We took a seat as soon as we got into the house, we all kinda sat awkwardly on the ground considering me and Derek haven't fixed up the abandoned house he found they day I got here.

"Okay guys, I think I know whats killing all these people." Derek said as we all sat down, his voice weary and his eyes sad, he looked down at me, my eyes stricken with sadness, he knew I was going to break soon.

"I need filled in!" I said all I knew about was that a bunch of people were dying and I had no clue why.

Derek and Stiles smiled as Aryanna turned to look at me, "Something has been going around and killing people for the past few day, it's killed Isaacs dad, a hunter, and we think it may be after more people if we don't get to it fast enough."

"So Derek what do you think it is?" I asked.

"Its called a Kanima, it kills for a master, so basically it kills whoever the person asks it to."

"You okay Marissa?" Isaac asked placing a hand on my shoulder.

I nodded and looked over at Stiles before standing up and walking out.

"Whats wrong with your sister Derek?" Isaac asked as they watched me leave the house.

I heard a muffled "Today is the 11th year since our family died in the fire."

I sat on the ground a few feet away from the house before I started crying, not a small cry, this is the first time in years that I actually cried, I let it all free, the days wishing I could see my family again, the days wishing I could have died with them, the days wondering why I wasn't dead.

"Marissa?" I heard stiles voice behind me, but I didn't move, and he knew I wasn't going to, so he came over and placed his hand around my shoulders.

"Stiles, why are you out here?"

"One on my best friends is crying, why the hell wouldn't I be out here?"

It was cold out and i shivered, as soon as he felt it he put his jacket around my shoulders.

"Stiles, i dont understand why i lived, there were so many other people in my family that deserved it way more than i did." He looked down at me, his eyes twinkling.

"Because Marissa, you were meant to, you are an amazing beautiful girl, funny and clumsy, you make me smile, and youve just met all those people in that room other than Derek and they already love you." I couldnt help but smile at what stiles said, hes always so funny and he got so serious like he cared alot for me.

After about 5 more minutes of watching everyone leave he helped me up so we could walk back into the house. "

Derek." I said when i saw him sitting on the chair his head in his hands.

He looked up at me and embraced me in a hug.

"I'm sorry, you were so young during the fire, only 6, i didnt think it would affect you."

"it affected me more than you would know." Derek huged me even tighter as i said this, he understood, he finally understood.

"I love you Marissa, how about you go protect Stiles for the night."

I nodded as stiles walked over to Derek.

*Stiles POV*

I walked over to Derek as hte motioned me over, "Go wait in the Jeep Marissa, ill be out in a second." I placed my hand on the small of her back as she walked out.

"I think she needs to stay with somone for the night, and i know how much you care for her, just take her out have fun or talk, just take her mind off things."

I nodded at Dereks insructions, i ran out to my jeep to se marissa sitting there quietly.

"Do you have clothes for tomorrow Marissa, we arent coming back until tomorrow."

"Yeah, i always keep some with me." She said as a week smile came across her tired face, but surprisingly she still maneged to look beautiful, her makeup was under her eyes, her cheeks were flushed red and her eyes were red from crying.

She laied her head on my shoulder as i drove to my house.

"We should probably ask Aryanna to check up on Derek."

"I'll text her." She said with a yawn pulling her iphone out her pocket.

"She said she would be glad to go by, I just hope Derek isnt feeling like I'm feeling, because i feel pretty damn awful."

I grabbed her hand, "Its going to be okay."

We got out of the jeep as i turned the corner to my house.

"Im going to talk to my dad if hes home, just go to my room, i'll meet you up there."

I walked down to the living room to see dad sitting at the table reading a case file which he always is.

"Hey dad, Marissa has to stay here tonight, something happened at home and-"

"Its fine, im going to bed, night."

"Night dad." I kinda shook my head but went upstairs to Marissa, who was sitting on my computer chair, she said she didnt want to mess anything up.

I decided since we had school we would go to sleep.

"You can lay with me, its no big deal." She nodded and laied down next to me, she shivered so i wrapped my arms around her little body, as soon as i could feel her heartbeat slow down i whispered "I like you more than Scott."

*Derek POV*

I steped outside the house to see Aryanna pulling up in her car.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, i wanted time alone, i didnt ever want my own sister here. "Marissa begged me to come, here you need a hug."

She ran up to me and hugged me, her arms around my torso, her face looking up at me, and i hugged her back, which surprised me, the only person i hug is Marissa, or family i guess, but Aryanna was diffrent, she was gorgeous, she was breath taking in my eyes.

She let go and went to grab a bag and a tablet.

"Since im staying the night here, moms working the night shift and Scott doesnt mind, im going to change and we'll watch a movie." I just nodded as she went to the downstairs bathroom.

She came out in yoga pants and a hoodie.

"Okay, i wanna watch a scary movie, that okay?" I nodded as she slid down in the seat next to me.

At times she would freak out an lean into me, and other times it was me freaking out.

At the end over the movie i had my arm around her shoulder and she was asleep on my shoulder.

Hey, sorry for the short update, it was kinda deep though, im so excited for the episode tonight, thanks for reading!