So remember when I said Jude can be a tease? Well she just proved my point a couple of minutes ago. I told her to go into my room and use my bathroom so she could change into her bikini. I failed to mention that I was going to be changing in my room out in the open, but some how she knew I was anyways. Every time she took off an article of her clothing she would open the bathroom door and throw out, making sure I seen it.
Just imagine how excited I was when she threw her thongs out. And yes I did add them to my panty drawer. Even though I haven't slept with her…yet, I still want a pair of hers in there. She won't notice. I swear she gets more and more sexual each day she comes closer to 18. I think there is…38 days left? Yeah I think that's about right. She can be shy when she wants to be but lately she has just been nothing but a tease.
She'll regret that one of these days when we get into our relationship. A man can only take so much teasing before he comes to his breaking point. And when I reach my breaking point she better look out. There's a good chance she probably won't be able to walk the next morning…if we aren't still going by the next morning. Yes, I, Tom Quincy can last all night. Come on I know that doesn't surprise you. When you have the sex drive I have you can never get tired of having sex.
So now here I am getting drinks for Jude and I. somehow she talked me into letting her have wine. At first I said no, of course. Judging by her past I say I hope she never gets depressed because she will defiantly become an alcoholic. I didn't say that to her because I felt like keeping my right arm. Anyways, I caved in when she batted those pretty big blue eyes and stuck out her bottom lip. You would too if you had been there. A guy can't resist that face.
And technically speaking wine isn't necessarily alcohol. You can't really get drunk off of it unless you have the whole bottle. Yeah, that's my excuse and I'm keeping it. Tonight is going to go smoothly, even though she was already started the teasing. She's in the Jacuzzi waiting for me right now and I'm getting drinks. Typical night for when I'm about to get sum.
Shit! I forgot to put away those damn handcuffs away. God if you like me at all, which I know you probably don't considering my history, you will distract Jude from seeing them. Please God that's all I want. I really don't feel like getting into the discussion of why I have them. Although I could probably just flirt my way out of it. I wonder how many drinks it takes for her to start acting on the sexual impulses she gets whenever she is around me. And I know she has to get them.
Maybe this whole letting her drink thing wasn't such a bad idea. Of course I would never seduce her when she is drunk. Even I have enough respect for her not to do that. No girl should loose their virginity while drunk. So as tempted as I will be, I won't do it.
When I make finally go outside to the Jacuzzi I see Jude relaxing with her eyes closed. I smile as I step in and take a seat next to her. She opens her eyes and smiles when she sees the drinks in my hand. I smile back and hand her the glass and get comfortable next to her and watch intently as she takes a sip of the red wine. She looks so mature right now…and sexy.
"If I didn't know any better I would say you are an adult, Harrison." I say with a smirk. She turns to me and smiles. "Well I will be in a little over a month." She says. If I didn't know any better, I would say she is hinting around to something. "Thirty-eight days." I reply with a smile. She looks at me then smiles widely.
"Keeping track, Quincy?" She asks. Of course. That's thirty-eight days until I can finally have sex with you and not be charged with statutory rape. "You could say that." I reply before taking a sip of my drink. She takes another sip of her wine and smiles. "This is so relaxing." She says as she tilts her head back.
I'm about to say something when something silver catches my eye. There are those damn handcuffs. I look at Jude, who now has her eyes closed, and move to the other side of her. She opens her eyes as she feels me move in the water and gives me a weird look.
"Thinking of trying something?" She asks with a smirk. "I would never." I say with an innocent face. She rolls her eyes and smiles. I smile back and scoot closer to her, putting my arm behind her on the edge of the Jacuzzi. Not only was I trying to get closer to her but I was also trying to get a hold of those handcuffs before she saw them.
As I am stretching my arm out towards them Jude jerks her head towards me. "Quincy what are you doing?" She asks. "Nothing…just…stretching and relaxing." I say. She gives me a weird look. I smile innocently at her as I put my arm on the edge of the Jacuzzi. She looks at where my arm is then looks at me and smiles. I smile back as she closes her eyes and goes back to relaxing.
I begin to stretch my arm a little further, getting closer and closer to the handcuffs. As soon as I get them in my head Jude opens her eyes. Damn, she has fast reflexes or maybe it's just the wine. Normally it takes her a minute to catch on to things but tonight she is being quick. I hope she isn't quick in bed. I like to make it last and the girls never seem to have a problem with it.
Great now she is giving me that sexy curious look of hers. I'm already getting hot from this water and now she has to give me that look. This girl honestly doesn't know what she does to me. Damn I have to quit thinking about her for at least ten seconds that way I can get the handcuffs…then she can tease me all she wants. I think I'm going to have to scoot even closer to her to reach them, but if I do then she is going to get even more curious and I'm running out of excuses….or not.
"So I was thinking, Harrison." I say. "About…" She says. "About you and me." I say. "There's a you and me?" She asks. "Of course there is a you and me. You are Jude and I am Tommy." I say with a smirk. She, in return, rolls her eyes and smiles. Have I ever told you how much I love it when she does that? I'm sure I have a couple million times.
"Is there a point to this, Quincy?" She asks. "Yes. As friends I think we should start hugging more." I say. You should see the look she gives me. It is priceless and hard to explain. "What?" She asks. "Me and you should start hugging more." I repeat. "Okay…" She says. I smile and pull her into a hug, wrapping one arm around her and stretching the other arm out towards the handcuffs. I wrap my other arm tighter around her as I grab the handcuffs. When we break away I quickly put them in the pocket of my trunks.
I look up at her and see that she is smiling. Wow only a hug makes her smile that wide? I wonder how big her smile would be if I slipped my hand under this water and under her bikini bottom. No that's wrong…but I still wonder… Nevermind. I think this Jacuzzi has experienced enough nudity and sexual activity. Hmm but the pool hasn't…
"Quincy what are you thinking?" Jude asks me all of sudden. I'm contemplating on which exotic/kinky wet place you should loose your virginity in. "Nothing, just enjoying your company." I answer in a flirty voice. She smiles and blushes a little. It's amazing. I say the little things and I get her to blush. I love it.
"Can I get a refill?" She asks me. Hmm if I give her a refill then she will be one glass closer to being drunk. And I already stated that it is wrong for a girl to loose their virginity drunk. Well not necessarily wrong but Jude shouldn't loose it like that. Even I want her first time to be special. Of course if I make it mind blowing the first time I am going to have a hard time making it better and better. But I am defiantly up for the challenge.
"Uh, are you sure you just don't want water?" I ask her. "Quincy I'm not going to get drunk." She says. I hesitate but grab the glass anyways. When I get into the kitchen I open the refrigerator and grab the bottle of wine and then open the freezer and grab a bag of ice. I know she is going to ask me to get up again so I might as well take the whole thing outside.
I grab a bowl and pour the ice into the bowl, then sit the bottle of wine inside it and walk back outside. When I get to the Jacuzzi I see Jude sitting with her cell phone in her hand, obviously texting someone. I smile and step into the Jacuzzi with both her wine glass in my hand, setting the bowl of ice containing the wine bottle on the ground. She notices my presence and smiles at me, finishing up whatever it was she was typing.
"Here you go." I say as she closes her phone and sits it back on the cement ground. "Thank you." She says with a sexy smile. Yes, I know I think every smile she gives me is sexy but I can't help it. I'm either in love with her lips or her smile…and I don't know if there's a difference. All I know is that whenever I look at her lips I get the urge to…do ungodly things to it.
"Quincy what really goes on in your mind?" She asks me out of nowhere. You really don't wanna know. In my mind I have turned you from an innocent 17 year old singer into a 17 year old singer who gives me head at the studio. Yes I did have a fantasy about Jude giving me head. And it was pretty good, come to think about it. Not as good as the fantasy of her riding me in a G Major closet. Actually all of my G Major sex fantasies that contain her are pretty good.
"See you can't even answer my question because you are off in your own world thinking about something else." She says. I snap out of my thoughts and look at her, smiling. "Girl I don't think you would be able to handle what really goes on in my mind." I say. She smiles at me. "And why is that?" She asks, scooting a little closer to me. Because you would probably get mad and slap me harder than what Saidie did when she found out I slept in the same room with….what's-her-face. Or maybe she would be curious and actually would volunteer to act out one of my fantasies…or all of them. No, I better not get my hopes up.
"Because I have a…photographic memory." I say. More like pornographic but close enough. "You remember images well?" She asks in a curious tone. Hell yes. I remember what you were wearing the second you stepped foot off of that tour bus. I also remember what I wished you were wearing. I also remember how sexy you looked on your sixteenth birthday. Granted I messed up that night badly, I still remember you in that dress. Yes, Kwest was right. I couldn't keep my jaw up. But that's only because the second she stepped foot on that stage I started to get a million different images of the millions of positions I could put her in.
"You could say that. It's very…graphic." I say in a tone, hoping she gets where I'm going with this. Her jaw drops slightly then she smiles. "You really are a pervert." She says. I laugh a little. I knew it wouldn't take her long to figure out. No matter how much she denies it, I think she enjoys thinking about sex just as much as I do. Especially when it's her in a flexible position. I wonder what kind of grade she got has in P.E.
"Were you good in P.E.?" I ask her unexpectantly. Sometimes when I'm thinking things I just come out say what I'm thinking and expect the person who is with me to know what I am talking about. I know I'm not the only person that does that.
"Where did that come from?" She asks me. See. I expect people to know why I ask questions out of the blue. "I don't know. Just thinking about stuff." I answer. "Okay…to answer your question I wasn't the best in P.E., but I passed with an A." She says. Hmmm she is flexible after all. One night I am going to have to test just how flexible she really is. Yes, of course that sounds perverted, but you can get a lot more pleasure from sex if the girl is flexible.
I lost my virginity to a flexible girl, come to think about it. That explains why it was so good. But the night Jude and I have sex I will take it slow. Half way make love to her and half way have sex with her. As long as it's mind-blowing for her I don't care. It will be a night she will defiantly remember…possibly tonight.
"Did you guys do a gymnastic unit?" I ask, still curious about how flexible she is. "Yeah and I was surprisingly good at it. I just didn't like the stretches we had to do before we started doing flips." She replies before taking a sip of the wine. "Why not?" I ask, getting discouraged. "Because she would always make us do some flexible stretch. I could do it, but I just didn't like to." She responds. Well I'm half happy with that response. At least I know that she is flexible, she just doesn't like being in a flexible position. Well she has never been in a flexible sex position. She'll find out it will be far more fun and far more pleasurable.
Hmm I should tell her to put her legs on my shoulders. No, nevermind that would probably hurt her. She won't be ready for that until at least our fourth round. She's going to be on top. It's a lot less painful. The fact that I know so much about a girl loosing her virginity is sad, I know, but I'm just trying to make sure her first time will be as pleasurable as possible. I have a strong feeling that she isn't going to be innocent for much longer.
But that means I need to stop having all these one night stands. Hmm maybe I shouldn't call Tameka tonight. I mean I have been doing good for a week. But then again whenever I don't have sex for over a week I get cranky. And I honestly think that my sexual capability decreases, if you catch my drift. Not that my performance is terrible…I could never be terrible, but when I haven't had sex for a week I usually am not able to give the women their usual three or more orgasms. Tameka might be in for a disappointment tonight. Oh well. I would choose having sex with Jude over any one night stand.
"What?" Jude says to me. Great I did it again. "Huh?" I ask innocently. "I vaguely heard the words orgasms and my name." She says. Easy cover up. Wait a second, she doesn't look upset. Hmm I could either cover it up or I can tease her with questions. I like that second option a lot better.
"You plan on giving me an orgasm, Quincy?" She asks me, smirking. I give her a flirtatious smile. "Do you want me to?" I ask her, scooting closer to her. "If you think you are up to the job, Quincy." She says. Okay either she is seriously flirting with me and wants to me give her an orgasm, or she is just messing with my mind and teasing me, as usual. I'm guessing she is just teasing me, but hey, two can play at that.
"Well I know that I am up to the job, so why don't you scoot closer to me." I say. She bites her bottom lip and I can tell she is contemplating on whether or not she should scoot closer to me. Hmm maybe she was serious after all. I guess I could give her a little taste of what is to come…if she wants me to.
"I was just joking, Quincy." She says. She was just messing with me head…surprise, surprise. But that doesn't mean I can't mess with hers also. "Come on Jude. You are just the right age to experience your first orgasm." I say, giving her a sexy smile. "I am?" She asks. The funny thing is, she was serious. I just smile at her. I am happy because that tells me that her and Shay Shay, or any of her other boyfriends, never did anything other than make out.
"I'm surprised you haven't experienced one yet." I say. That's it, Quincy. Make her think you aren't happy that she hasn't yet. And yes, I am going to be the person who gives her her first real big orgasm. It might even be tonight…if I keep my fingers crossed. Okay so now she is giving me one of her curious looks, which of course, is a good sign. Hmm I think that something might actually happen tonight.
"Well my ex boyfriends never really tried anything with me. They probably thought about it, but they had enough respect not to." She says. They better be happy they didn't try anything with her. They would not be alive to tell the tale. Especially if Spiederman would have tried to do something with her. That little punk would probably try to score then brag to his little immature friends about it. Jamie, well…I was surprised that he actually lost it to a gothic girl. Actually I can't believe he lost it at all.
Actually I wouldn't have been that disappointed or angry or jealous if her and Jamie had sex. I know the kid really did love her. Now Shay Shay…I would be pissed, angry, and jealous and annoyed all at the same time. I like Shay Shay…I really do, but the fact that he had his hands on MY Jude made me angry and jealous at the same time. And if he would have had sex with her…let's just say Darius would have to give up his hope of having any great-nephews and nieces.
"Lucky for them." I mumble. She looks at me and smirks. "Protective much?" She asks, still smirking. Hell yes I am protective of the things that belong to me. Yes, Jude does belong to me. I don't care what anyone says. And if anyone tells you different, tell them to come talk to Tom Quincy. I would give them a very physical explanation of what happens if you touch my property or if you ignore the fact that something belongs to me.
"I'm not that protective. I just care about you." I say. That's really not a lie. I do care about her. I'm sure everyone can see that. Kwest…he always has something smart eleck to say but he can see how much I care for her. I just get jealous and start to act stupid and mean whenever I see a guy showing interest in her. Come to think of it, me and Kwest had a little conversation a couple months ago when Jude fired me off her album.
It was right before I went over to Jude's apartment/studio. I pushed him into the studio, pretty hard, into the studio. Before he had a chance to say anything I pushed him into the recording booth and slammed the door shut. I started yelling at him and asking him questions about whether or not he had a thing for Jude. First he smirked, then he got serious when he saw the serious look and glare in my eye. He swore up and down he didn't have a thing for her. I proceeded to tell him that if I ever found out something different that he would be eating breakfast through a straw and that little go-T that he had going on would be permanently removed. I think I also told him to try growing hair somewhere else besides his face. Harsh, I know, but I was upset that day.
"It's good to know that you care." She says to me. I smile at her and scoot closer. "I care about other things to." I say. "I'm sure you do." She says, giving me one of her sexy smiles. "Do you want to know what they are about?" I ask, scooting even closer to her. "Are you going to show me?" She asks. Ah, how I love the way she thinks. You know just recently she has started to flirt more openly with me. Of course it is usually when we are alone.
"Only if you want me to." I say. She just smiles at me before taking another sip of her wine. I scoot closer to her and take the glass from her hand and set it on the ground. She looks at me deep in the eyes as I move in front of her, putting my arms on the edge of the Jacuzzi, blocking her in. she bites her bottom lip as she continues to stare at me deep in the eyes. Should I be the one to make the first move? Of course I should. She won't admit it to me, but I know she is always shy around me. If I don't make the first move then the move won't be made.
If I kiss her God only knows what will happen next. Although she did say she wanted me to give her an orgasm…well more or less. I should just start by kissing, which will lead to making out, of course. I just hope the lower part of my anatomy doesn't get too excited. Because either then we are going to have to have sex or I am going to be calling Tameka the second Jude leaves. Let's just hope and pray it doesn't get to that point. She said she has never experienced an orgasm, well now here I am. I'm going to give it to her.
"Do you want to experience it?" I ask quietly. I move my face closer to hers, only centimeters away. She just nods her head and I notice she has this new look in her eye. She has never had this look in her eye. This is a look of want…actually a glint in her eye. I wonder what look she will get when we actually go the whole way. Right now she is just going to get a taste; a mind blowing taste, but still just a taste. Keep her wanting more.
"Close your eyes." I instruct in a deep, yet quiet voice. She obeys and slowly closes her as. I smile a little and lean in and connect my lips with her. You know she is a really good kisser. She is one of the few girls that can actually make me hot without doing any tongue tricks. And the way she is moving her wet fingers up and down my chest right now is another turn on. I can already feel "junior" getting excited. See this is what I get for making the first move…in a Jacuzzi. I should have known I was going to get too hot and too excited.
Okay time to start letting my hands work their magic. Oh and note to self: I really need to teach Jude how to do tongue tricks. She is a quick learner but she can be better…a lot better. We'll get to that… eventually, right now I have other things in mind. Teaching foreplay tongue movements isn't really a top priority right now. I continue to kiss her, twirling my tongue around hers, as my hand slips under the water and down her body, towards her bikini bottoms.
You know if you look at my sex history you would say I get 'lucky' a lot. But why is it that everytime I am with Jude I am not so lucky? Just as my hand slips inside of her bikini and pull it down to her mid thigh, her cell phone rings. Now common sense would tell you to ignore it…well I would ignore it. But Jude? She is a teenage girl who jumps at the sound of her phone…literally. Her eyes shot open and she immediately grabbed her phone, stopping me of what I was about to.
Okay, normally when a girl stops me I get really mad and either tell them to go home or...ignore them until they leave on their own. But as we all know, Jude is different. Even though she just stopped me I'm not going to ignore her or tell her to go home…I'm just going to act all sulky and give her a cute face. Yes, I admit it. I know I can give girls cute faces. But it's just another part of the Quincy charm to pretend like I don't know it.
Anyways, back to Jude…she grabs her phone and answers, saying "Hi, Saidie." Saidie Harrison. Why is she against me having any sort of physical contact with Jude? Oh maybe because I wasn't this hands on with her when we were in a relationship. Well that's not my fault. I was busy. I had to work. Yeah that's my excuse and I'm sticking with it. Because we all know I can make time for Jude. I just didn't want to make time for Saidie.
I look at Jude who gives me an apologetic look, which is useless on me. I reach over and take the phone from her hand and close it. I mean it was only Saidie. She looks at me and smirks. Just as I am about move in I see Saidie appear on the patio. She closes her phone and looks at us and our position. I had forgotten that I still had Jude boxed in against the edge of the Jacuzzi. I also forgot that her bikini bottoms were only on halfway.
I move it back up for her, trying to my hardest to be discrete about it. "Which one of you hung up on me?" Saidie asks as she closes her phone. "I did." I say. Her bitchy tone doesn't scare me. Honestly seeing Jude when she just woke up scares me more than Saidie's famous bitchy tone. I used to date her so I am used to it. Right now I have a right to be bitchy. She just interrupted me and Jude's moment; a moment we might not get again for a long time.
"Why? Was I interrupting something?" She asks giving me one of her 'Saidie pissed off looks.' I already told you Saidie. Your looks and your tone don't scare me. If anything it just makes me detest you a little more than what I already do. She knows she was interrupting something. She always interrupts me and Jude's moments. One of these days I'm going to barge in on her and Kwest having one of their moments and I'm just going to stand there and watch. Their moments are usually X-rated if you catch my drift.
"No, why would you think you were interrupting something, Sades?" Jude asks nervously. I roll my eyes and sigh, moving to the side of her so she can exit the Jacuzzi. Sometimes she can stand up to her sister but other times I don't know what happens. She caves and I hate that. But then again she is the younger sister. But that still shouldn't matter.
"Well let's go already Jude." Saidie says to her. "How did you get in here?" I ask her, just realizing how she just popped up. "You left your door unlocked." She says. I guess in the happiness of having Jude come over and seeing the bikini she had in her hand, I forgot to lock the door. That's what I get for having a one track mind, I guess. But from now on I am going to double check and make sure I lock my door…no matter how hot and sexy the guest is.
"Give me five minutes." She says. "Why?" Saidie pouts, crossing her arms. You know the more and more I listen to her the more and more I wonder how I lasted that long in a relationship with her. I mean yeah she does look sexy right now, standing there with her arms crossed, but she is so…self centered? Yeah that's it. She is self centered. Okay we all know I can't talk. I guess that's just another reason why we broke up. Two self centered people obviously can't be together.
"Because I have to get dressed, Saidie." Jude says, rolling her eyes. I smile at her when I see her do this. She smiles back. I can see that she is a little disappointed that Saidie had interrupted also. But it's her fault. She's the one who answered the phone. Oh I almost forgot…I am supposed to be acting sulky. When she goes up to my room to change I'm going to give her one word comments or one word answers to her questions. I'll probably piss her off but oh well.
"Well I'm just going to wait in the car. Don't take all night." Saidie says as she turns around and walks back into the house. "Bye to you too." I mumble. Jude laughs as she gets out of the pool. I now take the time to take in Jude's wet body. Why is it that girls look so much sexier when they are wet? And there goes my mind again. It's really sad how the simplest word can lead to me thinking about sex. But oh well.
"Are you coming, Quincy?" She asks. That girl should really start using different words in her vocabulary. I had the sudden urge to say "Not yet, but give me a hour and a half and we both will be." but I didn't. I do have a little self control…over my words at least. Now my actions? Well I have a little control over them. I do. If I didn't Jude wouldn't have a job because we would never work…on her music. I would have her on the soundboard and any other kinky place at G major.
"Yeah I'm com—I'm right behind ya." I respond as I get out of the water. She turns around and looks at me. Rather she turns around and checks me out. Her eyes wander up and down my chest. I guess girls like seeing guys' wet bodies also. She bites her bottom lip and turns around, making her way into the house. Hmm I think Saidie is going to have to wait a lot longer than five minutes….
When we get upstairs I remember, yet again, that I am supposed to be sulking. So I decide to start right now. She asks me if I want to use the bathroom first and I just shrug. She gives me a weird look then shakes her head and goes into the bathroom. Maybe I shouldn't be sulky; I mean she did look just as disappointed as I did when she saw that Saidie had arrived. I guess when you look at it, it was a good thing she answered her phone, that way we knew Saidie would be coming. If Saidie would have caught us a little further in the act then we would have a lot of explaining to do. Well that and Saidie would probably throw all my expensive items in the pool or at the wall.
Okay one thing I HATE about Jacuzzi's is the fact that they make your…manhood shrink. Being in hot water then going into the cool air is not a good mixture for your 'friend.' Lucky for me, I'm so well endowed that even when it shrinks it is still big. Okay I know that sounded really cocky but it's the truth. But that little fact that I stated before describing how big my manhood, is why I do not want to take off my boxers.
When Jude opens the door I see her fully dressed. She looks at me up and down again, probably because I am still in my boxers. "I told you, you could have used the bathroom first." She says. "That's okay." I say. We stand in a silence for a few moments. I think she finally realizes that we were making out and were about to do some ungodly things before her sister came. Hey she said she wanted me to give her an orgasm so I did. I was only trying to make her happy.
"Right, so I should um, go…before Saidie gets too impatient and starts to honk and wake up the whole neighborhood." She says, breaking the silence. "Okay." I reply, not really knowing what else to say. I mean we are Tommy and Jude. 98.9 percent of our lives are spent with awkward silences and rethinking our impulsive actions…or gloating about our impulsive actions.
When we get to the front door she is about to open it but I put my hand on it and close it again. She looks at me with a curious look in her eye. I turn her around and push her against the door and put hands on the door, boxing her in. I lean in and kiss the spot behind her right earlobe. It's a known fact that kissing and sucking that spot makes all girls hot and crazy. I know it made Jude hot because she immediately moaned and her arms locked around my neck. I French kiss that spot then move down to her neck and suck on a random part, making her moan again.
If she keeps moaning like that my 'friend' is going to wake up. She begins to run her fingers through my hair but stops when she hears the sound of a loud obnoxious horn. I remove my mouth from her neck and sigh, looking up at her. She stops biting her bottom lip and slowly opens her eyes. I slowly kiss her softly on the lips for a few seconds.
"There are other opportunities for you to experience your first orgasm." I whisper in her ear before I un-box her. She smiles and nods her head and moves so that she can open the door. I just smile at her as she walks out the door and down the sidewalk towards Saidie's car. I close the door and turn around to think about what had just happened. I think tonight was a life changing night for me…or something. I mean this is the first time I haven't gotten any from a female who came to my house to drink wine and chill in the Jacuzzi. Wow either Jude is taming me down or I am loosing my touch. I'm thinking the first one. I could never loose my touch.
So this is day number…10 of not having sex. I can't last any longer. But that would be wrong. I just made out with Jude and now I'm going to have sex with someone else. That's like cheating, which I know I did a lot, but I can't cheat on Jude. Well, technically speaking, Jude and I aren't together…yet. See there is a yet in there. I just won't kiss the girl I'm going to call. Maybe I'll feel better. No…I probably won't. Maybe I should try what all the other guys do whenever they don't have anybody to call…use my hand.
But that is so…juvenile. I'm a 24 year old guy. I shouldn't have to use my hand. But if Jude was to find out that minutes after she made out with me and left my house I had sex with a random girl I can almost guarantee she will never kiss me again. She will be jealous and hurt all in one. I can take the jealousy but the hurt part…no. I feel her pain whenever I hurt her. Cliché much? I know but that's how it is. Well this is a night of firsts, so I guess I use my hand just this ONCE. But never again. Jude better be happy I care about her and her emo---
My thoughts get cut off by a knock on my door. I turn around and open it, surprised at who I saw standing there. "Tameka?" I ask looking up and down. She had a short black satin dress on that was showing a lot of her legs. Oh how I love legs. And she had on bright red lipstick and she had a playful look in her eye.
"Are you done working with Jude?" She asks. "Uh, yeah." I say. "Good, now it's time to work on me." She says as she walks inside my house, pushing me aside. What was I saying again about caring about Jude's emotions?...
Next Day G Major………..
I step into the studio and close the door, thanking god nobody was in it yet. Remember how I told you last night was a night of firsts? Well I have another one to add to the list. I, Tom Quincy, turned down a beautiful sexy woman. Hard to believe? How do you think I feel now as I sit here and analyze it? I don't know how I did it, but I did. I actually turned her down. I mean she was on top of me and everything. I had the condom in my hand, but there was something about the way she said my name. It just didn't sound right. She didn't say it the way Jude does.
You have NO idea how hard it was to say no to Tameke the Freak. I mean NO idea. And you have no idea how 'excited' I was. But I still turned her down. I was more surprised than her when I said "I'm not in the mood.' I have never, in my entire life, used those words before. And I don't plan on using them again. Disappointment wasn't the only look that crossed Tameka's face when I said that. But luckily she was a good sport about it and just left.
Last night I did not use my hand. I refuse to stoop that low. Instead I took about 10 cold showers. Probably more than that but I lost track at 10. Jude Harrison is the ONLY girl that can make me give up sex with other females. The ONLY girl. What she is doing to me, I do not know. All I know is…if I don't get any from her tonight, I think I'm going to go after Jamie's girlfriend. I can tell she is a kinky. Just kidding. I would never stoop that low either. Last night was about Jude's feelings. Tonight it's about my feelings. I have needs, ya know. I get cravings; strong sexual cravings. Whoever I have sex with tonight better watch out. I'm not going to stop till at least 7 o'clock in the morning. Actually I might even call in to work tomorrow. That's how badly I need sum.
I hope it is Jude who gives it to me. I mean I really hope it is. I mean I gave up sex for her; kinky sex might I add. When I was 16 years old I thought I was in love with this girl named Samantha. I promised her and myself that I would never cheat on her. Well, I did…with Tameka. I was sprung really bad over this girl and yet I still cheated on her. Jude and I aren't even together and I didn't sleep with Tameka. Do you see where I'm going with this? Jude has a certain hold on me and I don't know what it is. All I know is that I'm going to go crazy if I don't find out soon.
I'm trying me hardest not to imagine what she is wearing…or what she was wearing last night. They don't have showers here at work so I would be in trouble if Tommy jr woke up. As if on cue, Jude walks through the door. I swallow hard as I take in what she is wearing. Another short skirt. I don't know if I should kill whoever gave her the money to buy all these shorts skirts or to hug them. Right now I'm leaning closer to kill sense I haven't had sex with her yet. I can already tell it's going to be a lot…hot day. And why is she looking at me like that?
"Hey, girl." I say, trying to keep my eyes on her face. "Hey. What are you doing?" She asks, taking a seat next to me. I noticed that she had re-closed the door and locked it. "Nothing, just waiting for you." I say. She was actually on time today. I wonder why. "Oh, well here I am. Kwest called me and said he wasn't going to be in until another hour, the new receptionist said that Darius wasn't coming in today, and Porsha is on vacation for the next four days." She says.
I sit there and take in the bit of information she has just told me. No Darius, no Porsha, no Kwest, Liam has been on a business trip since Monday. We basically have the whole place to ourselves if you take away the unimportant interns and receptionist. Hmm maybe now is a good time to teach her some foreplay tongue movement. I look at her and give her a smile. I can automatically tell she knows what I'm thinking.
"So Harrison, do you want to learn a new trick?" I ask. "It depends." She says. "On what?" I ask. I love our flirty banter. "On what trick you want to teach me." She replies with a smile. "Well last night I noticed you weren't so good with tongue tricks. I'll be more than happy to show you." I say as I pull her closer to me.
"Practice makes perfect, right?" She says with a smile as she straddles my lap. "Exactly." I say before connecting our mouths. Now I honestly hope no one interrupts because that would honestly piss me off for the rest of the day. But as usual, I never get what I hope for. About a hour and a half into our make out session…rather my 'teaching' session, I hear a throat being cleared. We slowly break away from each and turn to look at the person standing in the room with the keys dangling from his hand and his arms crossed. God is this my punishment for having romantic sexual feelings for a minor?...
Ok there is a LONG awaited update. Words cannot describe how sorry I am. I am really busy during the week with getting adjusted to school. I know you don't want to hear excuses so I'll stop but I really am sorry. I think my updates are about to start getting regular again…I hope. Okay please tell me what you think about the update.