Chapter 3. New Friends (Again)
Okay lets begin!
It's been a three days sense Edward just pretty much kissed me out of the blue, and I just haven't really felt very normal around him ever sense. I also think that my dad (Charlie) has caught on to something strange going on with me. At times like this is a big part where I just really wish my mother were still alive. I miss her pretty bad and going through growing up shit is pretty tough at times without a mother around, anymore that is. I know that my dad has tried to be both a mother/father figure ever sense mom died, but there is just nothing like your own mother. Anyway about I and Edward, ever sense that night things have just been so.. awkward. I mean I'm not mad at him or anything like that, it's just that it really confused me and makes me feel awkward. Ever scene his first day of school Edward hasn't been around much, which of course is a very good thing for me. It helps me escape those short awkward moments that I cannot stand. Just like the other day:
Flashback,
I was just in the kitchen fixing myself a snack so that Molly could take a break. (I always felt sorry for her, even though we treated her just like family. But I liked to get things for myself.) So anyway I was just standing there in the huge kitchen looking in the refrigerator for something to snack on when I heard feet padding on the floor. I turned around to find Edward there standing in the doorway looking at me from the corner of his green eyes. I looked at him for one more second before turning my head back to look into the refrigerator. A few minutes later I found what I wanted, strawberries and melted chocolate. My very favorite. So I pulled out the strawberries and then got the chocolate, I quickly got a bowl from the cabinet and poured the chocolate into it before putting it into the microwave. I really do not know what happened but the microwave started to make some funny noises and then before you know it the stupid thing has sparks flying inside of it and then it came to an abrupt stop. Smoke started to roll in the kitchen but before it could get any worse Edward was beside of me and he had the fire extinguisher and a rag in his hands. "What the hell Bella?! What did you put in there?" Edward asked in a not so sure voice. I rolled my eyes before Edward opened up the microwave door. Inside there was chocolate everywhere and there were burnt marks all over the top of the bow I had put the chocolate in. " I guess it was something that the microwave didn't like, obviously." Edward smirked and looked over at me. "What has been up with you lately? I mean it's like you feel weird around me. I just don't get it at all." He said in his country accent that I really loved to hear. Again I rolled my eyes and looked at him with a slight smile. "It is none of your business at all." I grabbed my strawberries and then got some sugar before making my way up to my room. I wasn't mad at him I was just very frustrated.
End Flashback.
Ever sense that little moment with Edward I have tried my very best to avoid him , but then every time I try to avoid him he somehow shows up. It is very frustrating and weird. Anyway tonight Alice asked me if I would want to spend the night over at her house and I immediately agreed. So after packing my overnight bag I headed down the steps to tell Charlie were I would be at. As I walked into the hallway leading to his room I heard muffled laughter. I made my way down the long hallway and then I knocked on his door lightly. "Dad? I need to tell you something." I said as I heard some more laughter, then the door opened and I saw Edward and my father standing in front of me."Sorry Bells, what do you want now?" Charlie asked me sweetly. " Uh.. I 'am going to spend the night over at Alice's tonight, Dad. If that's alright, that is." Charlie smiled and said," Yeah sure Bella. Have fun and tell Alice and the rest of them that I said 'Hello'" I nodded my head and started my way back down the hallway when I heard Edward say," Nice daughter you have there Charlie. Any boy would die to date her." Charlie grew silent and then said," Now Don't you get any ideas Edward. She's my baby girl, and I do not want anyone hurting her." There it was Charlie was letting the Fatherly side of him come out on Edward. Then I froze when I heard Edward say these few words." If I had a chance with her I would swear that I would never break up with her, not even if hell froze over." I cringed inwardly at the thought of dating Edward. That was really the last thing I heard before half running out of the door. I mean it wasn't that I was not attracted to Edward, hell I was very attracted to him but everything was very awkward. thank the Lord above that I was spending the night with Alice tonight! I would have felt very weird around Edward tonight especially after what he said back at the house. When I got to Alice's house I quickly got out of the car and ran to the door. Alice's mother Katie was standing at the door ready to greet me and be a good hostess. Katie had always been a very sweet loving person and I loved the heck out of her. She was kind of like my other mother figure and she treated me as her own. I was on their front porch in no time when Katie enveloped me in a huge bear hug." Hello honey. How are you doing Bella,dear?" I smiled and then replied, " I am doing very good . How about you?" She let go of me and then said with a smile, " Oh Bella you know I prefer Katie. I think you do that just to play with me and I am doing tremendous! Come in now Alice is waiting for you upstairs in the movie room." Yes Alice had a huge movie room which was just like a movie theatre. "Okay. Thanks Kate! See you around." I said while walking up the steps and not to my surprise someone was coming down the steps but at the moment I didn't realize and I tripped over my own feet when I heard that person say," Whats up Bella?! It is good to see your face around here again." I literally just tripped over my own two stupid feet, but before I fell all the way to the ground two arms caught me. " I'm sorry I gave you such a fight Bells." Alice's brother Anthony apologized, I smiled and hugged him. Oh yeah did I mention Alice has an older brother? Well she does and he is dreamily hot! But I already love him he is like my best boy-friend.(A.N.!! Sorry I just came up with Anthony but he will be one of Bella's other BB F's!) Away from Alice, Anthony has dark brown long shaggy brown hair. His eyes are bright sky blue and he is quite tall. I was now standing up on my own and Anthony took my hand in his. "Come on before Alice comes and takes you away from me. I want to show you something." I nodded my head and followed Anthony up the stairs to his bedroom which was about fifty feet away from Alice's room. When Anthony had pulled me into his room he locked the door behind him. " What did you want to show me Anthony?" I asked with much curiosity. He smiled furiously before saying this, " I've been wanting to show you this for quite some time Bells." With those words lingering on his lips he crushed them down onto mine. This time I didn't even think, yeah Anthony was a year older than me but who cared anyway? Okay I have to confess something, I have had a secret crush on Anthony for about three years now. What can I say? The guys a hunk. Even though he is Alice's brother, I really do not think that it will bother her as long as I am happy she doesn't mind at all. So I know this sounds crazy but I started kissing him back, and that's not were it ends. About ten minutes later Anthony pulls away. " Oh I'm in heaven, but I'm going to go to hell when Alice figures out what just happened. But God Bella when you kiss like that I can't help myself." I frowned to myself. Anthony tried to kiss me this time but I couldn't do this, because every time I looked at Anthony I saw Edward. Even though things were weird with us right at this moment it was Edward I saw every time. ' What are you doing Bella?!' my mind butted in. I really had no freaking clue Anthony's mouth was centimeters from mine when I suddenly pushed him away and looked at his face. Pain, Rejection and passion. Without even knowing what to do my legs did the work, as clumsy as I am going down stairs running I didn't fall going down these steps. Thank God. By the time I got to the door there were tears running down my face, and I have no clue why. Something triggered of and I felt as if I was going berserk an crazy. I got into my truck and went to the only place I ever go alone to just get some peace and quiet. The place no one elts knows about, the place I can call my own. My meadow. It was about twenty minutes from the little dirt road that I was now on. I pushed my poor truck to the limit and when I was getting ready to stop it just turned itself off. Great now who knows how long I'll be out here without transportation? I just let it go and walked into the woods and then into my meadow, I sat down and just look around me. It was getting pretty late, but I really didn't care so I just sat there in the rain and cried for who knows how long. By myself, in my meadow, alone.
I think that I am going to do the next one from Edwards POV. So I hope you liked this one! R&R!! Thank you!!