KAT POV:
Kat slumped against the wall in the elevator. What the hell did I just admit to? What the hell! Well, at this moment she decided it was done. She loved Ray, both her and Dom acknowledged whatever it was needed to stop. It was done, their friendship crossed a line but it was done. At that the exact moment her insides were screaming. Every part of her wanted to run, open these elevator doors and run into Dom, hold her tight and kiss her senselessly! She didn't realize she started to cry and when the elevator dinged open she just stood there and somehow ended up on the ground floor again. She collected herself walked out to the lobby and took the stairs up. She needed to think. When she finally reached her floor an unlocked her door, it all felt worse so she undressed herself and got in the shower.
She cried for what felt like forever and she needed sleep. She had a 5 am wake up call and here it was 11pm. She got out of the shower, put on her sleep clothes, which was quite a few layers, Canadian winter is cold. She was combing through her hair when she heard a knock. Her heart started beating extremely quickly. Please don't let it be her, she thought, I won't be able to contain myself. But, Alas, it was her.
"Can, I come in for a second? I promise not to try anything, I just wanted to say a few things." Dom says quickly as if fearing the door would be slammed in her face.
"Yes, of course." Kat moves to the side as Dom walks in. She smells the scent of Sweep Pea and jasmine on her it soothes her almost comforts her. Then as Kat closes the door Dom is just as quickly wrapping her arms around Kat. No, no, no, I won't be able to fight you off, Kat thinks to herself but she allows Dominique to wrap herself around her, Kat pulls her in tightly. Both of them slowly shaking as their breaths grow quicker the embrace grows tighter.
"Kat, I respect that you are married. That doesnt' change this for me. I love you and respect you as my friend. I am not sure how this happened but I do not want to ruin anything with you and your relationship. Lord, I am being presumptuous, I don't mean to assume I am changing anything, I just want you to know that is not my intention. I am not sure if this is just a character depth thing. I just don't want to lose our friendship and relationship on set. Please," Dom says very quickly. Kat allows the words to sink in. She doesn't let go of Dom she continues to silently hold on, running slow circles with her right index finger over Dom's lower back. Allowing herself to feel the warmth of Dominiques body. Then she quietly says..
"It changes nothing. I want the same thing. I dont' want to lose us." Kat slowly pulls away from the embrace but holds on to Dom's hands. They look at each other neither sure what to say next. "We are good. We can move forward" Kat finishes.
Dom nods at her and sadly smiles. Kat can see it, the sadness in Dom's eyes an she is sure it mirrors her own. Dom nods again slowly, takes a deep breath in, lets go of Kat's hands and walks around the room, as if searching.. All Kat can do is stare and then suddenly Dom moves in and swiftly plants her lips on Kat's lips.
Kat closes her eyes moving into the kiss, they both fall in. Dom's lips are so soft and warm and that is all Kat thinks about, she allows Dom not nibble at her bottom lip. Their hands gently intertwined as they allow themselves the moment. Kat's tongue slowly moves over Dominiques and as she moves closer and their bodies touch, she lets out a small moan. All the while Dom's tongue is playing with hers. Gentle circles, pulling Kat in. Their kiss is growing deeper, more wanting, and as Kat's hands let go of Dom's to pull her in, to close the space to give in to Dom, Dom who is right here right now. Dom who she wants to touch and feel and.. just like that Dom pulls away. Ends the moment, leaving Kat dumb struck.
"Very well, I respect you, I respect your marriage. I will not do this again. I just needed to kiss you one time, knowing that it was real." Dom says and looks one last time at Kat. Then walks out the door. Leaving Kat there stunned. Kat knows its for the best. But she aches, she starts crying again. She kissed someone else, she wanted to, she is married. She needs to tell Ray. She should tell Ray, but its over, what good is it to hurt him, what good is it to hurt Dom? But, she cannot stand the hurt she feels herself, and decides to sleep it off. Sleep, yes, that will help this out.