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Charpter 3

"Are you sure you don't want me to come in with you? He will go easier on you if I come in."

Hinata and Obito sat in his car outside her house.

"It's ok I have to deal with it soon enough, pulse I should really go in and thanks for opening for me." She smiles trying to lighting the mood.

He smile back but she could see that he want really happy as it didn't reach his eyes. The couple got out of the car, moving towards the gate.

"Hina…" he tugged onto her hand, head down "Pl-please let me come in with you."

She smiled at him, placing her hand on his cheek "Obito, I'm going to be fine…I promise. So please—please go home and rest." He looked up at her "Please." Her voice was pleading. He nods finally, and she kisses his cheek, entering the gate. She stays until she can't see his car anymore, sighing the moves towards her house.

"Hinata Lila Hyuuga!" her father's voice bombards her as she walks in, sighing once again she moves into the living room seating on a chair facing her father. "Why are you so embarrassed of your name? Why don't you want to be here with your family? Do you want to go back to America that much?" she didn't speck but looked down at her hands "Hinata!" he head snapped up "do you hate your …."

"Don't say family." She cuts him off "Because we aren't, you've made…." She stopped, her head going back to its original place.

"How can you say that were not a family? Your sister…"

"Yes she is my sister, Neji is my cousin and your are my father…" she stood walking away " but she is not my mother. Hell I don't even know my real mother. If you wanted this to be a family you wouldn't…."

"Finish your sentences Hinata. I made what? I wouldn't have what? All I've ever done was to try and do what's best for you."

She stops, as if she was just sort. "What's best for me! What's best for me!" her vice rising "Daddy if you wanted to do what was best for me you wouldn't have…" she stopped, walking away.

"Hinata! Hinata don't you walk away from me!"

"Da—daddy please—please I—I can't do this to night, so—so could—could we just drop the subject for tonight."

"No Hinata, we can't." but she didn't stop, moving up the stairs lazily, walking to her room, entering and slamming the door behind her. Her father looked up; whispering "Oh Lyvi what do I do with this daughter of ours?

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Obito arrived home to fined Itachi and Sasuke's cars parked in the drive way. He sighs, knowing that night would be noise and right now all he wanted was to be alone. He's being trying to avoid Sasuke, coming home late and living early in the morning but to night he would have to face the inevitable. Taking in a deep breath and letting it out, he gets out of the car, the door opens and Sasuke is standing waiting for him.

"Why her?"

"Why who?" Obito walks past him.

"Why Hinata." He doesn't answer "Why did you have to pick the only girl that has ever meant anything to me?"

"Well you see…" he walks into the Kitchen, bowing to his Aunt and Uncle "Uchia-sama, Itachi…" he goes back to Sasuke who was standing by the door way "When a boy likes a girl…"

"Cut the crap Obito! You know what am talking about. What the hell dose she even see in you."

I really don't need this tonight. He pops to pills in this mouth and turns to Sasuke. "You know what Sasuke. I've been avoiding you so that I would have to have this conversation with you but you just don't get it. Get over yourself, your not all that great. Hinata isn't the same girl you knew when you were five. She's grown up this problems and troubles that you know nothing about. She has a personality that was built on so much pain. So don't—don't act like you know her or anything about her! And as for the tow of us dating, neither of us were expecting it to happen—so get the hell over it!" and with that he was done, walking passed Sasuke "And don't worry, I'll be gone soon enough so you can have her all to yourself."

Sasuke froze; he could hear Obito's sobs as he walks out of the room. Why would he say something like that?

"He told her…" Itachi whispers and everyone turns to him. His eyes held pain, sorrow and worry. The feelings had flowed to Sasuke's parents. What's going on here?

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"Picka-chan you came!"She runs into the arms of her friend.

"Of course I would come. I will always come to meet you." They hug for a moment "so what's our plain for today?"

"Umm…Picka-chan, can we go to the Blue Meadow?" the little white eyes begged and he had no choice but to say yes to the pleading girl.

"Fine." He sighed passing his hands trough his heir.

"Yay!" she swilled grabbing his hand.

"Panda—are you sure you want to go to the meadow, it a really long walk.'

The girl turned smiling, her bright white eyes gleaming in the sun, "That's fine with me Picka, once am with you am fine." She tugs at his hand "let's go Picka.' She began to run holding on to his hand, forcing him to run as well.

The walk to the meadow wasn't all that long for the five years olds. It was fun walking along, side by side, hand in hand, talking, laughing, and playing. Soon they had finally reached the Blue Meadow. Running into the blue flowers, Hinata prances around letting go of her friends' hand. He walked over to one of the trees, watching her enjoy herself.

"Picka-chan! Come play with me!"

"No, dance, I think I will just rest her for a second."

She did as she was told, dancing, playing, enjoying her freedom.

"Picka-chan you know what?" she spoke, still prancing.

"What Panda?"

"When I grow up I'm going to be a dancer just like my mommy."

He smiles opening his eyes; he stood and moved to join her. "That's great Panda, and I will be right there dancing with you." They began to dance together.

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Hinata sat up on her bed. Why the hell do I keep having that same old stupid dream? She moves out of her bed making her way down to the kitchen, getting herself a glass of cold water, removing it from her mouth. What is this going to do for me? God I'm crap, I need some air. She placed the cup down on the counter, going back in to her room throwing on a pair of shorts and grabbing her jacket- as she only slept with a shirt and underwear.

Going out into the cold, she took a deep breath. The cold air always feels good; too bad I can't enjoy it. It's all thanks to that dame dream. Why dose father think that this place is so good for me? All it's done is brought back horrible memories and feelings that I don't want to visit. I want to back home, back to the place which doesn't make me feel so bad and messed up. She laughs. Here I am complaining about wanting to go back to America, and I didn't even want to go there in the first place. But that was before I met the guys and not to motion the fact that my dad had started a new life without me. I wonder if he even ever thought about me or had even told his wife about me before the wedding. And if he did, did she even like me or like the thought of having me around. Yea right, maybe not, after all I did destroy her dress on her special day and ruined her enter honey moon. She stopped remembering the things she had done to get her father away from his new wife. Done laughing she noticed that she didn't know where she was. She was so deep in thought that she had just let her feet carry her.

She was standing by the side of a wide spared meadow. Was this the meadow from my dream? She walked on the louses grass seating to rest on a tree. This place is beautiful. The moon shown on the grass, which picked up its bluish glow along with a hint of green, as they swayed with the cool breeze.

Lyvi- gracious moonlight. You would have loved this place. Wouldn't you? She placed her hand in her pocket. Crap, I left my phone home. This would be an amazing pic. Mom this hole place is just amazing, this may be the only place that in Japan that I actually like, everywhere else is just a lost blur. Even the house I live in is a blur. The life I live is a blur; even you're a blur to me. I can't remember your face, the size of our hands. Tears streaming down her face. My whole life here is just weird for me. I watch Neji's friends and wonder whether or not I knew them before.

I don't know why but the way they accepted me as soon as they meet me. It was kind of like the way I felt when I had first meet Obito and the guys. They had just taken to me. At first I thought it was father who arranged it but he said no and I even ask Obito and he said the same thing.

Obito; mommy am about to lose him. His got cancer, his been going the kimono and taken his tablets but they've stopped working. He hates it when I worry but how can I not he is my first crush; my first love for crying out loud.

My first love? Those words never really felt right when I say it with Obito. Who knows maybe he isn't, maybe he is. My first love may be passing me on the street every day, maybe he goes to my school, and he might even be one of Neji's friends. God he might be a she. Sigh "I losing my mind."

Hinata seats for second her eyes flecking all over the field, thought and pictures popping into her mind. "Are these things me Mom?" She lets out a large breath looking up to the sky. "Here I am talking to someone I haven't wanted to acknowledged for more than five years of my life. Am such a hypocrite. But then again she is my mom can she even turn me down? Will she ignore me?" talking in a breath and let it go.

"Mom, I'm lost. I don't know what to do anymore, I can't help but think I don't belong here. Father is trying to create this family but the thing he doesn't notice is that I can't be a part of something that I wasn't part of for years; I can't be part of this family now. I love Neji and my little sister but her mom will always be her mom, not mine. I can't just fit myself into a family I have been in for more than ten years. Obito tells me to try my best, to at list do it for Neji and Hanbi but that's hard to do."

"Obito, mom you would have loved him if you had ever met him. His sweet, kind, loving and caring, but—but I'm losing him. He's only thing, person keeping me sine right now. "She begins to cry. "I can't even begin to think of what his going through."

She looked up to the sky once again "Oh mom send me some one, I can't stay here on my own." There was a gust of wind and she could hear someone calling behind her.

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What did he mean by that and the look on their faces? Thoughts of the words and the looks on the faces flowed over and over again.

"And don't worry, I'll be gone soon enough so you can have her all to yourself."

I really hate it when Obito doesn't full come out with what he wants to say. Then again I can complain because I do it to but—but.

"But what I want to know is what the hell does he mean that what!" Sasuke was standing out in an open field, with the blue moon showing his way through. He stood there eyes close for a moment just taking in the cool breeze. Opening them he could see a figure seat out behind a tree. Who's that? Why is someone here there are signs everywhere saying 'private property. Walking closer to the figure he begins to call out to. The figure, moving out of the dark, was starting to show with the light of the moon. Hinata?

Sasuke?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I was about to ask you the same thing." She turned hearing rain coming their way, she walks closer to him grabbing his shirt. "Come on lets go to your car, it going to rain."

"How are you so sure I came with my car?"

"Cuzz I drive to and it's the best way to clear your mind, which I presume you were doing. So come on lets go." She tugged at his shirt once more.

"Why do you want to go to my car so much, are you that afraid of a little rain?"

"Sasuke please, I hate the rain." She looked up at him, her white eyes blue in the moonlight begging.

"Fine." He takes her hand as they run to his car, getting in. he watches her look out the window. Her face wiped with fear. Hime you use to love the rain. "I guess you really have changed." He whispers.

"What?" she flips her head to watch him.

"Why are you so afraid the rain?"

Hinata looks down playing with her figures. "I—I don't—well I can't put it into words—its—its complicated."

He watches her for a while before turning to the road and starting the car. Her head snappers to him when she hears the sound of the car stating . I was expecting him to say something like try me or something. His face, what's that look? Is it—its—its pain! Her eyes flow open, why dose his face hold so much pain, was it because I didn't tell him?

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The ride to Hinata's home was silent, the only the words sheared was those of the radio and those floating around is Sasuke's head. The silent's wasn't wired or bad but it was just that he had to find some way to stop himself from saying the words in his head flowing to the tip of his tongue.

"I'm sorry." He heard himself saying cursing in his head.

"What?" she looked up at him from the window.

"I'm sorry for what I said to you the first day we met."

"It's nothing, it was kind of good cuzz I was looking for someone to pass my rage out on someone." She turns back to the window. "My first day wasn't going all that well to being with."

"Still I shouldn't have said those words to you even though mine was going all that well either." and I ended up making it worst by yelling at the same person I was looking for the entire day.

"Uhm." She nodded and silent's was in full power once again."

The sun was rising by the time they got to Hinata's house. "Thanks for dropping me home." Hinata turned giving him a light smile with her eyes closed.

"No problem."

She opens the door and was about to step out when he grabs her hand, and she turns sharply to face him.

"What no good night kiss?" he smirks at her and her lit face turns cold.

"There's the Asshold I was waiting for, " she moves in closer to him "And to think only a few minutes ago you were saying sorry and being the perfect gentleman. " she is extremely closer to him, her lips almost brushing his. " and its officially morning. " she kisses him quickly, running out into the gates of her house.

Saauke smiles watching her run, his figures moving up to his lips. She really kissed me, she really has changed. "Hey don't forget meeting tomorrow!" he yells to her as me nears her front door. She turns and sticks her tongue out at him, entering the house. He laughs and starts the car.

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