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Chapter 3: Make Me Lose Control Pt.1
It had been a week since Vanessa had left Seattle, leaving Logan and Noah alone. Logan had searched all around Seattle for a place to call home and luckily he had. It was perfect in Logan's opinion and he was quite pleased with his new home. Noah loved the house as well especially with all the new furniture in his brand new bedroom.
Logan wanted Noah to be very comfortable in his new home. He let Noah help him pick out everything and the little boy couldn't be any happier.
"Uncle Logan?" Noah asked sitting on the bed
Logan who was putting away Noah's new clothes in the closet glanced at the little boy, "Yes Logan?"
"Do you miss Mommy and Daddy?" The little boy asked stunning Logan. It had been a week and couple of days since Logan had found out his best friend James died. Logan hadn't had time to grieve, especially with Noah around.
"Everyday buddy. Everyday. What about you?" Logan asked Noah who was looking at his feet.
"I miss them. I miss the way Mommy would tuck me in at night and read me stories. Daddy and I would play football in the park with Mommy laughing at us." Noah said softly.
Logan finished putting the rest of the clothes inside the closet before sitting next to Noah. He pulled the little boy onto his lap and hugged him tight.
"Noah I need you to understand something for me, " Logan wiped the tears from his and Noah's eyes. "Mommy and Daddy may not be here with you like I am but they will always be here in your heart." Logan said point his finger towards Logan's heart.
Noah nodded before pulling away and walking out of his room. Logan sighed as the conversation had took a toll on him emotionally. He got up and walked out Noah's room and closed the door while walking to the kitchen. Walking to the kitchen Logan sees Noah watching cartoons over by the living room. Right before he gets to the kitchen he hears the doorbell ring.
"Just a minute." He calls out before heading to open the door.
When he opens the door he sees Adele standing on the porch with a casserole dish in her hand.
"Do you plan on letting me in or do I have to eat this all by myself." She said smartly making Logan grin at her.
"Sorry Aunt Adele come on in" Logan said letting her walk pass him to enter the house.
He closes the door and watches Noah run to hug Adele. "Hi Baby, you behaving for your Uncle?" She asks getting a nod in response.
"Now Logan I made a nice cheesy gooey lasagna for you boys. So you wanted me to babysit while you go out for a run?" Adele asks placing the lasagna on the countertop.
"Yeah if you don't mind? I had already signed Noah up for school but we have to wait until tomorrow. How is Uncle Richard after the surgery?"
"I don't mind at all. It gets quite lonely being home by myself, but since Richard had the surgery I've been taking good care of him." Adele said smiling at Logan.
"Thanks Aunt Adele you're a lifesaver," Logan walked into the living room "I bet Uncle Richard can't sit still for too long."
"No he can't but I've been making him sit at home watching Oprah" Adele said with a knowing grin.
"You're evil." Logan said coming back into the kitchen with a gym bag over his shoulder.
"Well if he took it easy I wouldn't torture him. Now you run along me and that cute little boy will be just fine."
"Once again, thanks Aunt Adele." Logan said walking out of the house leaving Noah to the care of Adele.
(Time Skip)
Logan was running through the park to clear his head of everything. In a matter of a week he was back in his hometown, reunited with his little sister, a guardian to a little boy and his best friend had died in a car crash. It all was coming to quick for him to process but he knew he needed to push through. Logan was afraid he might snap if one more emotional thing happened.
As he was running Logan saw two women laying in the grass in the middle of the park. He stopped running and slowed down to get a closer look at them.
He then realized it was Meredith and Cristina. Logan had met Cristina and Alex briefly while having lunch with Meredith. His first impression of Cristina Yang was intense to say the least. Alex seemed like a total dick and he was cool with that. All Logan knew was that he did not want to be on her bad side. They looked like they were out of breath and Logan stopped when he got close to them and could hear their conversation.
"I'm stupid" Meredith said to Cristina who was panting for life.
"Slutty Mistress." Cristina agitatedly replied.
"Pregnant Whore." Meredith bit back.
"Sleeping with our bosses was a great idea." Cristina said shocking Logan who was watching them struggle to breath.
"WHOA!" Logan exclaimed getting Meredith and Cristina's attention.
"How long have you been standing there?" Meredith asked her older brother.
"Long enough to find out you both slept with your bosses and she is pregnant." Logan said joining them on the ground.
Cristina gave Logan a scathing look, "Listen here pretty boy, you better not speak of this to anyone." She threatened.
"Who am I going to tell? The only people I speak to are Meredith, the chief and my four year old." Logan said to Cristina making Meredith smirk at person.
As the two interns continued complaining about their lovers Logan smiled. Being back with Meredith felt like things were good for them. Too bad he had a feeling that things were going to take a turn for the worst.
(Time Skip)
After Logan finished his run he went home to change. He wanted to check out the new office his law firm had purchased. Luckily for him Adele was still watching Noah or him. He had met with some of his partners and things were going well. He now stood in his office looking out into the Seattle skyline.
Logan's thoughts had drifted to Vanessa and he was really missing her. She hadn't called him since she left and he missed hearing the sound of her voice. Logan sat in his office chair and picked up the phone and dialed her.
After a few moments she finally answered, "Hello?"
"I was beginning to think I would never hear the sound of your voice."
"Things have been a little hectic over hear." She said exhausted.
"What's wrong?"
"We are downsizing so I have to pick up more of the slack. Two of our senior partners were bought out and the firm is piling more work on some of us."
"Is your job in jeopardy?" Logan asked worried.
"That remains to be seen".
"Keep me updated and if you need anything I'm here for you." Logan said wishing he was there with her at this moment.
"I was thinking about something earlier and I realized something." Vanessa said.
Logan sat up straight in his chair, "What did you realize?"
"This time last year we would have been married. I was looking for photos of Jake and Selena for the eulogy and I found our wedding invitations. I remember Jake yelling at you not to mess this up." Vanessa said emotionally.
"I can't even remember the last thing we said to each other. I feel like he always put more effort into our friendship then I did."
"Don't you dare undermine your love for him Logan! Jake knew you loved him, hell he was practically your brother. So don't you dare pull that crap. Please don't feel sorry for yourself when you need to be strong for Noah." She said affectionately.
Logan was about to reply when his office door was opened by his assistant.
"Mr. Grey, Chief Webber called to say your needed at Seattle Grace immediately."
"Did he say why?"
"Your mother was admitted earlier and your sister had a breakdown."
Logan nodded and began to stand up from his desk, "Vanessa I will call you back as soon as I can. My mother was just admitted and Meredith needs me." He explains.
"Take care of your sister and I will keep you updated." She said hanging up on her end.
Logan hung up his phone and ran out of his office in a hurry.
(Time Skip)
Logan walked quickly into Seattle Grace and rushed up to the nurses station. He saw Addison and Derek arguing, and Izzie watching them helplessly.
He saw a nurse with the name tag "Olivia" sitting their typing on the computer.
"Excuse me, can you direct me to Ellis Grey's room?" Logan said with no emotion in voice gaining the attention of Addison, Derek, & Izzie.
"She is on Level 3" Nurse Olivia said.
"Logan I can take you there" Izzie offered seeing how rigid he was just standing there.
"Thanks" He said walking pass all of them with Izzie running to catch up with him.
As they walked to the elevator Logan asked "How is Meredith?"
"I don't know, as soon as we brought your mother into the hospital she was ranting and raving, and when she saw Meredith it was like she saw red and yelled in rage. Meredith ran into the locker room but Bailey made us go away." Izzie explained.
"I'll see to Meredith after I deal with Ellis" Logan said emotionless.
"Why do you sound so disattached when you say her name? She is your mother, where is the love?" Izzie questioned angrily but that quickly changed when Logan gave her his most deadliest glare.
"I don't have to explain myself to you but if you must know, Ellis Grey maybe an extraordinary surgeon but she was horrible mother. She always belittled Meredith and I when it came to our accomplishments. Hell we were lucky to hear I love you. So the reason that I am the way I am when it comes to her is I HATE HER!" Logan said angrily walking out of the elevator, leaving Izzie stunned at his reaction.
Logan walked down the hallway trying to calm down after exploding on Izzie. He didn't mean to yell at her but she was asking questions Logan was not ready to answer. He soon could hear his mother yell at someone as he got closer to her room. When he finds her he also sees George, who is attempting to take her blood.
"Leave me alone Thatch, I'm in the middle of working." Ellis said rudely to George who was confused.
"Thatch? No I'm Dr. O'Malley", George said trying to get the chartbook from Ellis. "Okay. Im trying to check your-" George begins to say before being cutoff.
"Darling I'm not in the mood to play doctor now. Hands off, I'm busy. Um... " Ellis says coyly making George confused once more.
Logan standing in the doorway glances and sees his sister who looks mentally exhausted.
"How you holding up?" He says.
"Numb"
"Am I wrong for wanting her to die already?" Logan bluntly said getting a shocked look from Meredith and George as he walked away from them.
"He doesn't mean that? Right?"
"With Logan you never know," Meredith said trying to change the subject. "Listen George, she is allergic to penicillin.
"Yeah, you said it earlier and it is written on her chart." He said.
"You just have to be patient." Meredith meekly added.
"Okay. Do you um ... who's Thatch? " George asked curiously.
After a few seconds of silence Meredith finally answered, "My dad, Thatcher. ... What did she ... is she ... is she talking about him?"
"Um... Yeah, she.." George attempts to say.
"She never really talks about him."
"You're, you're all right."
"No, yeah, yeah. I'm good."
"Good." George mumbles.
"I can't be here, but if Logan returns can you tell him to stay here for me." Meredith pleads to George.
"Sure." He said gaining a nod from her as she leaves and he returns to dealing with Ellis.
(Time Skip)
Logan was sitting in the waiting room trying to relax himself before he went near his mother again. He always worked himself up around her and it never seemed to end. As he was lost in his thoughts he glances over to the nurses station and sees Dr. Bailey giving him a stern look.
She stops what she is doing and walks towards him and sits next to him.
"What is it with you Grey's and your dramatic lives?" She asked.
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me. It's like if ain't about you or your sister it's like the world falls apart. I get that your mother was not the most affectionate, but she made sure you and your sister had a stable home. It may not be what you wanted but you and Meredith are alive," She said getting up walking away before turning around with a glare. "Did I stutter? Go and sit with your mother Grey!".
Logan stood up from his seat and gave Bailey a slight grin as he walked down the hallway. He could hear Bailey muttering about "I hate being surrounded by idiots." As he was walking further down the hallway he saw Addison crying. Curious about what was wrong with his friend Logan called her name "Addison?"
She looked up at hi with puffy eyes and began to attempt to rub the tears out of her face. "Logan what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with your mother?"
"I should but I see my friend crying and I want to make sure she is ok. Are you ok?"
"I am tired of always being an afterthought to Derek."
"Addison I don't understand completely what is going on. What exactly happened with you and Derek?" Logan asked his friend.
"I slept with Mark" Addison said softly.
"Addison! What in the hell possessed you to sleep with Mark?" Logan exclaimed in shock.
"Derek was always working late," She glanced at Logan's face and continued, "I know that is not an excuse but I felt like I wasn't wanted and Mark was there. I'm not proud of what happened and seeing Derek's reaction was not what I expected."
"What was his reaction?"
"He looked at us and then walked out of the room and I hadn't seen him until I came to Seattle."
Logan pulled his friend into a hug and softly rubbed her head. "Addison what did you mean that you were tired of being an afterthought?"
Addison slowly pulled herself away from Logan and looked him in his eyes. "Logan there is something you should know. When I came to Seattle I saw Derek and Meredith all cozy, come to find out they had been dating for a month. I knew he was seeing someone but I didn't know she was your sister."
"Now it makes sense why she was mad at him. I'm not getting involved with that especially since my relationship with her is rocky at best. Don't take this the wrong way but your husband is a dick." Logan stated making them both laugh.
"I heard about your mother Logan, I am so sorry. How are you and Meredith holding up?" Addison asked changing the subject.
"I let you know when I find out. I don't want to deal with this but I have to get it over with. Anyway like I told you from before if you ever need anything give me a call Addison." Logan said kissing her cheek before walking away.
When Logan finally returns to his mother's room Logan hears a smash just before he enters. He rushed into the doorway and sees his mother yelling at George.
"GET AWAY FROM ME YOU INSIPID LITTLE MAN!" Ellis exclaimed in rage throwing a pillow at George.
"Dr. Grey calm down." George said trying to placate her.
"GET OUT OF HERE! GET OUT OF MY ROOM!" She continues to yell.
"Dr. Grey calm down!" George repeats.
"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" She continued.
"Please relax Dr. Grey" George said still attempting to get close to her just as a nurse ran pass Logan to enter the room.
"What can I do?" She asked.
"Calm down Dr. Grey." George then turns to the nurse, "Please get me Haloperidol." George orders as she runs back out of the room
Once the nurse leaves Logan walked up to his mother and she stopped in shock. Logan saw the look in her eye and knew she was lucid for that moment. George watches the interaction with wide open eyes. This is the first time since Ellis was quiet, only it didn't last long.
"YOU DARE SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME! YOU ARE JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER!" She bellowed in anger.
"Are you done or do I need to get a muzzle? Now sit your old ass down and shut up." Logan said calmly making Ellis glare at him as she sat back down in her bed.
"Why are you here? Don't you have some place to run off to?" Ellis asks in a soft icy voice.
"Are you that much bitch you cant be happy to see me after ten years?" Logan questions.
"You were my pride and joy, then you stab me in the back to be lawyer. You were too afraid to be a doctor, afraid you couldn't cut it. Logan you are just as cut throat like me only you can't handle it." She states.
While Ellis is speaking to Logan, George walks out of the room to give Logan and Ellis privacy. He sees Meredith and Alex leaning against the wall listening to Ellis. George joins them while they continue to hear the conversation between the mother and son.
"I pity you old shrew, look what you have left after your amazing career. Nothing to show for it except two kids who can't stand the sight of you. I hope it was all worth it cause look where you are, by yourself.
"If you feel that way why are you sitting here in front of me?" SHe said curiously.
"At the end of the day, you are my mother no matter how much of bitch you are. Also I may have your work qualities but I am not like you when it comes to people I love. I have people that depend on me who need love. Because of you I am afraid to let people in but I will get through it.
Who depends on you?" She asks as he takes out his phone and shows her a picture of Noah and him.
"I only want the best for you Logan. You would have been an excellent surgeon. What are you doing with your life?"
"I'm one of Europe's top Junior Partners with several law firms. I have several clients including the very hospital we are sitting in. I am just as cut throat in the courtroom as you are in the OR. Plus it helps that I can make a name for myself without anyone comparing you and I.
"What of Meredith?"
"That's her story to tell and frankly I think she turned out great. Now if you excuse me I have something I need to do." Logan said getting up from the chair beside Ellis's bed.
"I may not like your career choice but I will respect it. Take care of your sisters Logan and get out of my room!"
"Gladly." Logan says walking out of the room barely giving Meredith, Alex, & George a glance.
"Another sister?" George asked quietly.
"I don't know what they are talking about?" Meredith said getting up to follow after Logan.
*Meredith asks questions about things she is not ready to know about.
*The chief finds out about Maggie early and he is heartbroken.
*Part 2 comes out at the end of June
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