked confused. Call me a bitch but he had served his purpose. Edward was seeing red thanks to the green eyed monster-plus Mike Newton- and I was going to milk it for all it was worth.

Once I was rid of Mike I practically sprinted to the door. I walked in and students were gathering around eager for the beginning of class. I walked past Edward making sure to graze him with my ass. I heard a low moan lost amongst the chatter and incessant ramblings of the rowdy teenagers. I saw how hard he was trying to resist me… hmm this was going to be tuff. He was acting all Sting in Don't Stand so Close to me. But I would prevail I just had to.

Fergalicious - Fergie

Class finished and I took longer than normal to pack my stuff up. I threw the bag over my shoulder and walked to his desk. Thank god he had conference next hour and no one would be coming in.

"You didn't answer any of my calls." I looked at his green eyes with a deep intensity that he was returning.

"I'm sorry I was busy, family things," Edward was speaking but for the first time in this entire dance he was not so cocky and sure of himself.

I sat on his desk letting my skirt rise up, "Really Ali said you were being all brooding and solitary." I smirked as he looked irritated.

"My sister has a big mouth," Goddess I couldn't have asked for a better set up if I was feeding him the lines!

I hopped off the desk as I said, "Well Mr. Cullen my mouth is bigger, better and not related."

I licked my bottom lip and saw him blush. I got him. I leaned forward to him and placed my hand on his chest feeling his heart beating faster. "I don't know what you're thinking but I'm letting you know that I am going to be waiting for you, maybe not patiently, and maybe not even faithfully, but waiting none the less." I turned to walk away.

"Bella wait," he grabbed my wrist. Check and mate. I turned slowly to face him and he pulled me to him. I could feel his well defined chest against my breasts. No man had ever had this effect on me. My breath became heavy as his became rushed. I could feel him getting aroused as our bodies were in such close proximity.

"Please Bella sit down." His voice was brief and to the point but I could see the lust in his eyes. "I cannot bare the thought of you with another man." His voice hitched, "I love you too." His expression seemed pained.

I through my arms around his neck and asked him what the problem was he should be happy.

"Bella your innocent and naïve, I can't just steal your innocence from you." His eyes were an odd mixture of hunger and sadness. "You have no life experience with men, how can I just swoop in and take that from you.

"First of all Edward you're not taking it, I am offering it freely. Second just because I haven't fucked a guy doesn't mean I have no experience." I looked into his eyes, he was confused and I couldn't read them.

"Whatever experiences you may have had my point Bella remains the same; it doesn't make sense for you to give yourself to me." He lowered his head defeated.

"You know why it makes sense Edward? Do you know that out of all the men who have been around me and coveted me, you are the first to respect me and not expect me to give you sex or head or anything in return?" I took a breath and continued, "Back in Miami, Charlie's friends started coming on to me when I was 14, and these were cops. I knew I loved you from the first moment I saw that god awful tie around your neck. I came on to you and never dreamed in a million years you would reciprocate let alone feel the same about me." Tears began to weld up in my eyes as Edward searched my face for something.

"I can no longer stay away from you, nor do I want to. I will fight Jasper, Emmett, and Carlisle…your parents even, anyone to be with you." He brought our foreheads together and I didn't know what to say. His hands began to rove my body. I stopped him.

"Wait Edward…" he looked almost panicked as if he believed I would change my mind.

"Yes my love?"

"We've got 20 minutes before your next class, lock the door…"

"Baby I need more than 20 minutes with you, how about you meet me after school somewhere?"

"Your house perhaps?"

He looked at me, a look of frustration on his face. "My parents will be staying with me for a while until there house is done. Can you forgive me?"

"There is nothing to forgive baby, text me and I will meet you anywhere." He held me for a while and the time past quickly. It had been nice listening to his heart beat, feeling his arms around me; he finally let me go and sent me off to my next class with the promise of more later.

Hurt – Nine Inch Nails with David Bowie

I had already missed English so I would just have to see Alice at lunch and fill her in about Edward. I was so excited I was fucking floating on my way to History. Jasper's class was my easiest one. Not because he was lenient, but because I loved history so much.

Granted Jasper was not necessarily my biggest fan, according to both Alice and Edward he was the loudest nay sayer in the whole bunch. Alice said he went as far as calling Edward a pervert. I have no idea what crawled up his ass to make him hate me so much. He had been awful to me since I got here, but it had gotten worse since thanksgiving, and showed no signs of letting up any time soon.

I ran into Mike on my way to class. Okay so having him walk with me to Edwards's class was not the best idea.

"Hey Bella so what you doing after school today?" He had a goofy yet hopeful grin on his face.

"I have to help Mrs. Whitlock and then go straight home, I seem to be grounded." Okay so it was a half lie.

"Oh well when you get off of your sentence let me know and maybe we can do something." There it was again hope.

"Sure Sure Mike maybe, I can't promise anything though." I smiled hesitantly as I heard the warning bell. "I have to go Mike I'm going to be late for history.

"Okay Bella later." He called as I walked away.

I hurried to class and made it just after the tardy bell.

"Your late Swan," Jasper looked more peeved than normal.

"Sorry Mr. Whitlock" I sat in my seat and day dreamed the entire time. While Jasper was talking about the civil war, I kept remembering the feel of Edwards's hands on my thighs, his tongue on my breasts, his fingers inside me. Before I knew it the 50 minutes had passed. The class was over and students were quickly filtering out.

I had finally snapped out of it, and began to pack my stuff up. "Sorry Mr. Whitlock I didn't mean to lollygag I'll be out of here in a sec."

"Listen Bella I really need to talk with you about something." He walked over to make sure the door was properly closed before walking back towards me.

"What's up Mr. Whitlock is this about Edward or Alice?" This was not going to be good.

"Look Bella this is about you. Your young and very beautiful, do you think you should be acting this way?"

I simply looked at him dumb founded

"Your friendship with Alice is alright to a certain degree. I mean you both are very careful to hide how close you are." He paused I knew there was a but in there somewhere. "But, you're wasting all that on Edward." I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"What? What do you mean Mr. Whitlock?" Why was Alice good and Edward bad?

"Look you may think that kissing in the copy room or even making out in his class room is romantic, but it's stupid you're putting each other in a bad situation. And then you come in traipsing around in that outfit, don't you have any self respect?"

"Excuse me?" this was way worse than I had imagined. He began walking towards me ever so slowly to the point that I didn't really notice until he was two feet away from me.

"I think your way out of line Jasper. I have been nothing but respectful to you and you have been only spiteful. What the fuck did I do to you that you feel you can dictate who I do or do not date or have as my friends?"

He took a deep breath, "Your being unreasonable Isabella if you could just calm down I can explain properly." He closed the gap between us, and I couldn't read his expression. I couldn't find the hate or disdain, all I could see was… hurt?

"Explain what, why you're such a dick? It's none of your fucking business we are two consenting adults and in love…" just then Jasper cut me off, got even closer and kissed me. His kiss was hard and insistent; I pushed him off of me and slapped him. He grabbed my wrists and pulled them to my sides.

"What the FUCK!" I struggled to get out of his grasp but it was no use.

"Come on Bella honey has Edward ever cared enough to check to see if the door is properly closed like I just did? Has he ever tried to protect you or keep you safe? No, he has only gone after you physically with no sense of respect or restraint for either of you." He looked at me hunger and almost madness in his eyes. "I never would have allowed you to saunter up and down these fucking hallways teasing everyone with your beauty." A low growl escaped his throat, "Besides if he really loved you wouldn't he have mentioned Tanya to you?" he came in for another kiss.

I was stunned. I had tried to resist Jasper but that magical named hand rendered me senseless. Just then Edward and Emmett walked in. I didn't see who was first or exactly what was going on but suddenly Edward had pulled Jasper away from me. Emmett tried to hold me back and things just got way out of control. The two tall well built men were throwing punches. I broke free from Emmett and I tried to break them up. Suddenly a burning sensation was on my jaw and I collapsed on the floor from the searing pain. Edward was by my side on the floor and Emmett had taken a hold of Jasper.

"Baby are you alright, let me look at it." Edwards voice was trembling, the anger from before had gone and compassion and love had replaced it.

"I think I'm okay just shocked a little dizzy." I looked up to see Jasper trying to join us but Emmett would not let him go. "Edward whose Tanya?"

Edward was up in a flash and he punched Jasper in the jaw, "You sorry sack of shit how could you do any of this! Don't presume to know anything you mother fucking bastard!" He punched Jasper in the gut this time, then hurried back to my side.

"You're going to have to explain this to my sister you piece of shit." Em was mad and I had never seen him like this before.

Edward never left my side, but turned towards Jasper, "Look ass hole you have until 9 o'clock tonight to explain to my sister what you were doing pinning my Bella against the fucking table and kissing her or we will. And don't you even think about blaming poor Bella for this shit Jasper, you're on your own."

Both Em and Edward looked back at me and Jasper was trying to apologize. He looked a little lost and frantic.

"Look Edward maybe you should take her home, have Dad check her out, I know mom's been dying to meet her." Emmett chuckled as I rolled my eyes.

"Great I get to meet your parents with a bruised face." I started crying and I couldn't really figure out why. There was pain, embarrassment, and the nagging question of what would have happened to me had they not walked in when they did? I mean Jasper just looked all weirded out and freaky at this point.

"Go Edward, I'll take care of this fucker. Get Bella out of here she looks like she's losing it."

Edward took me in his arms and hurried me out of the building. I was unsure when or how we got to his house but suddenly I realized we were in his drive way and I was in the Volvo.

Carnival – Natalie Merchant

Edward had ushered me into his home and straight up to his bedroom. I confess this is not the way I wanted to come to his bed the first time. Visions of probing hands and passionate kisses had filled my head for this monumental event but alas it was not to happen that way. Here I am laying in Edwards's bed, with one of his A&M t-shirts and some shorts that his mother Esme had loaned me.

When Esme and Carlisle had come in I was embarrassed at what I was wearing. Up until an hour ago I thought I looked cute and sexy, but according to Jasper I looked cheap and slutty. Thank god they had lent me cloths to wear. I looked into Carlisle's face as he examined me and I knew this would be Edward in 20 years.

He was tall, sexy, and had that same brilliant fuck me now smile that graced Edwards lips. I blushed a little at the thoughts that began to fill my mind about the handsome doctor and quickly looked at Edward. Damned my affinities for older men, Goddess help me please.

Carlisle began talking with Edward about his assessment of my face. "Well she has a small cut but it doesn't need stitches it should heal nicely with no scar." He looked back at me and smiled. "As for the bruise, well that is inevitable and I would like to know how you're going to explain to Chief Swan how or who punched his daughter."

"Bella, please tell us exactly what happened." Esme looked so loving and kind, how could I tell her my best friends' husband, her son-in-law, made a pass at me. Edward looked at me and smiled. He came to sit opposite of Carlisle by my side. He squeezed my hand letting me know it was okay. Then the door opened and dread filled my stomach, Alice.

She had been crying and as soon as I saw her I began crying again. How could she ever look at me again? My over overzealous efforts to attract her brother had taken a toll on others around me and it had never occurred to me that other guys other then Edward would be looking at me. I mean the high school guys sure but not the other teachers.

"Oh Alice I am so sorry…"

"Bella, I had no clue…" we both spoke at the same time. Carlisle stood and Alice was at my side. Edward let go of my hand and I hugged Alice tightly. I had never had girl friends before. No one seemed to understand my odd sense of humor or preference for Hitchcock to Terintino. Alice got me though and the thought of her heart breaking because of me hurt so much.

"What happened?" Alice looked from me to Edward and back to me. I looked at Edward.

"Alice what do you know?" Edward asked carefully. He had after all given Jasper until 9 tonight to confess.

"Well I went to look for Jazzy when he didn't show up for lunch and he and Emmett were arguing. I walked in and Jasper told me he had kissed and accidently punched Bella."

She looked so sad. The brilliance of her eyes was gone. I felt terrible for what I had done to her. "Alice I am so sorry. I swear I never did anything to make Jasper think I liked him in that way. I'm so sorry Alice, please don't hate me I feel awful…" she cut me off with a huge hug.

"Look Bella, I admit I am upset but not with you. This explains why Jasper was so anti Bella and Edward from the beginning. I just didn't see it. I never thought in a million years he would do something like this. What exactly happened Bella?"

She looked at me her eyes red from crying and her tear stained face was killing me. I looked to Edward and he squeezed my hand and let me know it was okay.

"It was so strange. Jasper was telling me he didn't think that I should be friends with you or see Edward. That at least you and I were secretive about our friendship and careful, but that Edward didn't care because if he did he would exhibit more self control around me." The look in Alice's eyes was killing me so I closed my eyes and leaned on Edward to get the rest out. "He said that I was wasting my beauty on Edward, because he didn't care about me. That he would never let me dress the way Edward lets me dress, allowing me to walk around letting every guy gawk at me." Tears began falling from my eyes. "He told me I had no self respect and then he kissed me. I pushed him away told him he was an asshole and then he grabbed my wrists and started telling me about some girl Tanya. Telling me if Edward really loved me he would have told me about Tanya… then he kissed me again…" I couldn't continue.

"That's when Emmett and I walked in. I pulled him off of Bella and Em held her back while I punched him. Jasper got in some good blows but the last one he hit Bella with. She had gotten lose from Emmett." I looked into my Edwards eyes and he was sad.

"Alice I am so sorry, please forgive me I never meant for any of this to happen."

"It's okay I don't blame you Bella, I blame Jasper. I knew he had been acting kind of odd lately but I didn't think anything of it." Alice dug into her purse and pulled out a prescription bottle. "Then I found this this morning under the seat in the truck."

Carlisle grabbed the bottle and read the script, "This is the bottle for his bi-polar meds, and it's full."

"I don't understand? Did he just get a refill?" I asked

"No Bella," Carlisle began, "This is the bottle he filled 8 weeks ago."

"You mean he's been off his meds for eight weeks?!" Edward looked angrier than before.

"He has never been off his meds, that's why I didn't see the signs."

"Well this explains a lot." Esme said with a slight frown. She came up behind Alice and hugged her.

"Now I feel guilty for calling him an asshole…" I looked at my hand as Edwards's fingers were laced through them, rubbing the top of my hand with his other.

"Don't, he still was those things meds or no meds." Edward said.

"Fact is," Carlisle said "The attraction was there, he may have been able to handle it and act responsibly with the meds but once he was off of them his emotions were heightened. He either loved or hated everything to the extreme."

"Look we should let you get some rest. I'll call Renee and let her know you're with me and that I'll have you home later. Also, Bella sweetie let Edward explain before you get all Scarlet O'Hara on him okay…"

"Thanks Alice, I love you. You really are the best friend I have ever had." She smiled and we hugged again before her, Esme, and Carlisle filtered out of the room.

I turned to Edward and he was already getting comfortable and waiting for me to snuggle in next to him.

"You know Cullen you sure do assume a lot," I smirked at him, wincing at the pain.

"Get over here; while I may not be taking all the advantage of you I would like, I will not let you not sleep in my arms. Now take a nap, the medicine Dad gave you should kick in sometime soon."

I fit perfectly in his arms and begin to feel giddy as his scent enveloped me.

"I'm sorry Edward." He cut me off.

"We'll talk later, just rest." He held me tightly and I drifted into dream land peacefully.