AU: So I figured to be nice and post an additional chapter today. Getting more likes and reviews and some are mixed. Some readers like Happy going through this change and others don't see this as something he would do. To that, I say meeting someone new who intrigues you and maybe makes you feel differently, in a way you've never felt before can have those kind of changes. Other SOA guys have met women who changed them. Just give it a chance. Maybe my next story he will be more harsh but for this one, he's not. He will still have his moments of course, but overall he's going to be falling in love. I don't like how on the show we don't get to know enough about him and I can see him having a sweet spot for a very special lady. Enjoy!
"Happy, we just got home two hours ago. Where are you off to?" Tig questioned him as he saw Happy getting back onto his bike. Happy just glared at him and took off. He had a long run and hadn't talked to Rachel for the two weeks he was gone. He told himself he needed to see her to get laid. He knocked on her door and she opened it obviously not expecting to see him. Happy looked at her and she was stunning. She had on a red halter dress that hugged her body and red high heels. Her hair was all in curls that he was dying to run his fingers through. He leaned in to kiss her and she backed away from him. What the fuck? He said, wondering why the hell she would do that.
"Happy, I wasn't expecting you. I have a date tonight, you need to leave now." She sighed, not wanting to get into this with him right now. She started to shut the door on him, but he pushed it open and walked in.
"The hell you have a date, I haven't seen you in two weeks." He said and pulled her to him and kissed her hungrily. She was trying to gently push him away but he wasn't having any of it. His missed her too damn much. And kissing her he felt refreshed, she was like a drug to him. He stopped when they had to catch their breath and she took his hands and held them in front of her.
"I seriously have to get going, I'm going on this date whether you like it or not." She said firmly, maintaining eye contact with him seeing that his eyes went very dark when she said it and he glared at her. He gave her credit for standing up to him, everyone was afraid of him and she wasn't one of them.
"Why do you want to go on a stupid date anyways when you have me here now?" He asked her, pulling her back in his arms, rubbing her lower back. She closed her eyes, couldn't lie to herself she was excited to see he was back, but she had to be strong.
"I'm not one of your women who you can come around when its convient for you to fuck me. We just have a good time and that's it. I'm still looking out there for someone I can get serious with, and it definitely isn't you." She answered honestly. She saw the hurt in his eyes, but he quickly masked it back to his angry face.
"You think that's what this is? I just come to fuck you and leave? Someone you can use until you find your fucking price charming?" He said, getting more and more angry by the second. She backed away from him and went to the door, opening it.
"Get the fuck out Happy. I don't want some guy who is out getting blown and fucking all these nasty women. I want a real man." She replied strongly. Happy just gave her one cold, long glare before he walked out the front door. He sped off on his bike and went back to the clubhouse, planning on getting shitfaced. Here he was going after what he wanted and she kept putting a fight up against him. He didn't want to fight with her, but he sure as hell didn't want her out on a date with some guy either. He sat down in a chair in the corner with his bottle of Jack and just started slamming it. Jax was playing pool and saw Happy storm in. Tara had filled him in on what was happening between Rachel and him. Although Jax was extremely shocked Happy even had those kind of feelings inside of him, he knew he was probably struggling through this process and might need a few tips. He walked over with his beer and sat down on a nearby couch.
"Hey brother, you doing okay?" Jax asked him. Happy just gave his classic nod of the head, taking another swig of the bottle. "Look, Tara told me about you and Rachel..." Jax tried a different approach and when he heard Rachel's name, he quick turned his head and glared at Jax. "I'm here to help man, this shit is all new to you and you obviously feel something for this woman. Let me help you." He said and Happy took a long look at the ground. He was conflicted, he never talked about shit unless it was club business, especially not his own feelings. But he knew he could trust Jax about this.
"She just wants me for a good fuck. Still dating other guys, looking for more." He said, and lit a smoke.
"And your not cool with her seeing other men then?" Jax asked him.
"Fuck no. I don't want her seeing anybody else. She thinks I just see her as a piece of ass." He explained, taking a deep inhale on his nicotine.
"And what do you see her as? Old lady material?" Jax threw out the tough question.
"I don't fucking know. All I know is I like being with her, fucking her, none of these girls-he said gesturing towards the sweetbutts- do it for me anymore." He sighed and rubbed his head.
"Wow." Jax replied, he didn't realize Happy wasn't even enjoying the women they had at their disposal. "Well why don't you tell her all this? Let her know how you feel?" He asked.
"Yeah, so she can just shut me down again. I don't know how you do it Jax, putting your shit out there to Tara. Killing someone is much easier than having these "feelings talks." Happy said and they shared a laugh.
"Yeah, its true, but sometimes when you find a woman worth it, you got to take that chance." He stated, and smacked Happys knee. "Think about it bro." He stood up and walked away, leaving Happy with a lot to think about.
Rachel pulled into her driveway, getting home from her date when she saw Happy sitting there against his bike smoking a cig. She rolled her eyes and got out of her car. "What are you doing back here again?" She asked him, her heels clicking as she walked up to him.
"Gonna prove you wrong." He said, grabbing her and pulling her in for an aggressive kiss. He was grabbing all over her body and her brain was screaming to stop it, but her body was loving his touch, he was the only one who could get her feeling like this intense passion. She moaned into his mouth and he picked her up and carried her into her place. Setting her up on the kitchen counter he pulled her dress up and ripped off her panties.
"Damnit Happy, really gonna keep ruining all my underwear?" She whined as he was taking his pants down.
"Takes too damn long." He simply replied as she put a condom on him and he eased his dick inside her. He kept his eyes on her to know when she was used to his size, he had to always remind himself that she's too tight for him to be rough with right away. He fucking loves that about her. She wraps her legs around him, pulling him closer and takes off his shirt. "Oh fuck babe." He groans as his dick is hitting a different angel, even deeper inside her. He holds on tightly to one of her hips and uses his free hand to grab the back of her head to kiss her. She is surprised at how often he likes to kiss her, but at the same time they are mind blowing kisses.
"Well, definitely going to have to clean the counters before I cook on them." She laughs as she hops down from the counter afterwards.
"You gonna try and kick me out now?" He asks her, wrapping his arms around her. She shakes her head no. "Good girl, lets go to bed." He whispers in her ear and kisses her cheek.
Rachel was getting ready for work, it was her Friday and she was looking forward to the weekend. She had showered, and was curling her hair in her leopard print bra and blue pencil skirt when Happy came up behind her, wrapping his arms around her and kissing her neck. She looked at him through the mirror and smiled. "Hey, I want you to come to the clubhouse tonight, we're having a party." Happy said, laying a few more kisses on her shoulder.
"You sure about that? This has been moving pretty quickly and Hap, you've never had a serious woman in your life." She pointed out to him, and he sighed and rubbed his head.
"Damnit Rach, I don't need you to fight me on every fucking thing. I'm doing what feels right, sure its fast but I'm not complaining, are you?" He asked her.
"I just am not sure I'm ready for all the biker shit. We aren't on solid ground yet and I think it would be best to wait until we were." She tried to reason with him.
"How about a compromise, I hear that is a big thing when your seeing someone." He said, which made her smile. "Come to the party tonight, and if you feel its too much, you can leave, okay?" He offered and she nodded her head yes. He grabbed the back of her head for a sweet kiss. "I gotta go, see you tonight." He said and slapped her ass on the way out.
What the fuck am I getting myself into? Rachel thought on the inside as she heard him leave. She had meant for this to be a one time thing, turned into multiple, and now Happy was wanting even more from her. They haven't had the talk of relationship yet, she knew this was a whole new world to him and wanted to give him time to adjust. But she was surprised as how much he was trying. That was the only reason she said yes to giving this thing with him a shot. The second he starts acting like his old self is the moment she walks out the door...or moves it back to just hooking up.
Happy was at the bar with one of his brothers Tig. Everytime the door opened, he would casually look to see if it was Rachel. He wasn't sure how he was going to act, now that they would be in front of all his brothers. The ones from his charter knew Happy was getting it from some woman outside the club, since he kept shooting all the croweaters down. He kept quiet about who, only person who did know was Jax.
She finally came walking through the door, wearing black boots and skinny jeans and a black tank top that showed off her beautiful rack, her clothes looked like they were made to fit her body. She hair her hair in beachy waves and dark smokey eyes and her signature plump red lips. She walked up to Happy at the bar, unsure of how they were supposed to act. "Hey." She said quietly. Tig raised his eyebrows at her and also checked her out, which was pissing Happy off. He knew she was going to get those looks but still didn't sit well with him.
"Hey, glad you came." He said to her, he motioned for the prospect to get her a beer and grabbed her ass and pulled her to him.
"So you must be the reason why Happy is gone all the time?" Tig inquired, getting a glare from Happy.
"Be nice Tig." He warned, hoping his brothers would be good to her and make her feel at home.
"Just kidding Hap, glad to see you have made him happy, disregard the sarcasm." Tig said and reached his hand out to shake it.
"Thanks Tig." She simply said and shook his hand and grabbed her beer from the prospect and took a long drink.
"Well I see a lovely sweetbutt that needs my attention, enjoy yourself tonight Rachel, make yourself at home." He said honestly, trying to be nice. She nodded her head at him as he walked away.
"You look good." Happy said to her, sitting down on a bar stool and pulling her into his lap.
"Thank you. I didn't want to stick out in my normal attire, so figured this would suit the occasion better." She replied, leaning into his touch. He was rubbing her back gently and she knew he was trying to make her feel comfortable there.
"Means a lot to me that you showed up Rach." He whispered in her ear, sending shivers down her back.
Tara walked in the clubhouse not in a good mood. She had a long unexpected shift at work and needed to have some drinks. She was shocked when she saw Rachel there, sitting on Happys lap at the bar. He was rubbing her back gently and looking into her eyes as they were talking, moving a strand of hair if it fell in her face. Tara didn't realize how bad Happy had it for her. Just as Tara got up to the bar, Jax also walked up.
"Hey babe." He said to her and gave her a kiss. "I gotta talk to Hap for a few but then I'm all yours okay?" And she nodded, sitting down on the stool next to them.
The guys walked away and Tara had a shit eating grin on her face. Rachel rolled her eyes and took another long drink of her beer. "Seriously, never thought I would say this, but you and Happy are a cute couple. He's got it bad for you." Tara stated and Rachel blushed a little.
"One day at a time Tara." Rachel stated and took another long drink. She glanced around and saw a croweater giving a guy a blowjob, another showing her boobs to a few guys, and a girl dancing on the pole. She forced herself not to look disgusted with her surroundings. She felt dirty being there with these kind of activities going on. She leaned forward on the bar. "Hey bartender!" She yelled, getting the prospects attention. He came over quickly to them. "You got anything stronger for me? Something to make me not notice a guy getting sucked off over there?" She asked and he laughed and poured a few shots.
"What are you doing?" Tara asked, confused at what she had going on in her head.
"Just time to have some fun Tara, if everyone else is cutting loose, I'm going to too." She replied, downing three shots and sat back feeling the good buzz already hitting her. "Get drunk with me Tara." She demanded and shoved some shots her way. Tara just stared at them, not taking them. "You want me to stick around? Make me have a good time, might help your case." Rachel said, knowing Tara would do it. Tara shot her a glare but downed the shots.
When Happy was walking back after his chat with Jax, he saw Rachel looked to be having a good time. She was sitting down on a couch with Chibs and she was laughing at something he was saying. It made Happy smile on the inside to know she was doing okay on her own, and he knew Chibs was one of the few brothers he could trust to not hit on her. He grabbed a glass of Jack from the bar and walked over to the couch, pulling Rach up and sitting her back down on his lap.
"You got a great lady here Hap, one of a kind." Chibs said and smiled at Rachel.
"Having a good time?" Hap whispered in her ear and she nodded her head at him. He took a quick nibble at her ear and she giggled.
"Yeah she is." Hap said, looking at her admirely. Chibs couldn't believe his eyes. He never thought the Killer would fall for someone, and the way he looked at her made Chibs feel excited for them. Happy was previously only focused on club business and Chibs thought it was great for him to have other than the club, something to come home to. He could tell Rachel was a good person for him, someone to keep him grounded.
At about two am, Happy was walking out of the bathroom when he felt someone grab his crotch. Instantly, thinking it was a croweater trying to get him, he grabbed their hand and yelled at them. "What the fuck do you think your doing?" He saw it was Rachel and she had an innocent look on her face.
"Hmmm, thought you would have liked it babe." She said and he had let go of her hand. She leaned into him and started sucking on his neck.
"Ahhhh fuck baby, not here. Wanna go back to your place?" He asked her, as she pushed herself up against him. He groaned feeling her breasts against him.
"Too far, how about your room?" She responded, and he picked her up and took off to his room. He slammed and locked the door shut. He had been waiting the whole night to have her, but wanted her to make the move. Now he wasn't going to waste any time.
AU: I hope you liked it!