When she left the room he just stood there for a moment to take it all in. In just 30 minutes she had gone from hating him to loving him. He was absolutely amazed; she never really hated him she just didn't want it to happen because she loved him. Although he knew deep down that he had loved her at first sight but never truly admitted to anyone or even himself. He pulled his pants back up and walked out of the door and Annie was waiting outside. He was too deep in thought to notice and nearly ran her over.
"Martin, hey." Said Annie so loud he jumped. "How did it go?" She asked sternly. He knew she knew something he didn't.
"Umm well it was okay, I thought you knew since you were listening to the whole conversation me and Ruthie had earlier." He said kind of angry. Annie looked quite taken aback but regained her composure.
"Martin, I just wanted to know well if you well loved Ruthie." She said with a smile. He knew she knew something. He blushed and looked down.
"Yeah, I do, very much." He said blushing even more. "I just feel we can never have a normal relationship because I am having a baby with a woman I don't love and she well she used to think I thought of her as a little sister when truly I loved her even though I tried to hide it and even convince myself I didn't love her like that. I truly and sincerely love her but I hate myself for having a baby. I knew it was wrong and I still slept with her I couldn't tell her that I had sex with another woman and loved her with all my heart I just couldn't stand to see her hurt and then earlier I basically saw her heart break into a million pieces and tore me apart inside." At this point he was sitting on the ground and crying hysterically. Annie had sat down next to him on the floor and had tears stinging her eyes. What neither of them knew was that Ruthie was listening. Martin went on saying, "I had sex I had SEX, I promised myself I would wait until I got married to a woman I loved. I broke her heart, and I hate myself for it. I knew what I was doing and I just kept going. I just couldn't tell her because I knew it would break her heart and I couldn't live with myself if I knew it did. I broke her, and I saw it all happen and I ripped me apart. I thought if I didn't tell her I had sex she would never know and then Sandy calls me and tells me she is pregnant and I just tried to convince myself that it wasn't happening but it just got worse it got harder and harder to tell her. Every time I saw her she had a smile and I didn't want to make her feel that way." He was crying even harder and Ruthie just couldn't stand it any more she was going to help.