'Sarah, put it down' Paul's voice echoed through Sarah's head, she was so close and now she might not have such a good chance again. She didn't think that Paul would shoot her, but he worked for Rachel now. Would he pick his life over hers? Sarah knew who she'd pick.

Sarah moved her gun slightly away from Rachel's face. In that moment of submission Rachel turned to face her, the most annoying smirk on her face. Rachel licked her lips, as if trying to taunt her. Sitting up slowly, Sarah realised she was still straddling the posh brat. Anger swelled up in her yet again. This controlling ass-wipe still has my daughter! With all her strength Sarah smashed her gun against Rachel's temple, and swung around to point it at Paul. No noise came from her victim, Sarah didn't know if she was knocked out or dead and right now she didn't care.

'Where is Kira?' She demanded. Heavy breathing and ready to fight.

'We don't have her,' Paul said sympathetically, he knew Sarah well enough to know she was capable of doing anything right now, and he didn't want to frighten her anymore. 'They were playing me too!'

He took a deep breath and looked up to the hidden camera behind Leekie's desk 'Now lower your gun.'

'What are you? Her body guard now?' Sarah spat. Jealously riddled through her, Paul was meant to be on her side, he said he loved her. Why does this self-righteous piece of shit think she can take my child and my …. my what? Sarah sighed, she was losing herself to her emotions and she couldn't think straight.

Seeing the moment of doubt, Paul spoke quietly 'Lower the gun, and turn around'

Obeying, Sarah did as she was told. When she turned she had a full view of Rachel lying on the floor, she looked almost peaceful. I need to get my family back together. Paul is not my family. As he went to hand-cuff her, Sarah turned, slamming her elbow into his face, taking his gun with her.

He looked at her. Stunned. After a moment of complete silence he whispered in defeat 'Go … I'll… I'll make up something' wiping blood from his mouth.

Dumb founded Sarah ran before he changed his mind. Sarah could feel his eyes on him, but she didn't look back. Kira.

Back at Fee's flat, Sarah was pacing.

'So Rachel doesn't have her?' Cosima asked it as more of an analytical question than one of disbelief. Sitting on the sofa, elbows on her knees, she was rustling through papers Sarah knew nothing about.

'So what do we do now?' Alison fretted, standing up, turning around, and sitting back down again. 'I mean, what do we do now? Holy fish sticks, where do we go? Who could possibly have our little girl?' She was close to tears, her fingers dabbing her eyes.

'Don't worry Al, we'll find her' Fee rushed up to hug her, 'Wont we Sarah' His eyes hard on Sarah's. He's words said a statement, but he face asked a question. How can I find you now Monkey?

Sarah turned away, she couldn't look at her family right now. She needed to focus. Who else knows about us? No one! Sarah was close to tears herself now, she left lost and desperate. Rachel was her last hope! Rachel was meant to solve everything! Why did I have so much faith in her? She doesn't know everything. Sarah realised. It's not all about her.

Confused about her sudden revelation, Sarah didn't know why she thought Rachel was the 'Be all, end all'. There were other people she needed to be aware of.

'Helena' Sarah and Cosima said together.

'How did we forget about her?' Cosima's eyes light up. 'We know she was working with people before, the um ... fish people or something.' Grabbing her laptop she started her search 'Sarah, we know she has a connection to you right? How can we get a hold of her?'

Sitting down, Sarah felt so empty and tired. She had no idea how to solve this. This might be too much for her. 'Helena … Helena's dead' she whispered.

Rachel sat in her office ignoring her work. She had to get Sarah back. She needed her on her side, DYAD's side. The little flake was hard enough to get to before, let alone now, when she knows Rachel knows nothing.

We need to get to Kira first, then we can bribe her….. Once again Rachel stopped herself in her thoughts. She didn't want to go down that route. It was an easy one to take, and she had done it to many of the other clones before. But this time was different, Sarah … Sarah held the key to the unknown. For some reason Sarah held so much importance.

Grabbing her phone she dialled the number for Paul. 'I want you to get a phone to Sarah'

'But how am I going to do that?!'

'I don't care about your incompetence, I just want it done!' Rachel slammed the phone down, and ran her fingers through her hair. Why does this girl make me so angry!

What is it about Sarah?