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He never came. Ever. Why? Not even the day I was released. It hurt. It
hurt and I was pained.

I woke up from surgury with..my arm up to my elbow gone. The doctors
said they "Tried" but there was glass too far into my arm and they
couldn't get it out. So they freakin cut off my arm. Well...half of
it. I felt weird. I looked weird. What would tadase think? I haven't
seen him sence the incident...I mean.. Nobody has visited me yet. My
own husband..but what did he do...

I just remember screaming..
tadase he threw something at me.. No. It's all in your head Amu.
Tadase is way too kind to do such a thing...

I need to talk to him.

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"Mrs. Hotori. You have a visitor." the nurse interrupted my thoughts.
Kukai and utau walked through the doors. Utau was in tears. "Ohmigod
amu! Y-your-" she ran to hug me in the hospital bed.

Kukai sat in the corner of the room.

"What happend?" he shook his head in a whisper. Utau moved herself so
that she was sitting on my bed, but kukai could still see me.

"I can't remember..but. Glass. Wait. Did he push me? Ohmigod Utau. I
think he pushed me." I started to cry. They exchanged a confused look.
"Who pushed you? Glass?did someone like push you into a window?" kukai
was obviously more confused than utau.

I started to cry harder. "Amu. Calm down." she wiped my tears and
went to go get me a glass of water. "Oh amu." he walked around my room.

"...Was it Tadase?" I looked out the window with tear stained
eyes. "I think so...Have you talked to him?"

"Who tadase?" utau walked in. "Howd you know?" kukai stared at the
extra large glass of water. "I know everything, but anyway. Tadase has
stayed in his house since the incident..which was like 2 months ago."
"I know..a nurse told me how long ago it was. And he's never visited
me. Right when I get out of here I'm going to go back and cry in his
shoulder just like before."

I smiled at the thought as Utau and kukai exchanged a worried look.
"When are you able to leave?" "probably soon..because I just had my
surgury," I lifted my arm, "Mabey in around 3 days."

she nodded. "I hope everything goes okay with you and tadase-" "Can
you tell us what happend now?" kukai interrupted his girlfriend.
"Well," I sighed, "We came home from the bar..

Utau stared at me with a O for a mouth. "Tadase Threw a glass cup at
you after you just got injected WITH like 10 pieces of glass?"

she grabbed kukais hand and squeezed it.

"I don't know..it's so hard to remember. First it felt like car
keys, then a pen, THEN a glass. I can't tell you I'm for sure about
anything, or if something DID actually happen. It's all too
confusing..he might ha-" "Excuse me," a nurse popped her head in,
"Visiting hours are over. Please let our patient rest." utau nodded.

"Bye amu...We'll be here the day your let out of here." kukai hugged
me after utau. "Stay pink." she had a small smile and waved.

And they went away. Like everybody else. I'm alone. Nothing but the
annoying beeping sound. My room got smaller as I closed my eyes.

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"Are you excited about leaving?" utau wheeled me outside the hospital.
"Yeah..I really want to see Tadase." I had a small smile.

"So where's Kukai?" " He went to his cousins daughters funeral."

"Oh."

she helped me into the car, and went to put her wheelchair in the
trunk. "Do you want to come
over?" she backed out of the hospital parking lot. "No. Too much
medication, I think I'll go home." she was quiet.

"What?"

"Home?"

"Yeah. With tadase." she stared out the windsheild.
"Mabey you should come over. I just cut some watermelon."

"Whats going on utau?" my eyes grew wide.

She pulled into a office buildings parking lot, and sat staring out
the windsheild.

She sat quiet for awhile then stared at me in the eyes

"Hes a achohlic. He's gone crazy. Amu..after that happend...he can't
stop thinking about it. We went over his house. And...he just yelled,
threw something at us and drunkly walked over to us. But we left
before he could do anything. Oh amu don't do it."

I was furious.

"Tadase is NOT like that! He is no fool! Drop me off at my house!"
she started to cry. "Amu! Look at you! He hurt you! And you just want
to come back to him?" "UTAU! Let me see Tadase!" I started to cry.

Quietly she put the key in the ignition, and sighed as if I was a pain

"You have to promise me….
that y-you'll be careful." I brought my knees to my chest. "Please.
Just let me see him."

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