I'm sorry this is a sad chapter. A very sad chapter. If you are like me I suggest that you don't read.
I could now feel the oxygen coming through my lungs but I'm not breathing it in. It is being forced into me. Now I feel what my father felt when he was attached to this thing making him breath. Why did he save me? Why didn't he leave me to fend for myself? Why did my daddy die. I was falling asleep. I was dreaming About my father holding me singing my lullaby as I tried to sleep in his arms. I asked him if he would sing me my song until I was old. "Of course your my Maddie why wouldn't I?" I snuggled into his chest. "Because I'll be big and old and not your baby anymore I'll be a grannie!" He laughed.
"I'll do it until you don't want me to anymore. I'll do it until I die. Until my heart stops beating." I smiled. "Well daddy your gonna have to stay true to your word." Then he sang my song. When he was dying he told me that he staying true to his word and sang my song until his heart stopped beating. I still remeber the I was singing my song to myself.
I love you my Maddie
I'll love you even when I'm dead
you are my baby
you are my life
youll always be my maddie
youll always be my baby
You are my baby doll
so sleep in my arms
until the sun has rose
until the day has begun
sleep my Maddie
sleep until the sun rises
until the start of another day
The next day me and my brother got into a fight a fight that almost killed me but instead it killed my father. Jacob junior was going for the kill. He stabbed daddy in the heart.
