A/N: Seriously, I love you guys. Stick with me. Yes, this is angsty. But this is something I needed to get out of my head. Patience. :-)
Have you ever felt like you were living in a dream?
Tunnel vision..
I can hear people talking to me, around me...but I have no idea what they are saying.
Going through the motions…without even realizing it.
Shit.
I feel like I haven't taken a breath since I looked at my phone.
Dead.
Both of them.
My dad.
My best friend.
The officer said it was a freak accident, that they didn't feel any pain.
The semi driver wasn't paying attention, didn't see the red light.
They didn't see it coming.
It was instant.
Then why does it hurt so fucking bad?
Knowing they didn't suffer..
That should be enough, right?
That should mean something, right?
But it's not.
I lost my father and my best friend, in one fucking day.
Fuck.
What am I going to do?
I still can't fucking breathe..
Damn.. I cried just re-reading that! Leave me some love, please? I think I need a hug!
If you wanna join my madness, I have a group on facebook. FFLoverLaura's Secret Lair...we have lots of fun.
The link is: http : / www . facebook . com / groups / 139283239484206/ -just remove the spaces! MWAH!