I slowly made my way over to where they both were sat, i sit down and i know Tilly can tell im nervous so she puts her hand over mine and reassures me everything going to be ok. i then look over to Maddie and she said

'Jen don't look so worried its ok im here to help you both through everything i promise'

'Thank you Maddie, i guess Tilly told you i needed someone to talk to then ?'

'Yeah she did tell me do you still want someone to talk to because im going to be their for whenever Tils needs me so i will be the same for you'

'Maddie that it really nice of you thank you right well then here it goes'

i try and speak but nothing seems to be coming out then i see Tilly looking at me all worried but i don't know how to say it. what if she gets really angry with me.

i see Jen struggling to get out whatever's inside her so i say ' Jen babe its ok you know me and Mads are here for you whatever's on your mind please just talk to us'

i was about to speak but Maddie beat me ' Jen i promise i will be here for you and Tilly'

Right here it goes then im praying that Tilly doesn't get angry with me

' Well the thing is im scared , scared in case you decide to move on find someone else better than me,i hate being like this seeing you everyday. i cant touch you i have to act like your not even there i have to blank yo out in the corridors and it breaks my heart to see you little face drop sad when i walk past and don't even acknowledge that your there. im scared of just in case you don't want to be with me anymore you move on and find someone different your age, a girl who you can be normal with hold hands and kiss in public. We have to sneak around. Tilly your 18 right you have life ahead of you, your still making choices, you've got a life to live a...

i cut her short before she says anything she regrets i say this a bit angry ' Jen don't be so stupid why would i want to move on yeah i know its horrible having to have to ignore me all the time and yeah it does break my heart but theirs nothing that can change that, you've got to do that even if it breaks your heart. you know i love you sooooo much that i cant explain and why would you even think about me wanting to move on in my life and saying im 18 so i have a life ahead of you. This sounds like you want to break up with me'

i start to cry and Jen comes over to me she wipes the tears away with her thumb and kisses me, i kiss her back because i don't want her to leave me i want her to know what shes missing out on. I don't know weather this kiss means goodbye or not. She then pulls away and starts to speak.

'babe no im not leaving you this isn't what you think its going to be im just telling you whats on my mind and breaking up with you defiantly isn't on my mind i promise that for the world'

i can see Tilly's face light up its the most amazing smile in the world.

'Jen i love you so much and never ever want to leave you ok you cant think that im going to leave you no chance'

so i move it for another kiss and its getting heated that someone coughs and i remember Mads is in the room so i break the kiss, i can feel myself burn in embarrassment.

' So Tilly did you forget i was in the room then' Me and Jen burst out laughing

' right yes i did im going to go now the bell is going to be going soon and don't want to be late for my next lesson'

i reach the door and feel something wrapped behind me pulling me away from the door i turn around and it was Jen.

'I don't think so missy just because you got all embarrassed in front of your friend awww babe'

' Tilly their is no need to be embarrassed in front of me you've known me all your life and i actually thought it was pretty cute'

' Well you've only just found out about us so i will take it a step at a time and awww thanks Mads'

with that they were now all the best of friends who knows what going to happen next...

I just want to thank you for all taking you time to read this i will try and post move chapters soon !