Three years.

Three long, hard, heart breaking, beautiful years.

Here we were, Rosalie and I, looking at our house for the last time.

I suppose you want to know what happened, how we got here to looking at our dad's house, our home, but in a different light, we were leaving today, and we would never be looking back.

I want to tell you that after dad passed away, Rose and I lived happily ever after, once the initial shock wore off, and that we got married and we had kids, and then we moved out on our own, graduated, and made it somewhere in the world. But that's not how it happened.

After dad died, we both spiralled, we went downhill, our house stopped being home and it just made a place for me to go when I wanted to be alone. I wanted to push Edward away, and Rosalie wanted to do the same to Emmett, but we wouldn't let each other do it.

There were times when I hate everyone, Rosalie, Edward and even Emmett.

There were nights that I slept next to my dad's grave because I couldn't handle the world anymore.

There were nights when I was so drunk that I couldn't even walk, and Edward had found me on his door step.

There were nights that I cried myself to sleep, and I cut myself, and I took pills to get rid of the pain.

But after those nights, I started to get some clarity, the crap stopped.

I never cut myself again, and I never took anymore pills. Rosalie and I started going to therapy together.

I relied on Edward more than I ever thought possible, I never pushed his away again.

I want to tell you where we're going next... But I can't, because you have to know the beginning to find out the end.

For all you know, I'm about to move out and move in with someone who isn't Edward, I'm about to check into rehab.

Is Rosalie about to go meet her girlfriend? Or is she still with Emmett?

Am I pregnant? Or am I just getting fat?

Is Rosalie married? Or is that simply a purity ring on her finger?

I know all the answers, I know everything that is about to happen and I know what else already happened. Now it's time for you to find out...

Here is our story, it starts and end with us, and it will never change, I hope you hold on to your seat. Because this is one wild ride.

(AN) I thought you all should know I'm going to make this a story, I want to continue it, and this is the first chapter of it. I want to warn you all that there are dark themes and this is not for younger audiences. I will not write lemons, but if someone would like to do that for me then they are welcome to just email me about it. I won't be able to update super often but i promise to update whenever I can. I'm hoping to have two chapters written before I post this.

Thank you all for reading! I hope you enjoy! :)

-TutorGirl