'God she is just as beautiful if not more so than I remember, her eyes are still as green as lustrous emeralds, Her hair is a little darker now,but it suites her. Her body is so toned and looks a little on the stiff side, well I think I might change that soon. Her lips,her red kissable suckable lips, Her smell,still sweet like strawberries, and her smile, damn I can't get enough of her smile.I wonder how making love to a slayer is,is it painful,I bet snuggles are comforting after a day living the life of a scooby, and I bet she could go on for hours making passionate love to Willow without even getting tired,What if she had somethings Pierced like her tongue or something of that sort, if so does willow enjoy that sort of thing,I wonder how that would feel. Gosh she is talking maybe I should try and pay more attention.
"And that's when spike went all sun light and saved they would,He was like a metal rod in a thunder storm, placed there to kill all the ubervamps with sunlight within him, it was such a beautiful sight,kind of weird but beautiful in a spiritual I'm vampire this stings a bit sort of way but still beautiful,And Anya got killed by the guys in black dress type thingys with long curvy knives...and I'm boring you. I'll shut up now.
"No,Willow no boring going on here,all interest absolutely no boredom in this area."
"Maybe not boring to you,but boring me a tad, How has life been in France?"
Dang I really wanted to go back into deep thought about all of her amazing features, I guess that can wait.
"Pretty good, I was seeing this girl about a month ago,but we broke up,well I broke up with her,I didn't really feel a connection, I have been working at the cafe' for quite a 's about it,Work,Home,shower,Meditation,Sleep wake up and do it all over again."
"You need more happiness in your life doll, you should come to the castle sometime we can all sit around and chat about the good ol' days,maybe even relive some of he moments,and make new ones to relive in the future as well..."Willow had a devilish grin.
I hope she realizes what I mean, Kennedy isn't the person I'm in love with,I love her but I am IN love with Tara,this amazingly beautiful not to mention sexy girl,whom of which is extremely intelligent and hard working,and is a Wicca.I just miss the feel of her lips on mine and her hand intertwined into mine like nothing can break us apart. She makes me feel so in control and capable of almost anything.I love this girl, I was going to propose to her,Ask her to be my wife, always by my side,Always be complete,Then she died.I wonder if she knows about the dark willow, take over the world type willow, the willow, that Willow hated.
"Will,I cant do anything with you in certain areas we already had this conversation, I will not touch you intimately unless you are mine.I can't destroy the life that you have made for your self. I don't think Kennedy is going to like me much to start with and if me and you do end up back together I would want her to know that I respected your relationship and din' want to come between it.I Love you Will,Always,forever,Unconditionally but I wont allow you to cheat on her with for me coming to the castle to see the old gang, I can do that no 's my flat."
Tara stopped at a door at a single door on the side of a large building. Placing a key into the mall keyhole on her door, turning the knob,Willow placed her hand on Tara's.
What is she going to do, I just explained how we couldn't do anything that could be counted as goddess her hand is warms and comforting, her eyes are piratically telling me her whole explanation. I have to kiss her.I'll do it on the cheek, yeah that's not cheating is it? Nope don't think so, here it does,please move to kiss me....No don't move just keep your head right there.
Tara leaned in to kiss her cheek,her forehead her other cheek, she kissed almost every place on her beautiful face except her lips, it was so hard for her not to kiss Willows lips, but she knew she wouldn't.
"Tara, what if we go to the castle, I break everything off with Kenn, and you stay with us for a while?"
"Willow, I don't know, what if i'm there and she tries to kill me or something for taking her amazingly beautiful girlfriend away from her?!?"
"Lets just say,She better not lay a hand on you, and You can steal me, I already belong to you, always have always will. You are my one and only!Please try and remember that."
"Will, I'll go with you to the castle but I stay in the room meant for me, for a while. Even if you break things off with her,I think we need to see how much we have changed before we make any Hastie choices if we find that we just don't have a place in each others lives now,Not that I think it will be a problem,That's just how it should work.I know that we will end up together but there is always possibility of me being when I left you because of your addiction to magick, I should have done that, I know that now, Because I love you and I didn't even really want to leave you I just couldn't sand you abusing magick like that...I think i'm babbling."
"Tara I understand everything you're saying, I'm Ok with all of that lets go inside while I call Dawn for a ride."
Both girls walked inside Tara's spotless home, and sat on the neat bed place against the entrance wall.
"Dawn? Yeah I'm ready, we're at Tara's flat....Ok see you in 30. Drive safe."
"So she's on her way?"
"Yep she just has to stop and get some gas but after that she'll be here..."Willow laid down on Tara's bed.
"Thats good, do you want anything to drink?"
"Not really, but thanks,Can you just lay here with me for a minute?I will not try anything."
"Promise?"
"Promise"
Tara laid her self beside willow hand in hand.
"Can you... never mind."
"Will....Can I..I h..hold you?"
"Yes, of course, that's actually what I was going to as you to do."
Willow moved her head to Tara's chest and wrapped left arm around Tara's waist.
"I missed this, it feels so right." willow claimed, moving closer into Tara's chest.
"I missed this too Willow.I really do love you.I want to kiss you do badly it almost drives me crazy."
"Can I just call Kennedy and tell her it's over,So I can kiss you,and never stop"Willow groaned
"I don't think that's the best thing for either one of you do break things off with her, I still want to just start over with you, actually go on a date or two before we do anything."
"So I can't call her and break up with her?"
"How would you feel if she did that to you and I wasn't around?"
"Fine I get the point Tare,I'll text her."Willow grind at her joke, as did Tara.
"Well I think that would be a little more rude, don't you?"
" can I get something to drink?"
"Sure,I have tea,water,milk,scratch that I only have tea and water."Tara explained walking to her kitchen.
"Water would be nice."Willow said as she started to walk toward Tara,her intent just to wrap her arms around Tara's waist and place her head on her shoulder,whisper sweet nothings into her ear.
"You know the first time I ever saw you will?It wasn't at wicca group"
"It wasn't?"
"Nope and that wasn't the first time you saw me use to go to the same magick shop before wicca group,I saw you there almost every time I went,I remember how beautiful you were,how I joined Wicca group to see you more,maybe even talk to you,I saw you speaking up to them and I knew you were the one I loved,before I even talked to you,I knew it, and that,In the laundry room,when our powers merged, I knew I wouldn't be able to live my life without you,and the month I left you for, I almost went insane,I barley slept,I couldn't eat,I lived off of coffee and class books.I even took a break from doing spells and just meditated,Thinking about you was just to difficult and painful,I looked around my dorm and I could just feel you,and that drove me even more up the wall,And when you started catching up with me after class,and asked me out for coffee,I realized that I just couldn't stand to be away from you any longer,So that's why I went to your room at Buffy's I really wanted to start things over and I Even worked on my speech that went totally array when I begged you to kiss me,But that night I felt so complete,like you were my protector,and you were,But every ones time comes,And then you went all dark Willow and skinned Warren and tried to kill the other two her worked had to tell you yellow crayon story,and how much he loved you."
"You saw evil me? how?"tears flowing from Willows eyes.
"I was a part of you Willow, I could feel and hear everything you hear and felt,I was inside you, When you went back to the real Willow the one I loved,I was taken to the gods and goddesses and we had a long talk and they sent me here."
Tara put down the glass of water and took willow into a tight embrace and placed a kiss on the top of her head,Realizing just how bad he urge to kiss her back away from Willow and placed a soft kiss upon her lips, and slowly pulled away.
"Goddess Tara I'm so sorry you have to see me like that, feel me like that,I was just so angry and the pain took over, I felt like I had..."
"No control? I know Willow,But pain is something everyone feels, even to a certain extent,Osiris couldn't help you,Not only because it was a human death,But because I wasn't completely dead at that just didn't tell you that part."
"Goddess Tara I can't believe I couldn't feel you, you must hate me for being so evil"Willow exclaimed tears falling harder now.
"Gods no Willow!! Never I could never hate you because I love you entirely to much!!!!!"Tara exclaimed pulling Willow in a long passionate kiss.
Willow and Tara slowly made there way back to Tara's bed without breaking the kiss,Willow falls back pulling Tara with her lips to the bed, Tara began to move her lips and pulled away to renew the kiss and it went like that until a knock at the door.
pulling away Sitting on opposite sides of the bed. Tara called out "Come in"
"So, Willow you ready to leave, Kennedy said I needed to get you back by 10:30,Tara Do you want to come with us, you can catch up with the gang"Dawn's face hopeful.
"Well If you're inviting me I can't so no, now can I Dawnie?I'll get some clothes real quick a meet you at the car,K?"Tara said happily jumping off the bed, throwing some clothes into a a gym bag.
"Ok, And me and you can room tonight right? I mean Willow got you for hours today, I want some quality Dawn Tara time" Dawn giggled.
"Of course Dawn,We can room,lets get out of here,I can't wait to see everyone again."Tara said walking toward the door hiding her fear of Kennedy.
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"Home sweet home"Willow said opening her door of the car.
"Come on Tara, I want to show everyone you're here."Tara glanced at Willow, who was smiling like a idiot,but she loved her smile so she started to smile as well.
"Alright lets get in there and see people"Tara said excitedly.
'Tara, I know you're a little worried,but I promise everyone here loves you and will be extremely glad to see you, except the new slayers, they don't know you but they'll love you too.'
'Willow how did you know we could still do this?'
'I didn't I was just hopping we could.'
'Well I hope they really did miss me.'
'Let's just see how right i am shall we?'
'ok Will let go inside'
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"Hey Buffy, Xander,Giles,Get in here Now!!!!!!!"
Dawn exclaimed as they walked into the castle, everyone ran into the forayed,including Kennedy whom was worried about Dawn.
"Dawn what wrong?Dem... OH MY GOD Tara!!!!"Buffy exclaimed pulling Tara into a tight hug
"Hey Buffy,I missed you too!"Tara exclaimed returning a hug as tight as Buffy's.
"Hey is everyone OK?( Buffy moves away from Tara so Xander can hug her as well)I heard someone scream...AH TARA!!!"Xander pulled Tara into a hug less tight than Buffy's but just a firm.
"Tara,How have you been dear." Giles said walking in behind the group of people standing at the door.
"!"Tara turned to hug Giles.
"OK what the fuck is going on?"Kennedy said as she watch the scene from the stairs in front of the the group.
"You must be Kennedy,I'm Tara Maclay."Tara said holding a hand out to shake Kennedy's.
"Yeah I'm Kennedy,I could have guessed who you were by all the loud noise down to meet you Tara"Kennedy said holding out her hand to shake Tara's.
"So Tara, not that we not happy you're back, but how are you back exactly?"Buffy said with a undeniable grin.
"I'm not sure,I remember just waking up here, after the evil Willow disaster."Tara said with a sexy smirk towards Willow whom was grinning at the thought of what had happened between the two girls earlier that day.
"Willow's not a disaster!!!"Kennedy said throwing a Punch at Tara, which Tara caught and move away from her. Causing Kennedy to fall a little off eyes widened at the sight of Tara's strength.
"I would never say Willow was a disaster, understand that please.I was referring to the EVIL part of my statement."Tara said looking at Kennedy whom was sitting on the floor, Tara held a hand out to help her up, Which Kennedy ignored.
"Well she never told me you were a super bitch."
"Kennedy! Stop!"Willow exclaimed.
"I have to talk to Buffy about something, so Buffy can we go some where more privet?"Tara questioned.
"Yep follow me."Buffy said walking towards two large doors.
"What she said bad things about you,How could you love someone like that?"
"Kennedy you can't just try to hit people like that, she didn't say anything wrong,How dare you question how I could love someone as sweet as OVER!"Willow yelled as she stormed up the stair case towards her room,and slammed the door so that no one could enter.
"FUCK YOU TOO!"Kennedy yelled up the stairs.
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"What's up Tara"Buffy questioned as she took a seat in the library which was the room she had lead Tara to.
"Buffy I know Willow cast a spell to turn all the possible slayers into real slayers, you know you get there powers."
"Yeah she did,You would have been super proud of her, she didn't go all dark willow, she when bright light willow"
"I know I am proud of her,I just think that maybe I was a potentials."
"Why would you think that exactly?"
"I'm not sure if I was, Don't tell Willow this, but about a month ago, I saw this guy who look pretty normal, I think he might have been cute but that's not really my area of expertise, but as I was saying,In the cafe where I worked and so I had this feeling he was a I followed him when he left,and I guess he knew I was following him because he turned around and asked me if I wanted to play a game.I told him sure,but that I would win. He try to punch me and I ducked and grabbed a piece of wood that was on the ground and staked him,And then I ran home."
"Tara, It sounds like you might be, Would you like to know for sure?"
"I think that would be a good idea."
"I can arrange a battle with our strongest slayer,which is you beat her or come close, you're a slayer.
If you're loosing horribly then we will stop the fight and willow can heal you because you wouldn't be a slyer."
"Are you sure Kennedy will not kill me if she has the chance, She really hates me huh?"
"She's just angry that she's going to loose Willow,I mean you your self should know how powerful love with Willow is. She will find someone she's meant to love."
"Thats pretty true. Can you show me where Will's room is?I think I should talk to her a little."
"Of course I can, come on."Buffy said pushing in the chair she was sitting in.