AN: Sorry for the mix-up heres just chapter 3

Chapter 3

Confrontation numero uno

BPOV

Of course the only seat in the room was right next to me.

"So," Edward whispered to fast for anyone else to understand, "you were the brunette kissing the guy in the parking lot."

"Yep," I said not giving him an inch

"So what happened?" he asked obviously hurt. I couldn't help reveling in his pain a little bit. He didn't have it half as bad as I had when he left.

"You left, I fell in love again. Guess I have a thing for vampires. His names Connor," I answered back venom in my voice.

"Bella, I'm sorry. You have no idea how much. I still love you," he whispered.

How dare he. How dare he. How did he think he could justify this. He couldn't just come here and apologies. And expect me to fall back it into his arms. If he thought that was going to happen he was dead wrong.

"Edward I love him. I really do. So please stop it," I said.

As soon as I said it I regretted it. He looked so sad. Like I had knifed him in the heart. For a moment I wanted nothing but to climb into his arms and never get out. For a moment. But then my hatred gripped me again. He had left. I could never love him again. Just to have him leave. To have him lie.

"Oh," was all he could get out. And even that was strangled.

"Yep," I agreed again.

We didn't speak for the rest of the period. I played with my hair every second.

It was a nervous habit that I had picked up from Belinda.

Edward chuckled under his breath. When he saw me doing it and a pencil mysterious whacked him in the head.

I walked out of the room so fast that I don't think anyone even saw me.

He was back and I wanted to die because I was glad. It just seemed so right that he was back. I felt safer, somehow. I had never had this feeling with Conner. I had tried to pretend I had but it had never really been there. I hated him for making me feel the way I had when he was still around.

I didn't have anymore classes with Edward during the morning but I did have one with Alice. Which was not highly pleasant either. Especially when she found out about Connor.

I walked into the classroom and suddenly I was engulfed in a bone crunching hug, "Alice," I said fighting her off.

"Oh Bella," she gushed, "I missed you so much. When we found out about the accident I just wanted to cry my eyes out. But now your back like an angel rising from the ashes. It is so romantic. Have you forgiven Edward yet. Because Bella you have to. He was so miserable without you and now your back and it's so perfect. I mean we all know your soul mates."

Alice said this all in one breath.

"No. Alice I haven't forgiven him yet," she tried to interrupt me but I continued, "and even if I had we couldn't be together."

"Why," she asked shocked.

"Connor," I said. If I said anymore I would have burst out crying. I hated him and loved him at the same time. But if I left Connor I would have to leave the coven and I couldn't say goodbye to them.

"Who's Connor?" Alice asked shocked.

"Connor is the vampire who changed me," she tried to interrupt me yet again but again I continued, "I love him Alice. I really and truly do. And nothing you or Edward says will change that."

Alice seemed to sense my inner struggle and changed the subject, "Hey Bella?" she asked.

"Ye Alice?"

"Nice outfit."

We burst out laughing.

As I walked into the lunchroom I could feel the Cullen's eyes on me. We were the only ones in the lunch room at the moment so it was pretty obvious. The ones who hadn't seen me were looking to catch a glimpse of me. I wouldn't disappoint them when I turned around.

I walked to the table where me and my family sat and jumped onto the top of it. Waiting for the others to show up. I heard Rosalie gasp as she saw my body. I was betting she had seen me and Connor in the parking lot as well and was now putting two and two together.

But then I didn't care.

Because at that moment Connor walked into the room.

I hadn't realized how much I wanted to see him. How much I wanted to reassure myself that I was making the right decision. And when I saw him all my values and morals came flooding back.

The way he lit up when he saw me made me so happy I couldn't restrain myself from hopping off the table and running at him. As quick as I could at a natural, human pace. I couldn't get to him quick enough.

I once again felt the Cullen's eyes on me. They were probably wondering what I was running towards. At the moment I didn't care what anyone thought.

I ran at him so hard that if he hadn't braced himself probably would have knocked him over.

"I missed you so much," I murmured into his chest.

"Well you're the one who insists we go to high school," he said and then added, "if you would let me I would spend every day in that bed room with you." he was kissing me before I really thought about what he said and what Edward had heard.

I was about to break the kiss when Edward flew up from his table and ripped Connor away from me.

They were fighting before I even knew what happened