Hey hey, thanks for the reviews and alert :) that was GREAT. You all the best readers ever. Since I really confused who should Rachel be with I wrote this chapter with slight puckleberry, finchel, and samchel...keep the reviews coming. love you xo
DISCLAIMER: I don't own glee or celine dion, :'(
Old Rachel POV
"I love Noah" my daughter commented
"You do?" I'm giggled, hearing my own daughter saying that she love Noah
"I'm not, he sound really pussy" my son didn't agreed with my daughter
"What did I tell you about word, young man?"
"Sorry…"
"Beside, he is NOT pussy at all, he such a badass"
"WORD!" he point me with his little finger, my daughter laugh at us. Oh how I love them so much.
"He IS! Let me continue okay?"
"Okaaayyyyy" They sound really lazy, but I know deep down they really wanted to know who is their dad
16 years old Rachel POV
We officially broke up right now, me and Finn. I was so hurt every time I see Finn, it's like another piece of my heart being torn into another pieces. I can't forgive him after everything he done to me. Maybe one day I will, but that day is not right now. At night I pray to God that Finn would never sleep with Santana and I'm still his girlfriend, but every morning I woke up my pray never get answered by God. Mercedes and Kurt tried to comfort me, I really appreciated what they done to me at least they make me a little better.
Today on Glee Club Mr. Schue told us that we have to do caroling around the classes, christmas finally here but the fact that I'm a jew doesn't count as a reason to not caroling. I love performing, I really do. In fact I NEED applause to live. I would never let go a chance to performing, but now I'm on a really bad post breakup mood and hating Santa Claus since I saw him open his big white beard on the toilet when I'm nine, might be the only exception to not performing. Beside caroling to classes in Mckinley was not a really good idea, the fact that everyone hates us is why caroling it's not a good idea.
"No Rachel, just because you don't celebrate christmas it doesn't mean you won't join caroling with us, look Puck for the example" Mr. Schue told me with that annoying tone. I crossed my hands and rolled my eyes. I saw Noah smirks from the end of my eyes. I rolled my eyes for the second time, now he must think that he was some kind of superhero just because he join caroling. Well, lately he's trying to impress Lauren Zises to get in on her pants, such a Noah thing.
"Uh..Mr. Schue I don't want to join caroling too" Sam Evans raise his hand and look at me with a little smile on his face. Sam Evans, I've forgotten him for a while.
"Why is that?" Mr. Schue take his eyes away from me, and look at Sam.
"Because there's no christmas in Pandora" Now not just me stares at him, the whole club stare at him with weird look. He said that like that's the most make sense thing in the world
"We really didn't need the second Brittany" Mercedes said, everyone cracked up except him and Brittany
Mr. Schue sigh, "Fine, then you two better prepare a duet for the next school assembly, preferred holiday song"
In that moment I totally forget about Finn and my heart. All that I think right now is what song should we bring. Well, it's somewhat better than caroling. I guaranteed if I join caroling my talent wouldn't be heard with all this people blocking it. But duet was different, and I never did a duet with Sam before actually we weren't talking to each other very much. Not that I hate him, but I believed we all have this person that we had watching in school but never have a chance to talked to them. And in my case, it's Sam Evans.
"I thought you never asked" I use Ms. Holly famous line. I swore to God I saw Finn face change a little bit. I know that Finn still have feelings for me, and I still have feelings for him too. But I'm not ready to forgive him yet, I don't even know did I will ever forgive him.
"Alright, now everyone get ready for the caroling. Maybe Mercedes should have the solo for Ms. Steph class" Mr. Schue told us, everyone getting ready. Everyone now use that Santa Claus with green striped scarf. I couldn't lie that Finn look adorable with that costume, I shook my head to clear that thought from my brain.
Everyone leave me and Sam alone in the room.
"So what song do you like to perform?" He asked me
"Uh.. I was thinking The Magic of Christmas Day by Celine Dion" I love that song, in fact it was performed by my second idol. The first one would be Barbara Streisand.
"I kinda don't know that song"
"What? You don't know that song" I'm purely shocked right now.
"Yeah?" He sound more like asking than answering
"You better buy it at itunes when you got home" I start to sound bossy again, I couldn't help this attitude
"Ma'am yes Ma'am" He stand up straightly and do a salute. I couldn't help but laughing, looking what a dork he is. Well, actually he's a cute dork.
"You're such a dork Sam" He smile softly to me, but suddenly i heard someone on the door. I turn around and find Noah standing with his scarf and Santa hat
"I forgot my guitar" He told us, "Did I interrupting something?"
"No" I answered, way too fast
"Okay then" He looked kinda nervous, finally he left me and Sam alone again
"So what are we gonna do now?"
"Maybe I could teach you the song? I mean I have every single Celine songs in my iPod"
"Sounds good" smiling again
Rachel; Sam; BOTH
Deck the halls with boughs of holly
It's the season to be jolly
And be thankful for all that we have
All the lights and decorations
Put up in the anticipation
Of the joyful celebration
That's on its way
We're counting the days
'Til it's time for Christmas day
Oh and God bless us everyone
The good and the bad
The happy; the sad
Oh and God bless us everyone
Here's to family and friends
It's good to be here again
On the streets there's children laughing
People smile as they are passing
Christmas time is here, our waiting is done
Wishing it could last forever
Not just twelve days in December
Through the year let's try to remember
That special way
That everyone feels
It's the magic of Christmas day
Oh and God bless us everyone
The good and the bad
The happy; the sad
Oh and God bless us everyone
Here's to family and friends
It's good to be here again
So fill your heart with love and joy (love and joy)
And through the eyes of girls and boys (and boys)
Share their wonder, live through their joy
It's easy to do, just open your heart
The spirit will come to you
Oh and God bless us everyone
The good and the bad
The happy; the sad
Oh and God bless us everyone
Here's to family and friends
It's good to be here again
We finish our song in front of the whole school, and everyone clapping their hands. I couldn't believe finally we did it. I smile widely and hug Sam as tied as I could. Thanking God that this school performance not ending with something bad again like it used to. Suddenly I felt someone pull me from Sam hug and I saw Finn with his jealous face. He pulled me to the backstage, I guess I was wrong about nothing bad will happen after performing in front of the whole school I think it somekind of curse
"What are you doing with Sam?" He asked me, looking mad
"We were hugging, friendly hug" I said, looking straightly to his eyes
"Are you dating him?"
"Of course NOT, he's with Quinn! for crying out loud Finn"
"They were broke up"
"What?" I asked him with shocked face and jaw dropped to the floor
"Haven't you heard? a week after you and him assigned to do a duet, he dumped Quinn"
"Wait, do you think I'M the reason the broke up?" I asked him really mad at him, he became silent for a 3 second
"Well…dispute the fact you and him become more closer"
"I can't believe you Finn, you are such a jerk" I turn away from Finn, but he catch my wrist. I tried to pull my hand, but he way too strong. Finally I gave up
"I still love you Rachel, I still and will always do" Cause I didn't respond he continued, "My life without you was a mess, I can't sleep since we broke up, I miss everything about you. I miss your kiss, your touch, and even your controlist. I mean controlling, see… without you I will always use controlist, maybe until I'm death. Cause no one bother to corrected me if I'm wrong, no one actually cared about me, just you Rachel"
I turned to him, he actually touched my heart right now. He leaned closer to me, I didn't move. Finally my lips touched him, but I quickly pulled away. I'm not ready for this.
"No, I-I'm so sorry, I can't" I'm not ready forgive him yet, I just can't.
I ran away from him and burst into tears. My sight was blurred with tears, suddenly I crash to someone. I fell to the ground with my butt first touched the ground. Great…I felt there's someone pull me up until my feet on the ground again, not my butt
"What happened?" Noah asked me
"Nothing happened" Biggest lie ever.
"Okay then, bye" He said playfully and slowly walked away
"NOAH!" I called him, he chuckled softly I couldn't help but laughing too
"Thanks" I said
"For what?"
"Whatever Puckerman" I said with smile on my face, he really know me. I know that my friendship with him was really special, he like brother to me. A really great one...
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