What if there was this feeling you couldn't shake. This feeling encompassing everything, tinting everything so that no matter what you did, saw, tasted, tried it would all feel the same. Loneliness...

It consumes me. Its strange, Illogical, Idiotic even why? Why do I feel the way i do? I have a mother and a father my original ones which is rare nowadays. I have a friend Draven...hes been with me since High school started. I'm not sick, I don't have any handicaps. My thoughts they keep coming back to it theres something there. Theres something different ifeel it inside of me. I feel like somethings missing. I need to go somewhere, do something, meet someone. This same cold chill it takes me away to some cold place. Damn it my head hurts. My thoughts keep going back and forth, It feels like theres a wrestling match going on in my head . Depression vs. unfulfillment title match ding ding ding.

"Victor... Hey Victor"

"Huh"

"You were growling you ok?"

Another thing who growls? I mean ok so you have a temper but to growl whenever you get agitated, But Draven he doesn't have a problem with it he says it lets him know when I'm upset.

"yeah I'm fine"

I analyze everything way too deeply. That usually ends up making me depressed if in the story the girl leaves a guy for another, the love of her life supposedly, I get sad and feel bad for the guy that got left behind. Yes over a book I know weird.

"Victor the class is starting."

Draven my friend, my only friend. Shy, gay, lonely, reminds me of a lost puppy. I'm glad i helped him that day if it wasn't for him during the day I think id slip away far away somewhere where i wont be able to come back from.

"Did you hear anything I said?"

The English teacher I have got to admit she wasn't bad on the yes but i could never seem to remember her face. Sad i've had her for the past two years.

"Can i get back to you on that?"

"Go to the corner and think about what you've done."

"Are you serious?"

Now i remember she reminds me of a kindergarten teacher i always get the feeling that at the teachers agency they mixed up her resume and sent her to work in a high school by mistake. Oh well i like getting sent to the corner theres a window and the girls have P.E. This period.

"Victor you did that on purpose didn't you"

"Of course not Draven."

"Right"

I actually wasn't lying this time. Looking out the window calmed me, helped me control my feelings.

Just then there on a branch on the tree outside there was a girl just sitting there looking at me. White hair, gray eyes, a white dress, and very pale, She looked like a angel.

"Come your lonely right, me too."

Crap I think i just fell in love with a hallucination good job Victor. Just then she disappears and a voice fills my head.

"You are most interesting"

"Huh?"

This time it was the girls voice again.

"Are you coming or not?"

When did i jump out the window i cant really remember what i do remember though is the floor. Ah gravity you sure are a nasty one. I heard screams around me it was too late though i was fading away.

"Oh my god suicide, it's suicide!"

No idiots, great another rumor spreading around the school. Then I heard Draven talking to me.

"Why did you do that Victor? Please don't die."

Then there was nothing.