This is a scene from Don't You Want Me Part 1. So Spoiler Warning!! This is pivitol to the development of our Palex. There won't be that many thoughts in this one because they are being completly honest with eachother in this scene. Oh and a sidenote, Carla and Alex aren't together anymore. It was mentioned earlier in the episode. Also have to say the acting was on point so yay for Deanna and Laura. I've talked enough. On with the story!

Alex POV

My heard hurts. There is so much going on. I can't think.

"Describe the function of enzymes and metabolic reactions in the mitochondria," she says. I'm glad she's helping me study for exams but I need a minute.

"How about not. Break time?"

"Mmm, I thought you'd never ask." I get up and pour myself some coffee." So," she continues," umm, I have some news. You are looking at a newly single girl."

"You broke it off with Jesse?" I say with a smile, trying to hide my excitement. I don't think its working very well though.

"We had zero in common, Hon. He wasn't worth my time."

"Well, it sounds like you have it all figured out Paigey," I say with another smile. I really do love that nickname.

She chuckles." Hardly . I was supposed to be at Banting," she gets up and stands next to me, "fasttracking towards a MBA. I was supposed to be a sorority girl sipping cosmos with Brittany and Amber." She trys to look into my eyes and I won't let her. She speaks sincerely. "But here I am, chilling with you. And it feels right." She takes a step closer. I finally look up...a slight smile on my face. "Why is that?" and then she does it. She leans in and places the tiniest, sweetest kiss on my lips. I want to stay here. But I can't. Because it's not fair. I pull back instead. This isn't fair.

"Why do you keep doing this to me?" She looks shocked when I ask this. She really doesn't get it.

"Sorry. I thought the door was kind of open."

"Yeah, it's been open for weeks but the problem is is that you keep opening it and closing it and opening it and closing it." And I've been waiting on the other side the whole time. By now I am back by the table where we were studying at. "Make up your mind."

"Look, you're cool with being a lesbian but I don't know what I am." You would have thought we would have gone through this last year but it never really came up. We were too caught up in eachother. We didn't need labels. I guess things change. But no, I don't want it to.

"The word is 'bisexual' Paige and its just a label. Who cares?"

"My parents already have one gay kid." Again, who cares.

"So," I laugh slightly.

"So? I just dropped out of university. Let them deal with one major parental crisis at a time." is her answer. Because this is all about her. And how she feels.

I shake my head and grab my coat. "Great, because everything is always on your schedule isn't it." I can't deal with this anymore.

"I am suppose to give them grandkids one day. You do not get the pressure I am under." she says as I gather my things. That brok me. Pressure she's under?

"Pressure?!" I am breaking down even more. " Excuse me for finding your idea of pressure pretty...pretty damn pathetic right now." I am openly sobbing now so I turn away from her.

"Hon," her voice has softened now," don't cry." She tries to help.

"Stop," I turn and look directly in her eyes, " you don't get to break my heart then comfort me too."

And then I'm gone. God, I really do love her so much. But I'm glad we got it all out. And we're finally honest. And at least we're finding our way back. I just hope she can deal with what's next. Because I don't think I will be able to deal on my own.

A/N: So what did you guys think? I will probably do a Paige POVin a few days. Depends on how many reviews and hits I get. If you are wondering what I mean about "deal with what's next", well then, you just have to see the episode and find out.Oh, and its on youtube if you just search don't you want me. Much love folks.

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