Me and Ryouta sat together at the piano while I got ready to play I looked at Ryouta. However I placed my book on the piano hold and opened the page a needed.
"Oh, you wrote a new song!" Ryouta smiled
"Yes, its...its for you" I stuttered.

"For me?" Ryouta asked
"Would you listen to it?" I asked
"Oh of course! I like your music but if its for me it may be a little more special right?" Ryouta smiled.

"Right" I agreed as I nodded but then I started to play the song I wrote for him...

...Ryouta's Pov...

I smiled while I watched and listened to Sakuya play the piano. I looked at his small and happy smile. He really did love music and he was so talented at it, he also put his all to playing the keys on the piano.

I smiled while I listened to the soft and gentle tones the piano played while Sakuya carefully read the music notes he hand written.

For once, I felt honoured for him to do this for me without him ordering or snapping at me telling me I had to feel it. I then noticed how much he has changed into a nicer and smoother man he has become.

He's not a spoilt brat anymore but instead...Instead he was a soft and gentle man with one passion for life, his music.

...Flash back...

"Hey are you nervous?" I asked while I looked at Sakuya getting ready to go on stage.
"N...Yeah, but I'll do fine. This is me after all and I do have a gift!" Sakuya huffed
"Haha"
"What you laughing at?"
"Oh nothing! I just love your self confidence!" I smiled.

"Are you moc-" "No, no!" I smiled while I stood in front of him while he raised his eye brow at me.
"So what are you going?" he huffed in anger
"I'm saying don't chance! If you believe in yourself when no one else will you may achieve wonderful things" I smiled softly.

"Idiot...There is one person who believes in me" Sakuya huffed while he pointed at me so I smiled.
"You"
"Well you supported me when I needed it, so I'm returning the favour" I smiled
"Hmm" Sakuya sounded.

"But really" I smiled while I slowly reached for his cheeks and lowered his head. I gently kissed his head.
"Good luck, I be rooting for you, ok. If you hear a boy screaming and shouting or right damn fanboy over you, it be me. I make sure you can hear me when you can't see me" I said softly while I removed my hands and lips from his face.

"Ok!" I smiled while he smiled a soft and sweet smile back to me.
"Ok" he smiled back

...Flash back...

I smiled widely while Sakuya still played the beautiful song for me. He too was smiling and he looked so free. Music did indeed bring out the best side of him, the happy side. More now since he's accepted who and what he is.

"Beautiful" I smiled and believe me it was. I could tell Sakuya put his all to the song. I could feel his emotions.
"What's it called?" I asked
"Hmm...The rock dove" Sakuya smiled
"Pff, haha! No, you can't call it that! Its more beautiful that a simple rock dove" I laughed.

*BANG!*

At that moment Sakuya slammed his hands on the keys of the piano and he looked at me with anger.
"What?" I asked
"Idiot!" he snapped loudly sounding like the Sakuya I knew and loved.
"You clearly do not see what I do!" Sakuya snapped while he stood up and grabbed my arm and pulled me off the stool and dragged me in front of a mirror.

"Look!" he ordered so I did to only see us in the mirror
"yeah" I said
"You know what I see?" Sakuya huffed
"No, what?" I asked while I looked at his blue eyes and hair in the mirror.

"I see a man who is not used to being told how amazing he is. Ryouta you idiot, you are loyal, friendly, understanding and most of all your accepting. You always put other people first but it is time for you to put yourself first. Make yourself happy and no one else. Look in the mirror and ask to yourself. Is the person I see the person I want to be" Sakuya said.

"I..I" "I know you've been through a lot, we all have. You're the only one who doesn't seem happy" Sakuya said
"I'm sorry" I sighed while I looked over my shoulder to him. Sakuya nodded while he let go off my shoulders.
"The song was called the person I want to be" Sakuya smiled
"I...I am the person I want to be. I'm really am" I said while he looked at me. I could see that he didn't believe me.

"I'm happy, really happy! I..I thought I be a helpless and useless wreak now but instead...Well...I fallen for someone I never knew I loved and I am not scared to show them my feelings. I am not scared to love them or to lose them. I learnt that life was about gain and lost" I smiled.

Sakuya nodded with a rather large smirk on his face.
"I like the man in the mirror" I smiled "I like him a lot"

I then gently kissed Sakuya on the lips while he just chuckled at me.
"Your an idiot sometimes" he laughed while he walked away from me however as he walked away he flapped his long coat behind him.
"Huh?"

I looked at him again in shock while he sat on the bed. That moment...it...It was a flirtation!
"Wait...Wait, what?" I thought but I shook my head and sat next to him however he looked at me with a blank face.
"What?" I asked however he looked away.

I looked down to noticed that I was sat taller than normal so I corrected myself. However Sakuya huffed so I looked to him. I leaned to him while he just glared at me.
"So what you want do?" I asked
"Why are you smirking when you say that?" Sakuya stuttered.

However I looked at his loose coat and it was spread out on the bed. I sat straight again but then I bit his neck.
"Ow!" he screamed while he jumped off the bed and away from me
"What you doing?!" we both shouted at the same time.
"Huh me?! Your the one who bit me!" Sakuya snapped
"Your the one who flirted with me"
"Huh?! What?! And how did I do that?" He shouted.

"You used your coat as your tail and fanned it out! I thought that was courtship for fan tails!" I snapped
"Courtship?!" Sakuya gasped in shock.

I then looked at him...He wasn't flirting with me after all.
"Nothing" I sighed while I looked away from him and held myself however I felt his hands go on my shoulders.
"Sorry, I must misread you" I sighed.

"Indeed...You would know when I'm flirting...I mean, come on! I am the brother of Yuuya! You think he hasn't forced me to listen to his flirting advice for half of my life?" Sakuya huffed in sort of a anger fit.

I still looked away from him while I felt embarrassed.
"Guess I'm not that special" I thought while I sighed again and I felt like my heart was tearing a bit. However:

*Scratch*

I felt teeth scratch my neck so I look at him to only to allow him to slowly place his hands on my cheeks. He placed his head on mine with a small smile.
"Ryouta, vous êtes une perle rare qui a besoin d'être aimé pour pouvoir briller" Sakuya said in french so I looked at him blankly.

"Err, Sakuya"
"Ouais"
"Your speaking in French" I stutted
"Oh" he said in shock.

"Sorry...Erm... Ryouta, you are a rare jewel that needs to be loved to be able to shine brightly" Sakuya smiled speaking the language I understood.

I smiled at him as he clearly got carried away and just talk in the language he would naturally use if he was at home. However he did indeed talk like Yuuya.
"I should be sorry and not you. I miss lead you when I never meant to...So...Erm...This is why you want to share the bed" Sakuya stuttered while his face turned bright red.

"What?!" I said in shock
"You erm...You want...to...erm" Sakuya stuttered
I couldn't believe my ears as I was so shocked as he seemed so nervous.
"Do stuff" Sakuya stuttered while his face grew even brighter.

"S...Stuff?" I stuttered while I to blushed and a hot shill went up my spine while Sakuya slowly leaned over me so I backed away. However his lips touched at my neck as he starched his teeth on it.
"Nnn!" I moaned but he pushed me onto my back on the bed and he got on top of me.

"Oh, no! No! I don't like this!" I thought while I pushed at him
"No" I said while I pushed him off while he looked at me
"You don't want to"
"I do! But...but...I'm scared" I stuttered "I never done this with anyone"

"Me either" Sakuya stuttered "I've only listened to Yuuya talking about it"
"Do you want to?"
"We...We can try and if it doesn't feel right we can stop" Sakuya stuttered
"Ok" I stuttered back

"And Sakuya"
"hmm"
"I...I never really thought about like this before, I never really" "Shh, me either. This is new for me too" Sakuya stuttered.

I nodded while he did the same and everything became awkward.
"I'm scared to" Sakuya sighed while he placed his head on mine while I closed my eyes.

What were we planning to do? Where we really going threw with this?

Well...We can least try, right?

Right?

To be continued...