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Chapter 3- Gomen, Johan

Entry #3

August 21, 2007

Dear diary,

Sorry I haven't written as much as I planned, I needed some time to think a while. It's helped me gather my thoughts though. I do love Judai. I don't know why it took me this long to figure it out. Hopefully it's not too late, since today is my last day at Duel Academy…

Every time I look into his chocolate-brown eyes, I fall into a daydream, fantasizing about him. Every time I brush up against him or if he touches me, I blush. Every time someone shows one small sign of affection towards him, jealousy rages within me. My love for him rages within the depths of my soul.

But now even though I've accepted my feelings, how am I supposed to know about his? I've been too distracted to watch for any signs of affection from Judai. And without that, I won't have the confidence to confess my love for him. We're best friends right now, but I want to be something more. But at the same time I'm afraid to lose it without gaining anything new. If he rejects me I don't know how I'll be able to live on… Maybe I won't… Bah! No time for depressing thoughts, I'll think about it more before I write again.

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I get up out of my chair and glance at the clock. It's 7:00 in the morning. I already packed my bags beforehand.

'Alright, I guess I better head to breakfast.'

But before I headed towards the door, I took my diary and placed it under my usual hiding spot. Satisfied that no one will find it, I left the room and pushed the door close behind me without looking and headed towards the cafeteria.

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Little did Johan know, before the door shut, a person jammed their foot into the doorway. The silver haired figure went straight for the diary. It moved the pillow aside and lifted the loose carpeting. Holding the diary in his own hands, He smirked as he read through it and grew somewhat angrier. Carefully putting everything back where it was, the figure nonchalantly strolled out the room.

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When I entered the cafeteria I was greeted by the usual people.

"Hey Johan." Sho and Kenzan said in unison as they were mesmerized by a handheld fighting game.

"Hey Sho, Kenzan.

"Long time no see, how're you doing Johan?

"I'm alright Asuka. How was the school meeting?"

"Well it was" –she began

"Ugh! It was SOOOOOOOOOOOO boring. All they talked about was organizing fundraising events to make money for the school! We talked about that subject for like 3 days straight! Eventually I just gave them a freakin $10,000 check and left."

"Manjyoume, Johan was talking to me!"

Manjyoume was back from the meeting too, he seemed a little more irritated of nothing more than usual.

"Well no point now, I just explained the whole situation."

While Asuka and Jun started fighting, I noticed someone else at our table. At first I didn't recognize the white suit and light colored hair, but then I remembered.

"Yo, Edo. How you've been?"

"I've been fine Anderson." He replied a bit coldly.

'What's his problem? I haven't even seen him for 3 weeks!'

After the usual hellos I realized someone wasn't there.

"Hey guys, where's Judai?"

"He's still in the Slifer dorm asleep in bed" Kenzan and Sho replied automatically while rapidly pressing buttons.

"And you guys didn't wake him?"

"Nope."

"Why not?"

"Busy, playing, Gameboy." Buttons are now more rapidly being pressed.

"Sigh…"

"YES I WON! IN YOUR FACE KENZAN! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" everyone stared at Sho doing a victory dance on the table.

"Come out of your shell now Sho?" said Asuka.

Sho blushed and hid under the table "ehehehehehe….."

"Cheater…" said Kenzan.

"I did not cheat! You know I won!"

"Well I'm gonna go get Judai now" I exclaimed, glad I might be able to have some alone time with him.

I started to turn and walk when suddenly Edo spoke up.

"Hey Anderson, let me come with you."

"Why?"

"Anything's better than being with these freaks"

"Who are you calling a freak?!" Kenzan, Sho, and Jun all yelled in unison.

"No one, just you three."

All of a sudden, the insulted ones all jumped and dog piled on Edo. Edo in turn, struggled to get free and started punching them all in the gut. It was a pretty even match, considering it was 3 on 1.

I quickly ducked out of the cafeteria and made my way to the Slifer dorms.

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When I got there I opened the door and saw Judai. He was sprawled all over the bed, blanket only covering his waist and most of it on the floor. His arms were spread out to his sides.

His shirt seemed to be lifted all the way up to his neck which.. revealed his tanned and well toned chest and abs.

Trying my best to hold back a nose bleed, I went over to him and started to shake him awake.

"Johan! Come on! I already begged you a million times. Put on the bunny suit again plzzzz……" Judai mumbled in his sleep.

'WTF?! He's still dreaming about that?! Oh my god! I knew I was gonna regret it for the rest of my life! But did I listen to myself?! Nooooooooooooooo.'

After my little rant in my head, I started shaking Judai awake again.

"Judai!"

He made no sound.

"Judai!"

He mumbled but quickly fell back motionless.

"JUDAI! WAKE UP!!!!!!" I screamed as Judai flew off his bed and landed on the floor head first.

"Ow…" Judai said while rubbing the back of his head.

"Oi, Johan, what was that for?"

"For not getting up the first dozen times I told you to wake up."

"7:30?! Why'd you wake me up so early!"

"Early? 7:30 is the time normal people get up and get ready for the day. Besides, today is my last day at Duel Academy remember? I leave on the ship tomorrow."

"Oh yea- that's right…"

Judai suddenly turned away for a moment while his head was looking down.

"Anyway" I continued "I thought we should spend the day together since we're best friends and because we're not gonna see each other for a while."

"Gomen Johan."

"For what? Are you busy or something?"

"No it's not that, I'm sorry that I forgot today was your last day."

I let out a small laugh as I continued with a smile, "It's ok, it's not that important"

"Don't say that! It is important!" Judai yelled as he quickly turned back around, facing me.

I was speechless. I stood there as I saw emotion on Judai's face. His face which I always imagined so pure, so care-free, was now twisted with a sad and somewhat frustrated look.

"Johan, you're my best friend. If anyone said anything bad behind your back I would defend you with all my power. I would risk my life to save you. But I couldn't even remember a day, one single day. Your last day, the day where we'll be separated for a long time… Gomen Johan… Gomen…"-he choked out those last words as tears streamed down his face. Judai turned away again in an attempt to hide his sadness.

I went up to him from behind and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"J--Johan?"

"It's okay Judai-chan, I'll always forgive you"

We stayed like that for about 5 min. when I got up.

"Alright Judai, go get dressed and stuff, everyone is waiting on us."

"Okay Johan." Judai started towards the bathroom, but stopped right before he entered.

"Johan?"

"Yeah?"

"Arigatou."

"Don't mention it."

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This chapter was a little short for my tastes. Planned on making it longer but decided to break down the chapters. I also kind of thought this one sucked… anyway R&R plz

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