BELLA POV
As the night went on Charlie finally made it home.
"Bells, you here?" Charlie said
"Yea, in the kitchen dinners ready." I stated
"So...Bells what happened today?" Charlie said
"Mike just wouldn't stop I even tried to walk away and he grabbed my arm and I just turned around and pushed him. Then I walked out of the lunch room and that's when I called you." I said
"Well I cant get mad at you for that then, just please be careful next time there could be more damage." Charlie said
"Alright, I really am sorry. I am going to bed, good night." I said
"Good night Bells. Charlie said
I got up and went to my room and got my night clothes and headed to the bathroom and took a shower and brushed my teeth then headed to bed. After what seemed like an hour of tossing and turning just trying to find a comfy spot I finally dozed off.
I walked into my Biology room and it was odd that the room was empty, but not long after that the door opened and in walked Edward. He walked right over to me and didn't say a word and grabbed my face and started kissing me at first I was shocked but then I just went with it. The kiss started getting more intense and he licked my bottom lip to have access to the inside of my mouth and I opened my mouth and then our tongues started dancing with each other, he then moved his mouth away and as he was making his way down to my chin I was trying to catch my breath. Then he started to work his way to my neck and then down to my chest. Oh My God!! it just hit me why don't I have any clothes on..Oh my god!! Oh my god!! forget that I have Edward Cullen frickin kissing me!!! "AHHHH..Edward" he starts to lick and open mouth kisses around my left breast while rubbing and sqeezing my right one. I let out a moan and arch my back up into his face more "god Edward please don't stop" then with his free hand started going down my stomach then down to my thighs "mummhmm" then up closer to my folds and gentle he starts rubbing and then inserts one finger and then looks up to me and says "Bella your so.." BEEP BEEP BEEP
I jumped up and realized it was just a dream but dammit why did it have to end there why couldn't he at least finish. UGH!!! I then get ready for school and head down stairs.
"Good morning Charlie." I said
"Good morning Bella." Charlie said as he gets up and heads for the door "good luck at school."
"Thanks" I said
I got to school and as I was heading towards the building I noticed the Cullens where all staring at me, I really hate being stared at. Gosh its not like I tripped yet at least wait till then to stare. So I decided to do something I normally would never do...
EDWARD POV
"oh oh she is so pretty, I can't wait to be friends with her. Oh Edward put a smile on here she comes." Alice thought
"I see that Alice now stop." Edward said
"Hey guys just be careful with what you say, I don't want her getting angry or upset." Alice said
BELLA POV
"Good morning all..is there a reason that you guys keep staring at me?" I asked
"No, Bella why do you ask?" Alice said
"Well most of the time I don't get this many people watching me before I even do something embarrassing." I stated
"Well, I am only watching because I want us to be friends, but I was trying to figure when the right time was." Alice said
"That was freakin cool what you did at lunch." Emmett said
As he makes that comment I notice my face gets really warm and I know that my face is bright red.
Then Edward clears his throat and says "Umm Bella, I would like to entroduce you to my family" he starts to his right where the short girl is "this is Alice and her boyfriend Jasper and then this is Roselie and her boyfriend Emmett, everyone this is Bella"
"Its nice to meet you all" I say as I start to walk away, because I am still frustrated from what Emmett had said I don't want to deal with people asking me questions about myself, and as I am ranting to myself I then bump into Jasper I guess that's who it is and I just keep going.
EDWARD POV
"Did she actually move Jasper?" Emmett thought
"I can see she won't need to be protected by poor little Eddie." Emmett said with a laugh
Alice gasped
"Oh my I hope she didn't get hurt. Edward you have to talk to her make sure she is ok." Alice thought
"Wow that was weird for a human she sure does have some kind of strength." Jasper thought
"Ok everyone head to class, I will try to talk to her in Biology." Edward said
BELLA POV
The rest of the first half of school fine no one said anything it was like nothing even happened. Not until I walked into the lunch room the Cullens were all staring at me again. So that's when Jessica decided to put her two cents in.
"You know Bella all of the Cullens are watching you? Wonder what you did for them to do that?" Jessica said
"Really no shit Jessica!" I said while still watching their table it looked like they were just laughing so I grabbed an apple and paid and started heading out the back of the lunch room. Of course along the way I just so happens to trip right in front of them of all places. I was ready for the fall but then I felt a pair of cold muscular arms catch me. I then stand up and turn around and see its no other than Edward. He has this little smile going on and it makes it hard to even say anything.
"Thank you Edward, most of the time people just watch and laugh, its a first someone actually caught me." I said
"Well no problem and your welcome. Its not very nice for people to just watch specially if they even have a chance to help." Edward said with a half smile and it makes me just almost fall.
"You know how some people can be. But hey thanks again and I'll see you in class." I said and start to blush after realizing I had that dream Edward and me in the Biology room and Edward just gives me that look like hes trying to figure out why I'm blushing so bad and that just makes me blush even more. So I just turn back around and hurry out of the lunch room.
EDWARD POV
"Woohooo!!!!! Eddie boy is in love with a human." Emmett thought
I wonder why did she start to blush so much. She is so confusing if its not that I can't hear her thought it's also she does things that I won't think she would do and it just catches me of gaurd every time. But that blushing just makes me want her even more, if its not bad enough I want her blood but its even worse that I want her body too.
"Edward I see it happening, your going to love her and she will love you too." Alice thought
I just smiled and headed off to Biology thinking about the daydream I had about my Bella last night and possibly it coming true soon. Did I just say my Bella, I just met her and I already want her, I want to believe Alice but why would this beautiful girl want me?
BELLA POV
I was glad when I made it to class to have time alone. After that dream last night and then what happened at lunch I wonder do I actually like Edward and do I want to get to know him better. I don't think anyone would want to be with me if they found out what I am like, it makes me feel like a freak all the time. I just need to start being more careful. But its so weird cause every time I am in the same room as him I just feel this kind like a pull that pulls me to him and I have never felt that way for anyone and it scares me cause I don't want to open myself up to someone for them to just leave me, but these feelings could it even be love, do I love Edward. There is no way I barely even know him but damn that dream its makes me want to so I could possibly feel him do that to me in real life..Oh My God! Bella stop that control yourself. I started to giggle and then looked up and started seeing kids come into class.
Right before the final bell rang Edward came in. I looked at him and he looked right at me and gave me that half smile again only if he knew what that did to me. So I started to blush once again.
"Hello Bella." Edward said
"Heya Edward" I said and looked up to the front of class as the teacher started talking and then I felt something so I looked down and there was note from Edward.
I just wanted to make sure you were ok, you left really quick this morning before I could even say anything to you. And then at lunch you seemed like you didn't even want to be there. I hope I didn't do anything to offend you in some way? - E
Yea everything is fine, I just don't like when people bring up things I do and make it sound like they are making fun of me, I tend to get a little pissed. But as far as you I am not mad far from that, I just get nerves around you and then with your whole family always staring at me it makes it even harder to talk. - B
I cannot believe I actually just wrote that, maybe he hasn't read it yet and I can take it away..of course not he's already started writing again. UGHHHH
I am sorry for the way they are acting, as far as the staring I only know for my reason and of course you already know Alice's reason. But for me I want us to get to know each, I don't really hang out with others beside my family and ever since I have been here you have been the only thought that has crossed my mind and I just can't even think about staying away. - E
Could I please find a hole to hide in does he make it his goal to see how many shades of red I will turn?
Wow..you would think it would be hard for me to talk to you but I seem to have no problem just writing it down, I guess cause I am not having to look right at you when I write it even though you are right there cause when I look at you and into your eyes I just lose all of thoughts..hahaha But I would really like to get to know you as well, every time you are in the same room as me I just feel this kind pull towards you and its weird, it's truly a first for me to even feel anything to for anyone. And as far as Alice she seems like she would be a good friend to have. - B
After I handed it back to Edward I heard a little laugh from him and then the bell rang. I started to get my things together and as I was getting up Edward stopped me.
"Bella can I walk you to your next class?" Edward said
"Sure" I said
With that we walked down to the gym for next class and if kept feeling like Edward wanted to either hold my hand or something cause I kept feeling him get closer and closer but I wouldn't have minded holding his hand, after the way they felt around me at lunch..AHHH every time I am near him I just go into Horny overdrive.
"Thank you Edward, I will see you later." I said
"No problem" Edward said
Right as Edward went to turn away I grabbed his arm and leaned up on my toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek and then turned away and went into the gym.
After gym I started heading out of the building and I saw Alice so I decided to walk over to her and say hello.
"Heya Alice" I said
"Hey Bella, how are you doing today?" Alice said
"Ahh I am doing a lot better. So I was wondering something?" I asked
"Whats that" Alice said with a little smile
"I was wondering if we could hang out today, but I would really like it to be just me and you, cause if we are going to be friends I would like to explain myself to you and to you alone at least at first." I stated
"That would be great, I can come over to your house and have Edward pick me up later." Alice said
"That would be good." I said as we started to head over to Alice's family.
"Hey Edward, I am going to go over to Bella house can you pick me up later?" Alice said
"Ok, sure just give me a call when you are ready." Edward said while looking at me with a questionly look.
We head over to my car and off to my house. After about an hour of just joking around and just being silly I decides to explain somethings to Alice.
"First thing Alice I have to know that I can trust you, you are the first person I am opening up to outside of my family." I stated
"Of course, I want us to be best friends" Alice said
"Ok, let me just say it..Alice I have this kind of weird strength. What I mean is when I get any type of anger I get this strength. Like at lunch the other day with Mike, well I tried to leave but he grabbed me and it just pissed me off more and I honestly just pushed him lightly. You see when I start to get mad everything starts to turn white and it starts to make it to were I really don't know what I am doing, I can control it by walking away from what makes me mad but there are times when it gets out of hand. Like this morning when I left you guys at the parking lot well that was one of the times I could walk away. Emmett said something and it made me feel like he was making fun of me so I just tried to get out of there as quickly as I could." I said
"Oh, I knew something was up because when you left you bumped into Jasper and you actually moved him and thats really hard to do, and I got worried when that happened cause I didn't want anything to happen to you. And with Mike yesterday I just thought that was neat, and Rosalie thought so to, but she thought it was neat cause you put a boy in his place." Alice said while bouncing up and down. Shes a chippery little thing
"Alice I feel like I can trust you and thank you for letting me finally open up to someone, at least now I know there will be someone I can talk to when I get angry. Now I just wonder how I can explain it to your family also." I said
"Don't worry about it when you feel it you'll be ready. And I bet they will be understanding, just the one you will have to watch out for it Emmett he tends to joke that way so you will have to learn to control that around him. Its been great hanging out with you maybe you can come over for dinner this weekend and maybe stay the night also." Alice said
"That would be great, I will just have to clear it through Charlie first." I stated
I head into the kitchen to start making dinner.
"Hey Bella, wanna walk me out my brother is here now?" Alice asked
"Hey Alice thanks for coming over I can see we will be Great Friends." I said as they walk out the front door.
"Me too" Alice said while giving Bella a hug.
"Hey" Edward said
"Hey Edward, looks like I might be over to yalls house this weekend" I said and then give Edward a hug and then he turns and gets back in the car.
"Alright I will see yall at school tomorrow got to go back in and finish cooking for me and Charlie..Bye" I said
Alittle while later after they left Charlie came home.
"Hey Bells I am home" Charlie said
"Hey, in the kitchen just finishing dinner." Bella said
"So was school better today?" Charlie said as he walks into the kitchen
"Yep today was a lot better and I even made a couple friends. Her name is Alice Cullen and she asked if I could come over for dinner Friday and stay the night also. You wont have to worry about me she knows about my problem and she said she will help me out at school too." I said
"Wow Bells thats great now I wont be worry if I will get a call from school to come and pick you up. But sure Friday no problem I will just order pizza..your a kid you need to have your fun also." Charlie said
With that I could tell things where going to start changing and hopefully for the better. The week went by without anything bad happening Edward and myself started to open up more with each other, I started sitting with Alice and her family at lunch and everyone was nice to me for once I could actually eat a meal at school without having to get up and need to leave. I think this weekend I might actually tell Edward my secret and then see what he thinks and if that goes good then I will tell his family. I just get scared because he is the main one I want to be able to tell it to and wish that he wont leave me after I tell him or think I am weird. Even though I might be weird but they do things that are weird also, I dont think I have seen them eat yet but they always get food oh well to each its own.