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Remember this is a BDSM story so NO judging. BTW, Jacob and the pack aren't going to cause trouble for the Cullen's or Jasper due to knowing how imprinting and mating works. They know about the newborn armies in the South and the Volturi.
This chapter has Cullen bashing.
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Chapter 2 Open Book
Jasper was eager to learn more about his Bella so he snatched the journal before anyone else could.
After I was done scrutinizing my dream guy and his friends I headed to the bar and ordered a vodka martini. I was a regular here at Club Sin so I never got carded.
"I really hope she doesn't put herself in danger," Jasper muttered knowing the dangers when people drank over the limit. He didn't want his mate putting herself in danger. He didn't want to have to punish his mate.
I never drank more than two vodka martinis or two glasses of wine due to not being an idiot. But I did drink a lot on my parents birthdays and on the anniversary of their deaths. I don't cope well with them being gone so I drown my grief with alcohol or meaningless sex with a Dominant at a local BDSM club.
Jasper's eyes went pitch black as he growled and snarled. He hated the thought of anyone touching his mate.
I'm usually very smart when it comes to my sex life but due to being submissive I needed strict guidelines and guideness. I can be a workaholic sometimes and get caught up in my work and I forget to take care of myself.
"That's not going to happen anymore," Jasper muttered through clenched teeth. His mate seemed so careless when it came to her health.
Everyone smiled when they noticed him getting more protective of Bella.
"Well, you heard what she said. She needs rules," Rosalie stated.
Most people think when they see me is that I'm a person who likes to be in control and while that is the case in my work world, I need to be able to give up control occasionally due to being overwhelmed with work.
"I couldn't live that lifestyle," Alice muttered. She liked having control too much to give it up.
Jasper glared at her thinking she was judging his mate.
"Hey beautiful, do you wanna dance?" I heard from behind me just as I paid for my drink. I knew who it was before I turned around.
"Jake," I greeted smiling at my best friend and occasional dom. I grew up with him so I knew I could trust him.
Jasper growled in rage.
Not being able to refuse a dominant I took his hand as he leads me to the dance floor.
"Why can't she refuse?" Rosalie asked stunned that Bella didn't just say no.
The reason a submissive couldn't refuse a dominant is simply that dominants have a natural commanding aura that surrounds them and draws in submissive's like a moth to a flame.
Submissives have the drive to please their dominants in every way possible. In return, they get the care and attention from the dominants and if we submissives are lucky, we fall in love with our dominant.
"Huh, you do have a commanding aura," Rosalie mused as she glanced at Jasper.
"I'm a dominant alpha vampire, of course, I do," Jasper stated rolling his eyes.
Me on the other hand, I test my dominants and the limits just to see if they are worthy of having my trust. They have to prove they can take care of me after we're done in the playroom. Another thing is I've never trusted someone enough to go into my subspace. Not even my best friend.
Jasper smirked and just shook his head. He was going to love trying to tame his mate. But it would be so worth it. He needed Bella to trust him.
"Where are the rest of the guys?" I asked as Jake wrapped his arms around my waist.
"They're out with their girls," he answered as he spun me around and pulled me back against his chest. I could feel how tightly his hands were digging into my hips as I wound my arms around his neck.
Jasper was growling through his teeth at the thought of another man having his hands on Bella.
The thing is, Jake and his friends were shapeshifters and they protected La Push and Forks from rogue vampires that fed and killed more than nessicary.
"Whoa!" everyone exclaimed shocked.
"Well, at least she won't think I'm crazy," Jasper muttered still angry that a wolf touched his mate.
I was stunned when Jake's hand's dropped from my waist abruptly. I glanced up at him and followed his gaze and saw him staring at one of my best friends, Angela Webber.
"Jake?" I asked curiously.
"I imprinted," he said stunned.
"I'm so happy for you," I said hugging him before motioning Angela over.
"Yes! That dog won't be able to touch my Bella again," Jasper hissed.
"Ang! This is Jake! Have fun!" I exclaimed downing my drink and went to find another dance partner. It wasn't long before I was tugged into someone's rock hard chest. I looked up and saw it was my dream guy.
"About time!" Jasper growled. He didn't want anyone but himself to touch his Bella ever again.
Right away I could see he was a vampire and a dominant.
Jasper smirked.
I think he'd look better in a red or black shirt and red eyes. I could see he was an animal drinker and it just didn't make sense. He was a vampire. His natural food source is humans.
Jasper frowned thinking about it and his mate was right. He was getting tired of denying what he was.
I know one thing, I could never kill an animal being as I am a member of the PETA. I can't see myself ever agreeing to hunt and kill an animal without me trying to kill the one suggesting it.
"Well, I guess now we know she won't ever be a part of this coven," Carlisle muttered. He couldn't bring himself to kill a human.
"I've been thinking of going back to Texas to be with my coven. I miss my brother and sister," Jasper stated. He knew he wouldn't be apart of the Cullen coven for long due to being a coven leader. He was not born to follow anyone's orders but his own.
"You're a vampire," I stated knowing he could kill me for knowing their secret. The pack and I know about the Volturi and the Newborn armies. They got the information from a couple of vampires a few years ago named Peter and Charlotte Whitlock.
"Well, they have some explaining to do," Jasper muttered.
They told us everything because Peter explained that I was the mate of his sire Major Jasper Andrew Whitlock.
"What!" Jasper exclaimed. He was angry he didn't know before this journal came and his mate knew he was her mate and still slept with someone else.
"Good luck Bella," Rosalie muttered while Alice and Esme agreed. They couldn't have even thought about being with someone else if they knew their mates were out there.
The reason I've been sexually active even after I found out about my mate is Peter explained that I wouldn't meet him for about four years. There was no way I was going without sex for that long. Besides, if he could have flings, so could I. I was not waiting that long.
"I agree. I couldn't go without sex that long," Rosalie stated smirking at the thought of Jasper's hellcat mate. He needed a strong mate.
And being as I am a submissive, I needed an outlet. I would go crazy if I didn't have rules and guideness. Submissive's can't go without a release. We get emotional and crazy without one. We need a dominant.
"As much as I hate it, she's right," Jasper muttered. He knew his mate needed to be taken care of sexually.
"How did you know?" he asked in this sexy southern drawl.
Jasper smirked.
"I can't tell you that. It's not my place," I answered as his hands tightened on my waist. I knew right then and there that he was my mate. I'm in trouble. Peter already explained that Jasper hated secrets.
"I'll let it go but just this once," Jasper muttered while the men in the room agreed. They needed to know their mates would come to them with anything.
"We'll be talking about that later," he stated firmly and I knew I'd have to tell him everything even if I betrayed my family's trust.
Jasper frowned. He didn't want his mate thinking that she's betraying her family and friends by telling him everything but he wanted honesty between them.
"You're not at all like I've been told," I stated frowning.
"Great! Just great! I've already disappointed my mate!" Jasper roared. The others flinched but they understood. They never wanted to disappoint their mates either.
"What do you mean?" he asked frowning as his eyes darkened.
"Peter. He told me about you and it looks like you're a completely different person. I don't understand it. Why did you change so much?" I asked frowning. I didn't want to be disappointed with my mate but I couldn't help it. He's not at all like the amazing man Peter described.
Jasper was trying to keep a tight hold on his alter ego, the Major but it was hard. He had let the Cullen's completely change who he was.
"NO MORE! I AM TIRED OF HIDING WHO I AM TO BE IN THIS COVEN!" Jasper exclaimed angrily. The Cullens flinched in fear but they knew he was right. They completely denied who he is and almost destroyed him.
"You know my brother? Well I changed so much because the people I live with didn't like anything about me," he explained and I was enraged.
The Cullens looked down sadly. They now knew there was no way that Jasper and Bella were going to be a part of this coven.
"Are you kidding me?! They fucking destroyed my mate! HELL NO!" I softly exclaimed so no one else would hear.
"Tone down your emotions a little, please," he requested as he loosened his grip.
"I know you're my mate but I won't live with those people," I stated firmly. I would wind up killing them. We'll live in my penthouse with Peter and Charlotte. I mean they already have their own bedroom.
"God, I love her," Jasper muttered.
"Okay," he stated as he leads me back to the dance floor after I ordered my second vodka martini.
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