A/N so here is chapter three for y'all. I am currently working on my other stories but work is kicking my ass and the muses on this story are winning right now over the other two so...

Disclaimers: I own nothing, I just wish I did.

TRIGGER WARNING! This story may contain material that is not suitable for some readers if you read the 1st chapter you know what I'm talking about although I dont go into too much detail this is just a friendly reminder of the content of the story herein

CHAPTER THREE

Was this his plan all along? Was he in cahoots with Eva-Marie? I mean it's possible right, they are both crazy ass sons of bitches.

Phil won't answer his phone and just absolutely refuses to talk to me even going as far as getting Scott to come pick up a few things for him because he doesn't want to see me and its like I can literally feel my heart breaking.

So it's been a few weeks and I've finally gotten Phil to agree to come talk to me, and I'm gonna tell him everything I have to if I want him back which I do even though he assumed I was a lying, cheating whore (his exact words) I had to tell him the truth. So when I hear the key in the lock of the front door understandably I'm nervous as hell made all the more worse when I see it's not Phil who walks in but Jon, what the hell is he doing here? He waltzes over and tries to kiss me saying that he's missed me and when I slap him he gets angry real angry and says" I'm glad OUR daughter isn't here to see this " and he flips open a switchblade and angles it to my throat, mercifully that's when I hear the lock at the door and knowing it's Phil this time my heart begins to relax Phil will save me, he'll be my knight in shining armour and all that fairytale crap but my thought is interupted by Jon pushing the blade into my ribs he's on top of me on the couch at this point and he whispers that if i say anything he'll cut me then make me watch as he guts Phil, so I try and block out everything while silently hoping that Phil will notice something anything to help me, but when he walks in and sees Jon on top of me kissing my neck he just shouts "what the fuck Caitlyn, you called me over here so that i could see you fucking your new boyfriend is that it?" I'm still silently praying to god, buddha, hell the 7 from game of thrones that he notices this is against my will but he doesn't he just looks at me like I'm nothing lower than nothing and just says "thanks for fucking nothing" and walks out slamming the door as he leaves, leaving me alone with Jon - still on top of me still whispering in my ear that i did a good job getting rid of him.

He kisses me gently and sweetly I guess he's trying to make up for being a dick and a half and a rapist and a jerk and a life ruiner with that kiss.
He whispers that he missed me adding in 'toots' as a term of endearment which I hate I am so not the lovey dovey mushy kind of girl and it just makes me want to punch him even more, he removes his weight from me sitting on the couch and I'm frozen, what should I do? If i try to leave will he hurt me? What would happen to Charlie? I mean as her biological father wouldn't she be given to him to raise? No I couldn't do that not to my girl, my beautiful ray of sunshine in a world that was slowly becoming darker for me.

He talked and talked and i tried to listen I did but fear was screaming at me to leave - I was just glad that Charlie wasn't in the apartment she was with my friend for the night seeing as I wasn't sure how things with Phil were gonna play out I covered my bases. He told me he had fallen in love with me and he couldn't bear the thought of me getting back with Phil and him raising Charlie it seemed as though he was genuine he loved me and our little girl, but that doesn't change anything he made me ahve sex with him, he ruined my life and now what was I supposed to do? Let him ruin Charlie's too? I couldnt do that, no this has to end.

He took my hand surprisingly gently and lifted me from the couch and just proclaimed "time for bed" like it was the most normal thing in the world and leading me through the apartment to my bedroom - correction the bedroom I shared with Phil - he walks to the bed and practically jumps in patting the side of the bed for me to do the same and weirdly it's my side of the bed how did he know that? How does he know anything? He knew Phil was coming over tonight how did he find out? Does he have my place bugged i mean this ain't no spy movie it's my life my real life (which i guess is slowly turning in to an episode of General Hospital), he yanks me out of my thoughts literally yanking me down on to the bed he removes his shirt and pulls me close to him, my back to his chest in a spooning position - again how does he know I like this that I like being the little spoon? He falls asleep and try as I might to get out of his grasp it's iron tight, so I'm stuck here with him. Great just great FML!

Morning rolls round but not fast enough it feels like I was there for a year not just a few hours, I can feel him waking up behind me as he is currently nuzzling my neck again a sweet gesture for him and again it just makes me feel sick he's kissing his way down my neck and I'm trying not to cringe or dry-heave at this feeling when the doorbell goes and he huffs at me "who the hell swings by this time of morning" I almost don't want to tell him that it's Lauren with Charlie bringing her back to me but I do so he lets me open the door to retrieve our daughter thanking Lauren for this and watching her leave on her merry way.

I take Charlie to her room she still looks sleepy and Jon watches as I sing her to sleep, and as soon as her eyes close he is on me again telling me how I'm a good mom and that seeing this makes him want to be an amazing dad to be there for her and me whenever and whatever. He takes me back to the bedroom kissing my neck and jawline and feeling his way under my shirt and at this point my body is shaking but he can tell that its not shaking with anticipation but fear and tries to re-assure me that everything will be fine - yeah right he's about to force himself on me again and shit is gonna be fine also pigs might fly!
He stops what he's doing to look in my eyes and tell me that making love is natural between a couple that love each other I'm just trying not to throw up but I manage to get some words out saying that making love is special that we should wait that being together in that way doesn't need to be rushed and he seems to believe me apparently I can bullshit with the best of em, thank god!

He leaves me finally after making me cuddle in bed with him he leaves to go back on the road but bot before picking Charlie up to hold her and tell her she's daddy's little girl that statement alone makes me want to puke or punch him maybe both?! But i wait till he leaves than making sure the coast is clear i also leave the apartment and go straight to a place I never thought I would... The police station