So Wrong It's Right

Chp 3- This is How I Disappear

Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters or setting. Even though I wish I do, I don't.

WARNING: This story contains yaoi, incest, lemon, and it's ItaSasu. You have been warned!!!

It was a bright, sunny day; the birds were singing, and there was an occasional breeze in the wind. Outside there were kids playing ninja, laughing and making good use of the weather. It was impossible for anyone to wake up and not feel immediately cheerful. However, there is one person who doesn't rely on the weather for his emotions.

Uchiha Sasuke lay on his bed, staring up at the ceiling. As he thought of the later events occurring that day, he felt anxiety fill his stomach. He glanced out the window and noticed the playful children outside. If only he could be that innocent and carefree again.

Three years….. It has been three years since he last saw him. Sasuke remembered the day he left as clearly as ever.

Sasuke sprinted as fast as his feet could carry him to his room. Once he reached his destination, he bolted the door shut and put a chair with a stack of books on it against the door for further protection.

He ran to the mirror and stared at his reflection. Looking back at him was a sweaty teenager who had tears in his eyes. He also noticed a bruise on his neck which wasn't there before. He tried to heal it with whatever medical knowledge he had, but nothing he did made a difference; it was still there as prominent as ever.

How had Itachi's attitude changed so suddenly? He had never shown signs of wanting to taint Sasuke before, so why was he doing this now? Sasuke shivered as he remembered the way Itachi ran his fingers over Sasuke's skin, the way his teeth sunk into his flesh.

Sasuke suddenly wished he hadn't run away; what would have happened? Itachi might have been soft with him, he might have even liked it!

No…. he wouldn't have liked it, he couldn't. Sasuke knew he was a gay, he had found that out ever since he laid eyes on this annoying girl named Sakura. But having a crush on Itachi? No, that wasn't possible.

Itachi was probably just playing with him anyways and he overreacted. Itachi didn't mean any harm!

You know he did. Oh great, that annoying voice was back.

Sasuke put on some sweats and a T-shirt, protecting his body. He then walked slowly over to his bed, thinking about the events that had happened that night. He should have known something was wrong, ever since Itachi bit him…

He crawled under the covers and stared straight ahead at the door in front of him. He lay like that for a while, fearful that Itachi would come. After a couple of hours, Sasuke convinced himself that he was safe, and he slowly fell into a deep slumber.

Sasuke woke the next morning in a daze. Slowly, memories of the previous night came back to him. Taking a bath, Itachi biting him, nearly being stripped of his dignity.

A low growl filled Sasuke's ears. He was filled with a sudden longing for food. He climbed out of bed and headed towards the stairs, careful to walk softly as he passed Itachi's room.

"Hey Mom, what's for breakfast?" Sasuke asked casually as he took his regular seat. He looked around and noticed that the kitchen was empty. The exception was himself and his mom, who was facing the stove.

"Blueberry pancakes." Mikoto said mournfully as she turned around to place a pancake on Sasuke's plate. She was looking down, and she had a worried expression on her face.

"What's wrong Mom?" Sasuke asked, frowning. Their mom was only depressed on rare occasions.

"I just… I can't believe Itachi's doing this!"

Sasuke felt him stomach flip over; had she heard them last night? Was Itachi in trouble?

"What do you mean, Mom?" Sasuke asked shakily, his eyes glued to his mother.

Mikoto rubbed her forehead in thought. "I just don't understand why Itachi wants to leave so suddenly. We've been good parents, haven't we?"

Sasuke stared at Mikoto in disbelief. "Itachi is…leaving?"

Mikoto rubbed her eyes with her sleeves. "This morning, he told your father and me that there's nothing left for him here, and that he wants to move out. Your father is proud of him, but I don't understand why he has to leave!"

The tiny amount of guilt Sasuke had felt from running away from Itachi last night had grown immensely; he loved Itachi, he didn't want him to move out!

"Where is he?" Sasuke demanded, his want for Itachi taking over his brain.

"Upstairs packing, he's leaving in ten minutes." Suddenly Mikoto burst out sobbing, and she ran to the guest room and shut the door.

Sasuke sprinted towards the stairs, hesitated for a moment, then hurried to Itachi's room. He didn't have time to feel embarrassed or awkward.

Sasuke made to open Itachi's door, but it already started opening as he put his hand on the doorknob; there Itachi was, standing in the doorway with a huge suitcase in his hand.

"I guess this goodbye Otouto. I'll be sure to visit soon." Itachi said softly, a sad smile on his face. He walked past his dumbstruck brother and down the stairs.

As Itachi opened the door, Sasuke found his voice. "Please Itachi, don't leave! I'm sorry, I'll do whatever you want, just don't leave!" A tear ran down his face and he gulped. "Please, Aniki!"

Itachi paused in his footsteps. "I can't risk losing control of myself again, Sasuke. Leaving is the only option."

Before Sasuke could speak again, Itachi cut across him. "We are brothers. That is a unique bond. I am the barrier you must overcome, so you and I will continue to exist together, even if you hate me. That's what being a big brother means."

Sasuke stood there, staring at the still form of his brother. Itachi turned to face Sasuke, tears rolling down his face, but that smile was still there. He winked, then walked out the door. He was gone.

Now, three years later, Itachi was coming back. Sasuke hadn't talked to him or kept in touch with him at all, and the prospect of seeing him again filled Sasuke with excitement and anxiety. What does Itachi look like now? What's the big surprise he said he had for them? Would he find Sasuke sexy…?

For the past three years, all he could think about was his feelings for Itachi. Back when he was 13, Sasuke was extremely confused and didn't know what he felt for his older brother. But now at 16, Sasuke knew he was in love with Itachi.

Girls always flirted and flaunted themselves in front of Sasuke, but he never paid attention to them. There was only one girl he would talk to, and the only reason he would talk to her was because she's friends with his best friend, Naruto. He always found her annoying, but he would put up with it for Naruto.

Sasuke suddenly remembered that he promised Naruto he would meet him and Sakura at the training grounds. His eyes flashed towards the clock, and he saw that he was late.

Sasuke sighed and glanced at himself in the mirror. When he saw that his hair still stuck up perfectly, he smirked. He changed his clothes, slipped on his forehead protector, and walked out the door.

"Teme, you're late!" A voice shouted a few feet ahead.

Sasuke walked towards his friends and noticed something; his perverted teacher Kakashi-Sensei had beaten him there.

Oh wow, if Kakashi beat me here I must be really late. Sasuke thought to himself.

"I got delayed, baka." Sasuke muttered. Naruto's loud, obnoxious voice did nothing to help Sasuke's growing nerves.

Sasuke scanned the field; Sakura was trying to teach Naruto about chakra control, but of course he wasn't paying attention at all. Kakashi was sitting against a tree, reading a book we all know too well. As Sakura spotted Sasuke, her face lit up.

"Konichiwa, Sasuke-kun! Are you excited for today?" The pink haired girl asked, blushing. Of course she had to bring up the subject Sasuke was trying to forget.

"Hn." Sasuke replied. Naruto suddenly noticed a shine coming from Sasuke.

"Sasuke you got a new sword!" Naruto yelled. Before Sasuke could react, Naruto had taken from the sword from him and was now playing with it.

Sakura shook her head. "You're going to cut yourself, Naruto!" Sakura reached out to take the sword from him, but Naruto had lost control of it and swung it in a completely wrong direction; he had cut Sakura's arm.

"Oh no…" Naruto whispered in fear, watching the rage build up in Sakura. Her face was turning red, and she was giving Naruto her worst death glare.

"NARUTO!!!!!!!!!" Sakura screamed, heading towards Naruto. He dropped the sword and started running away but it was too late; Sakura had sent him flying half-way across Konoha.

Sasuke watched his friends in amusement as he went to pick up his sword. Suddenly remembering someone else who was there, he turned to where Kakashi was sitting. He hadn't moved at all and looked as though he hadn't noticed a thing; he was so immersed in his book that he was completely oblivious of what had just happened.

Team 7 trained together until the late afternoon. Sakura had healed her arm, and Sasuke and Naruto had fought each other; to Sasuke's disappointment, Naruto beat him. Even though Naruto acted completely childish and immature, he was still one of the strongest shinobi in the whole village.

On the ground, panting, Sasuke noticed that it was starting to get dark; Itachi would be home soon. He bid his team farewell and started to head back.

As Sasuke neared the front door of his house, he heard giggling and moaning. Oh great, my parents are making another kid. Sasuke thought to himself. After bracing himself, he opened the door.

Sasuke walked towards the living room, preparing to break his parents apart. His brother was supposed to come in about 30 minutes, and finding your parents making out on the couch wasn't exactly the best welcome home gift.

He walked into the room and once he caught sight of the couch, he stopped in his footsteps. There on the coach was a young girl with medium length black hair, wearing a black dress with a blue and purple checkered collar. The bottom of the dress was the same color and pattern as the collar, but it looked like a skirt. The dress looked kind of like a school uniform, and yet it was too cute to be one. Sasuke could barely see her shimmering gray eyes, but he saw enough to know he'd never seen anything like them. She looked kind of cute.

The girl, however, was nothing compared to the young man she was making out with. The sight of him took Sasuke's breath away. He was a black haired beauty with pale, lustrous skin. He was wearing a loose blue t-shirt and black skinny jeans that shaped his butt perfectly. Wondering who this gorgeous person was, Sasuke gasped as he caught a glimpse of fiery red eyes; it was him.

The stunning being saw his younger brother frozen to the spot, and he surfaced from the kiss. A seductive smile made its way onto Itachi's face.

"Hello Sasuke. I'd like you to meet my fiancé, Ami."

A/N: Heyy guys! So, for those of you who read my profile, I know I said I'd update on Sunday but…. I got really busy and I'm really sorry!! D:. I feel really bad about not updating sooner, so I brought you guys cookies!!!! :D You can have chocolate chip, sugar, gingerbread cookies (yumyum!), or those reaaally yummy pink frosted ones!!! I LOVE those, aha.

Also, I've been thinking of starting another fanfic soon. I'm not sure what it's about, but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be either SasuSaku or SasuNaru.

By the way, this is kind of where the story actually starts. The first two chapters were sort of like an introduction. Now everyone's older and sexier so it's all good. :D

ONE LAST THING! If you like Vampire Knight, there's this really awesome fanfic you should check out that's written by this really amazing author! If you don't like Vampire Knight, well then read it anyways! It's called Priorities by CassaraLove. So look it up or DIEEE! Thanks for reading my fanfic and extremely long author's note. xDDDD