After a few hours of the three of us hanging out in Nicole's dorm, Robin decided to leave us alone. We insisted that he stay, but he refused saying that we need some alone time. Which, he's absolutely right, but it feels odd leaving him by himself while Nicole and I just hang out in her dorm! It doesn't feel like we're being good friends.
Yet, here I sit, with Nicole... In an empty and shockingly quiet dorm room.
I couldn't quite pinpoint exactly why this felt so awkward? But I had a feeling that it had something to do with the fact Nicole has been sort of... distant lately. Yeah. Since our last time visiting each other, Nicole has been too busy to really talk to me. We'd occasionally text throughout the day, but she'd sometimes take a while to reply, and when I'd want to talk on the phone, she'd be studying or something.
I know it's totally plausible that she'd have to study, so she wouldn't be able to stay up late with me or whatever, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I'm probably just overreacting...
"So..." Nicole spoke, pulling me out of my perfectly reasonable, but also totally unreasonable, thoughts. "What do you wanna do?" She asked, putting her arm around my shoulders.
I leaned into her instinctively and gave a shrug. "Honestly, I just wanna be with you. It doesn't really matter to me what we do." And that was true. I did just want to be with her, but I also wanted to know that she wanted that, too.
"Okay, well, we can watch something on Netflix?" She suggested.
Netflix? Again? I scoffed unintentionally loud and shook my head. I couldn't believe her. We hadn't seen each other in two months and all she wanted to do was the exact thing we'd done two months ago?
Nicole seemed to catch on to my apprehension and sighed heavily, moving her arm from my shoulders and scooting away. "Guess not. Never mind," she muttered.
"What do you mean never mind? And why are you scooting away from me?" I asked, sounding snappier than I'd intended as I turned to look at her. She looked irritated and upset all at once and it made me feel bad.
Nicole scoffed, turning her head to look at me, her eyes narrowing at me. "What do you mean? You just said that you don't care what we do, but when I suggest something you act like it's a stupid idea!"
"I never said it was a stupid idea!" What the hell is she talking about?
"Oh, really? Waverly, you scoffed like it was the most ridiculous thing you'd ever heard."
"Because it's exactly what we did the last time we hung out- which was TWO MONTHS AGO, NICOLE!" I yelled at her, standing up from her bed and folding my arms across my chest. "Do you not wanna touch me? Is that what's going on?" I was pissed off, and I wasn't completely sure why.
Nicole flinched at my yelling but stayed in her spot on the bed. She looked at me like I was absolutely insane, which definitely didn't help the situation.
"Are you serious? Do you even hear yourself? What are you talking about? I never said I didn't wanna touch you, where is this coming from?" Nicole all but yelled back, her eyebrows furrowing with confusion.
"We haven't seen each other in two months," I reminded her loudly.
"I'm aware," Nicole snapped. "What does that have to do with anything?"
Tears welled up in my eyes, making it harder for me to keep up my anger. Nicole's eyes softened at the sight of the tears. "We haven't seen each other in two months. We haven't talked on the phone, we haven't Skyped. Nothing. And now I'm here... and all you wanna do is watch Netflix. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel?"
Nicole stood up and cuffed my face in her hands. I closed my eyes and held onto her wrists, tears still streaming down my cheeks. Nicole's thumbs wiped the tears away and I could have melted into her hands. I don't know why I was crying... I should have been happy to just sit and watch Netflix with her.
"Baby... I'm sorry, okay? I didn't mean to." She whispered, her thumbs caressing my cheeks.
I shook my head, opening my eyes to look at her. I scanned her face and she really meant it. She really was sorry. "I know you didn't... I just... I wanna know."
"You wanna know what?"
"Why you haven't been talking to me... why we haven't seen each other."
Nicole sighed, her hands sliding down to my shoulders. My hands moved from her wrists to her forearms, and she closed her eyes for a second before opening them again. "Things have been really hard for me here. Classes are stressful, and then I was being dragged out to parties. I just didn't have time to keep up with everything and talk to you at the same time. I know I should have put you first, but things have been getting pretty hectic around here."
As soon as the words left her mouth, I felt like shit. I know I should have put you first... I told her when she left that I wasn't gonna get in the way, yet here I am... Getting in the way. "No," I told her.
Nicole's eyes widened a bit as I stepped back, pulling myself away from her. I wiped my own tears and shook my head.
"You shouldn't have put me first," I spoke. My tone was firm, but stray tears kept falling from my eyes. No matter how many times I wiped them away, there was always more coming.
Nicole stared at me, seemingly speechless for a few moments before she cleared her throat. "Wh- What?" She asked, confused.
I took a deep breath. Come on, Waves. You got this. "You need to focus on your career, Nicole. If you're putting me first, you can't do that. I told you ten months ago that I wouldn't get in the way of your dreams, but that's exactly what I'm doing." My voice started to break in the middle of my last sentence and despite my efforts to hold them back, more tears began to fall.
Nicole watched me sniffled and wipe my tears away, her eyes soft and sad. She took a few steps forward and pulled me closer to her, her hands on my waist. One hand reached up and she put her finger under my chin, gently making me look at her.
"Hey..." She whispered, her nose brushing against mine. I looked into her eyes, even though her face was so close. "I love you, okay? You will always come first."
My heart melted at the words and I let her close the space between us, closing my eyes as her lips pressed against mine. I kissed back, getting lost in the familiar feeling of her lips while her hands moved the the small of my back and pulled me into her. Our bodies pressed together and I put my hands on the back of her neck and deepened the kiss, my body reacting to her being so close.
Nicole started to pull my shirt up and I pulled away from the kiss, my face remaining close to hers as we were now looking at each other. Her hand slipped under my shirt and her fingers brushed against my stomach. I closed my eyes again, gasping quietly at the feeling of her soft hands. I wasn't sure when I'd feel her hands on me again, and I was excited at the prospect of it happening right now.
Nicole's hands went higher, around to my back, her lips now kissing my neck. I leaned my head back a bit to give her more room, and she parted her lips just a little before I felt her bite down on the skin of my neck softly. A shiver ran through my body and I let out a quiet whimper, causing Nicole to smile against my neck, a low chuckle coming from her throat.
"Are-" Another bite. "Mmm. Are you sure?" I asked, my breathing heavy as I ran my fingers through Nicole's hair.
Nicole sucked on my pulse point before kissing along my jawline. She stopped for a second, dragging her nails down my back ever so gently, causing my body to tremble a bit. "Oh, I'm sure." She muttered against my jaw, her hands disappearing.
She grabbed the hem of my shirt and moved back slightly, pulling my shirt up and over my head in a swift movement. I looked at her with lustful eyes and she looked back, her gaze mirroring my own. She reached behind me, her hands moving down to my butt, which she squeezed for a second, and then all of sudden, her hands disappeared and her arms hooked under my legs. She picked me up!
I yelped in surprise, giggling as Nicole turned us around and laid me down on the bed, settling in between my legs. I smiled at her, biting my lip as I wrapped my legs around her waist, running my fingers through her hair.
"You've gotten a bit stronger, haven't you?" I asked, still impressed by how easily she'd lifted me up. Not that I was very heavy to begin with, but she'd lifted me a lot easier than she had that first time she'd done it.
Nicole chuckled, tilting her head to the side. "I don't know, have I?" She asked in response.
I narrowed my eyes at her playfully, smiling at her as I tried to flip us over. I struggled a bit, grunting as Nicole pushed back, not allowing me to flip her. We started wrestling on her bed, both of us pushing and pulling on each other. Me, to try to get on top of her, and her to try to stay on top. She was winning.
One last grunt as I put all of my strength into trying to flip Nicole, but she pushed back even harder, pinning my hands above my head. I finally stopped struggling and shook my head at her.
"You've been working out," I panted. She was definitely stronger than she had been before, but not too much stronger than me because I'd almost gotten her to flip over a few times.
Nicole chuckled, her face inches away from mine once again. "I have," she confirmed.
"I'll get you one day." I vowed quietly, my face showing determination.
She laughed, shaking her head. "Yeah, okay. You can try
"Oh, I will."
I leaned up, catching her lips in a passionate kiss. She hummed against my lips, her grip loosening on my wrists, which wasn't surprising at all. She parted her lips and I took that as an opportunity to slip my tongue into her mouth, which basically ended it all. Nicole practically melted on top of me, her hands sliding down from my wrists and a low moan coming from her throat. I slipped my arms out from under her hands and quickly flipped us over, so that I was now on top of her. I bit down on Nicole's lip as she pulled away, causing her to moan again before she opened her eyes to look at me. Her pupils her dilated, which I'm pretty sure is a sign of arousal.
"You're sneaky..." Nicole muttered, her voice low and sexy.
I bit my lip, grinning at her. "I told you I'd get you..."
She nodded, her eyes flicking down to my lips. "Oh, you got me, alright."
Nicole pulled me into a rough kiss that hurt my lips a little, but I didn't care. I moaned against her mouth as her hands ran up and down my back. At one point, she used her hands to make me shift my position on top of her. She moved me so that we both had one legs in between each other's legs, our thighs pressed into each other's centers.
After some time in that position, Nicole ended up on top of me again, with my arms pinned above my head (again). She started kissing my neck, and at first, she kept her hold on my wrists, until she started moving down more. She kissed her way down to my chest, gently nibbling on my skin every now, which drove me insane. Her hands moved down to my body and she was touching and feeling every part of my body that she hadn't kissed yet. I bit my lip, my heart pounding as her hands massaged my boobs, which were still covered by my bra.
"Arch you back a bit, baby." Nicole whispered against my skin, her hands rested on my sides.
I shivered at the feeling of her warm breath against my skin and did as she said, arching my back. Her hands slipped underneath me and I felt her fingers pull at the clasp of my bra before it came undone. She pulled my bra off of me and dropped it on the floor, her kisses now going further down my chest. I let my back rest again, watching Nicole as she took one of my nipples into her mouth, her hand massaging my opposite breast.
I moaned quietly, closing my eyes as I enjoyed the feeling of Nicole's tongue swirling around my nipple, her soft hands continuing to touch me. She grazed her teeth against my nipple and then she pulled away before beginning to kiss her way to the other one. Her hands ended up at the top of my jeans, and she unbuttoned them and started to push them down. She stopped what she was doing and sat upright on her knees, causing me to open my eyes and look at her.
Nicole lifted her shirt and pulled it off, tossing it to the floor. She continued pulling my jeans off of me and once they were off, she climbed off of the bed to take off her own pants. She took her sports bra off as she climbed back onto the bed and kissed me, holding herself up with her hands as she climbed on top of me. I wrapped my legs around her waist, running my fingers through her hair as our mouths and bodies moved against each other.
Nicole rolled her hips against me and I felt her grind against my center, both of us gasping in response. My arms wrapped around her torso and pulled her closer, dragging my nails down her back as she moved her hips against me again.
She pulled away from the kiss and looked at me, her hands moving down to pull me closer by my hips. I moaned quietly, biting my lip as Nicole continued to grind against me. The pleasure wasn't intense, but it felt really good either way. Her bare chest was pressed against mine as we moved against each other, and honestly, it was amazing to feel that again. Don't get me wrong, sex isn't everything, but it is nice every once in a while. It had been so long since we'd even touched each other like this, so I was loving every second of this.
Nicole stopped and sat upright, running her hands over my body very slowly, before she stopped at the hem of my panties. She lingered there for a few seconds, her eyes watching me as I bit my lip in anticipation, expecting her to slip her hand into my underwear... But she didn't. She teasingly grazed her thumb over my clit, through the fabric of my underwear, before running her hands over my body again and massaging my boobs. The familiar tingle that showed up between my legs whenever I was turned on started to get intense the more Nicole continued to tease me. I squirmed, trying to prolong the contact she'd make with my clit when her hands traveled downward again, but she would quickly move her hands away with a smirk.
"Nicoooole," I whined, wiggling in protest as she pulled her hand away.
Nicole chuckled, biting her lip as she ran her hands up and down my thighs. "What?" She asked, tilting her head to the side innocently.
I groaned as she started dragging her nails along my inner thighs. "No more teasing," I pouted.
She chuckled again, amused by my whining and pouting, but brought her hands back to the hem of my underwear. She started pulling on them and gave me a look, signaling for me to move so she could take them off. I lifted my butt when she needed me to, and then my legs so that she could pull my underwear off of my legs. Once they were completely off, Nicole dropped them on the floor and opened my legs again.
She continued to tease me for just a little bit longer before she decided that she'd done enough, and she squeezed my ass, looking right at me. "Flip over for me, baby." She instructed, her hands releasing me. She backed up, giving me room as I rolled onto my stomach and shifted back to my original spot.
I didn't know why she'd told me to flip over, but I was pleasantly surprised when she pushed my legs open again and ran her thumb down, through my labia. She was slow about it, dipping into the pooling wetness at my entrance first. I moaned at the feeling of her thumb circling around my clit slowly as Nicole leaned down and kissed my lower back. She kept her thumb moving in circles, trailing kisses down my lower back, her opposite hand squeezing the left side of my butt.
"Mmm, that feels so good, baby." I breathed, gripping the pillow cases as I rested my head against the pillows. My hair fell into my face, but I didn't care. Nicole's hands and mouth felt so good on my body that they were all I was focusing on.
Nicole bit down on my skin, causing me to shiver and let out a whimper in response. She chuckled before swiping her tongue over the spot she'd bitten down on, pulling away and shifting positions as she slipped two fingers inside of me with ease.
"Mmm," Nicole hummed, squeezing my ass with her free hand. "You're so wet for me. Did you feel how easy that was, baby?"
I nodded against the pillow, biting my lip. Nicole pulled her fingers out and then slipped them back inside slowly, going deeper this time. I tensed up as she curled her fingers slightly, hitting that amazing spot inside of me. I moaned loudly, closing my eyes as Nicole kissed my lower back, occasionally biting down on skin as she continued to slip her fingers in and out of me at a steady pace.
"Oh, my god. That feels so good, holy shit," I moaned. "Go faster, baby. Fuck me harder."
Nicole obeyed, thrusting her fingers into me harder and faster, biting down on skin. She was biting hard, but not hard enough to hurt me. I mean, it hurt... but not in a bad way.
She slowed down a bit before kissing her way up my back, her fingers still inside of me. She brushed my hair out of my face and kissed my cheek. "I love you, baby." She whispered in my ear, still pushing her fingers in and out of me slowly.
I had my eyes closed, lost in the pleasure that was building up in my entire body. "I love you, too."
Nicole kisses my cheek again before moving down a bit to kiss my shoulder. Her body was settled right next to me on the bed, her lips pressed against my shoulder, when she started going fast and hard again.
I tended up, clenching my fists around the fabric of the pillow cases, biting my lip to stop myself from moaning to loud. It wouldn't help though, because I knew I was about to come harder than I ever had before. How did I know?
Easy. Nicole has never fucked me like this. And it was amazing. But also really confusing... She's never done this to me before... but after not having sex in about... five months? Why was she doing this all of a sudden?
Fuck. Wow, that feels good. It's-
Fuuuuck. I'm gonna-
I whimpered, moving against Nicole's fingers. "Don't stop, don't stop. I'm gonna-" I came. Hard. My body tensed up again, the muscles down there tightening as I exploded, sending waves of pleasure throughout my body. "Mmm. God, yes! Nicole!" I cried out, much louder than I'd wanted.
"Shhh," Nicole shushed. She slowed down, pushing her fingers deep inside. "I do live in a dorm room, remember?" She asked, chuckling as my body trembled.
I let out an airy chuckle, trying to catch my breath. "You're too good at that. How come you've never— Mmm— How come you've never done that to me before?"
Nicole shrugged, slipping her fingers out of me and grazing them against my clit for a quick second, making my body shake in response. Her hand disappeared and I opened my eyes to find her licking her fingers clean. When she was done, she smiled at me. "Maybe I wanted to wait." She peppered my shoulder with kisses, trailing them closer to my neck.
I giggled, squirming a bit as she got closer. "Wait for what? We've been together for almost a whole year now!" What the hell was she waiting for?
Nicole laughed. "I know. I don't know what. But you enjoyed what I just did, right?"
I made a face. "Well..." I trailed off, using a tone that suggested I hadn't enjoyed it as much I had.
Nicole's face scrunched up. "Oh, come on, you came all over my fingers just now! I could tell you enjoyed it." She sounded a little offended, but I knew she knew I was kidding.
"So why are you asking, smart ass?" I scoffed, nudging her playfully before propping myself up on my elbows.
"I just wanted to make sure."
I leaned closer to her, brushing my nose against her own. "Oh, you did, huh?"
Nicole smiled a bit, nodding. "I did."
I closed the space between us, kissing her passionately. I pushed myself up onto my hands and knees, not breaking the kiss, and straddled Nicole's waist. My fingers tangled up in her hair, I bit down on her lip, earning a moan from her. I pulled away and kissed her cheek, trailing down to her neck, dragging my lips along her skin slowly. I bit down on the skin of her jawline, nipping at it gently. Nicole let out a soft moan, her hands running up and down my back.
I moved my hand between us and slipped it inside her underwear, listening to the sound of Nicole's breathing as my fingers caressed the area above her center.
"Waverly... Please," Nicole whimpered, squirming underneath me.
I loved her like this... I loved making her whimper and beg. "Please what, baby?" I asked innocently, pulling my hand away and dragging my fingers along her stomach.
Nicole shivered in response, biting her lip. "Please touch me." She groaned, her hips bucking, trying to grind against me.
I giggled, kissing her jaw. "I am touching you, my love." I slid my hand up her body and massaged one of her breasts.
A moan escaped her lips, her nails digging into my back gently. "You know what I mean," she whined.
I shook my head, pulling back to look at her, tilting my head to the side. "I do?" I asked sweetly, a teasing sparkle in my eyes.
Nicole's cheeks were read, her breathing heavy. "Fuck me, Waverly. Please," she begged.
I bit my lip as I slipped my hand into her underwear again, going lower this time. My fingers dipped into the wetness at her entrance, and I slid my fingers over her folds, smiling as she let out a moan. I rubbed her clit in circles before slipping two fingers inside of her with ease.
"Is that what you wanted, baby?" I asked in Nicole's ear, enjoying the sounds that escaped her mouth.
"Yes... Oh, Waverly... That feels so good." Nicole ran her fingers through my long hair, taking a fistful of my locks and tugging gently.
I moaned as Nicole pulled on my hair again, pulling my head back so that she could kiss my neck, just under my jawline. I felt her bite down on my skin and I couldn't help but let out a quiet moan, closing my eyes as her lips pressed against my skin again. She started sucking on my pulse point just a bit, making me bite my lip as I continued to push my fingers in and out of her.
"You're so wet, Nicole. Oh my god." I breathed, going faster. My muscles were starting to burn with the movements, but I kept going, encouraged by the sounds escaping Nicole's throat.
She stopped what she was doing, but stayed close to my ear, panting and moaning. "Don't stop, baby. Just like that. God, your fingers feel so good."
I felt a rush of pleasure go through my body in response to her words... She was so sexy like this. I didn't stop. I kept going, curling my fingers every now and then as I pushed them deep inside of her. I loved how warm and wet and soft she was inside.
I leaned down, kissing and nipping at her neck as I continued my movements, thrusting into her with my fingers. Nicole's gripped fistfuls of my hair in her hands, moaning and bucking her hips against my hand. This entire thing was something I'd never experienced before, and it was so hot. I loved that she was being rough, but it was something she'd never done before.
"Don't- don't stop. Fu- I'm gonna come, Waves. Oh, don't stop don't stop." Nicole whimpered, her grip on my hair tightening.
It hurt, but not enough to make me tell her to stop. The pain was kind of sexy, so I just let her pull. I pushed my fingers in deep and curled my fingers, doing the "come hither" move I'd learned on the internet while rubbing her clit with my thumb, and pretty soon, Nicole was over the edge. Her back arched, and she pulled my hair pretty hard as she tensed up and moaned.
She pulled me into a rough and passionate kiss as I continued to move my fingers slowly. She moaned against my lips, her hips moving against me.
"Mmm—" Nicole pulled away. "Don't—" Her body jerked in response to my thumb rubbing her clit again. "That's enough, baby." She laughed, releasing my hair and stroking my cheeks with her thumbs.
I chuckled, pulling my fingers out of her slowly. "Did you like it?" I asked, biting my lower lip.
Nicole's eyes widened a bit, a grin spreading across her lips. "Like it? I loved it, baby. You were amazing. You're always amazing."
I smiled as I pulled my hand out of her underwear and raised it to my lips before licking my fingers clean.
Nicole watched me, biting her lip. "Come here," she said, pulling me closer.
I leaned in and kissed her, our lips pressed together sweetly. I shifted positions, lying down next to Nicole without breaking the kiss until it had been a substantial amount of time. When I did pull away, I rested my head on her chest, her arms wrapping around me almost immediately.
I smiled at the familiar rise and fall of her chest, listening to her heartbeat and relaxed breathing. "I missed this," I muttered, closing my eyes.
Nicole chuckled, running her fingers through my hair. "Me too, baby." She turned her head to the side and pressed a kiss to my forehead.
I let out a soft sigh, focusing on her breathing and the feeling of her fingers running through my hair. I hadn't expected things to go this way, but I'd had hopes... I mean, obviously I didn't expect us to fight and then have make-up sex immediately afterwards.
"Oh, did I hurt you?" Nicole asked suddenly, her fingers stopping their movements.
I opened my eyes and lifted my head to look at her. "What?" I questioned, confused.
"When I, uh... you know. I pulled your hair... I didn't hurt you, did I?" Nicole asked again, a look of concern on her face.
My poor baby... I shook my head, caressing her cheek with my thumb. "No. You didn't hurt me. I actually found it kinda sexy." I winked at her, a smile spreading across my lips.
Nicole blushed, biting her lower lip. "Really? Y-you did?"
I nodded, my smiling getting bigger. "I did. It was different than what we usually do, but it was really hot."
Nicole smiled. "Well, I'm glad you think so. It was totally on accident."
I chuckled, kissing Nicole's cheek before laying back down in my previous position. My head rested on her shoulder, her arms wrapped around me tightly. A silent, loving embrace.
I really had missed this, but it was different this time... Not in a bad way, don't worry! But I'd be lying if I said it felt exactly the same. I thought being with her would feel like no time had passed, but it was the exact opposite.
It felt like longer than two months had passed, but Nicole felt the same. That was the only part of this experience that felt like it always had. Her. Laying with her and feeling her chest as she breathes, hearing her heartbeat as she falls asleep. That was so familiar to me, but everything else felt so different.
What is wrong with me?
A/N: I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING. "JORDYN. SMUT in the THIRD CHAPTER?" You know I say to that? YES. Smut in the third chapter. It's never too early for smut! Especially in the sequel!
This was completely planned (sorta) and I really hope you enjoyed it. I'm not entirely sure if it's my best smut piece to date, but it's definitely more interesting than any other smut I've ever written so...
Thank you so much for bearing with me, you guys. I've had such a busy month, since the last update. We spent the rest of March working on ZYRA stuff and then getting ready for ClexaCon. Beginning of April was all preparations, and there was A LOT.
Though, I am happy to report that ClexaCon 2019 was (mostly) a success! We didn't sell much merchandise, but we got our name out there and met a lot of really cool people (celebs included!) and made some friends!
I hope y'all didn't get impatient waiting for this update. I tried to write as much as possible but I had a bit of a writing dry spell for a bit as well...
I'll try to write more!
xoxo,
Jordyn.