I Do Not Own Axis Powers Hetalia. This chapter is in Ivan's Point Of View.
I Want To Give Up
By Waterrain
I walked inside of Alfred's bedroom. I have not forgotten on how I broke his door and I'm going to fix it since I destroyed it.
"Hello, Alfred. I will be fixing your door since I broke it, da." I commented calmly and Matthew walked out.
"Violence doesn't solve anything." Alfred told me and he closed those beautiful eyes, but it was in vain for I already noticed his puffy eyes. Victory, Isolation, Opera, Love, Ego, Negation, Corpses, and Equal.
Victory happens during a fight, but there is always loses on each side. It is about who suffered the least amount of loses.
Isolation occurs at times when a person is the best at being violent and acting on their violence urges of beating people up to keep their blood-lust levels low.
Opera singing is what goes through my mind at times when I'm beating people up.
Ego is not a good thing to have when fighting for having too much ego can be a person's downfall.
Negotiations at times are easier after a fight.
Corpses will be on the ground, side-walk, floor, in a pool, and several other locations if the violence goes too far.
Equal violence at times does not occur, but all people are equal in the end for everyone dies.
"That is correct, but sometimes it makes a person feel better." I said softly while putting my hands on his damp cheeks. "You have been crying."
"I'm an emotional wreck. Two years of being fooled that someone actually loves me. Two years of thinking Arthur and me would always be together, but it was just a cruel lie. I was so stupi-"
"You are not stupid, Alfred." I stated firmly.
"I should have-"
"Should haves, what if's, and what could have I done is self-destruction. Think of the here and now, Alfred." I whispered into his right ear, his arms wrapped around my shoulders, and I really do wish to help him.
"Why do you care? You and me hardly even talked to one another in two years." He said in a low voice. I held him a bit tighter and remained quiet for a moment.
"I will always be here for you, Alfred." I promised him and he looked at me with such vulnerable eyes that it pulled at my heart strings. Never before has he looked so very vulnerable, fragile, and I will keep my promise to him.
"Ivan, I want my heart to stop hurting."
I kissed him on the lips, my arms around his upper back, and after a moment looked into Alfred's eyes hoping he understands..
"To help a hurting heart is to fill it up with new love, da." I informed him and kissed him on the left cheek. I'm determined to heal Alfred's broken heart with my pure love that I hold towards him. This is my chance to show Alfred how much I care about him and how much I love him.
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