(A/N) Hello.. I know you wont like the chapter very well... it was kinda just a 'I need to upload' kinda thing...
I do not Own FMA... Cause my brain didn't think of this master piece before me...
"Hello?"
I found myself in... in a... some where...
"Is anyone out there?" I yell.
It was dark... Everywhere I look is just so, black. No one to be seen for miles...
"Can anybody hear me?!" I yell desperately, running in a random direction.
"Anyone? Anyone at all?" I try to yell but ends up in a sad, broken, agonizing sob.
"Ed?" A light voice calls out. "Oh my goodness! My baby boy!"
I look up to see a woman. Her face filled with joy. A lovely woman with long auburn, chestnut brown hair.
"Mom?" I say, in a half sob half excited voice.
I stand up and walk closer to her, then, I start to run towards her.
"Mom! Its really you!" I run up to her and hug her as tight as I can. I bury my face in her chest and inhale a little, taking in her sent.
"Mom, oh god I've missed you..."
Soon, my arms seem to get loser around her. Her gentle touch around my shoulders went missing. And her sent, just seemed to vanish.
I looked up to see that. That thing Alphonse and I made. Our mistake. Our shame. My fault. All, my fault.
I step away with a mixture of shock and fear spreading through out my face.
"M-Mom?"
It started to crawl towards me. Red eyes glued to my soul like a lion after it's prey.
I start to hear laughing. All around me, everywhere. They were laughing at me. Trying to run away from this... from this thing!
The laughing slowly starts to get softer... "Ed... ward?...Ed?" It starts to say."Come.. on... Ed...ward?"
It wont stop following me. It continues to crawl towards me and I trip over something. It grabs my ankle and I scream. I scream and I glue my eyes shut.
When I open them, I see Colonel Mustang, grabbing onto my shoulders as if for his very life. His eyes filled with worry and fear.
My breath came out in long heavy pants. "Mom?" I mumble under my breath.
A lone tear falls from my eye. I quickly embrace myself into the colonel's chest. From what started as one tear turned into ten, then twenty, then became an uncontrollable fountain came rushing from my eyes.
"Ed are you okay?"
Ed? He's never called me anything other than Fullmetal before... never...
"C-colonel? Why? Why do I have to be so stupid? Why can't I just be a normal teenager and go to school, hang out with my friends, and have my parents yell at me for staying out to late! Why?! Why?..."
"Ed, just think of all the good you have done-"
"Like what?! Throw my brother's soul in an empty suit armor? Cause hundreds of deaths including Mr. Hughes?!
He sighed and sat down next to me, looking at his shoe. He put one of his hands on mine.
"Wheres your bathroom?..." I ask shyly, getting up causing his hand to fall off mine.
"I'll tell you if you give me all your sharp objects" The Colonel said.
I dug into my pocket and handed my rag with the blades to him. "Here 'ya go Colonel." I say dropping the rag in his lap.
"First things first, you can call me Roy. Second, down the hall, first door on your left."
" Thanks... Roy." I said. I walk in the bathroom and take off my jacket, placing it by the door making sure no light can get through. I clap my hands softly and transmute a small blade on my pointer finger of my automail arm.
I make a quick clean cut and grab some toilet paper to clean the blood off. I flush it down the toilet after i'm done and grab my coat, quickly putting it on after transmuting my finger back to normal.
I walk out of the bathroom and back into the living room. The rain still pouring, harder than before, and my cloths and hair still damp.
I look at the clock and see it's half passed midnight.
"Hey Roy do you think-" I look over to see him passed out on the couch.
I smile and start to search around his house for his room to get a blanket for him.
After a while of searching a grab a black blanket from his bed and pull it over him.
"I'm sure he wont mind if I use his phone..." I mumble to myself.. And again, go hunting for something in his house. When I find his phone, I call Alphonse.
The phone starts to ring..
"Hello?" I soft echoed voice says.
"Hey Al, I just wanted to tell 'ya i'm spending the night at the Colonel's place." I say softly, trying not to wake up Roy.
"Okay, tell the Colonel I sad hi. And don't be a brat I know how you can get with him."
"Okay, fine Al. You wont see any houses on fire tonight. G-night."
"Goodnight brother." He said in a flat tone and hung up, with me flowing.
He can't trust me for a minute, can he?
"Now where am I going to sleep..." I say softly to myself.
I guess I could take Roy's bed, but that would be rude. And there is no blanket... I could sleep on the other couch... but Bella is there. I guess... I could sleep next to Roy. The couch is big enough for the both of us...
I carefully slide under the blanket next to Roy, and place my head on the arm rest as a pillow. Then, I feel Roy's arms wrap around me and I started to blush... a lot... But, his embrace was warm, and safe... Witch made me want to stay there forever. I saw his hands around my waste, and smiled. I put my flesh hand over his and I swear for a moment, I felt like I didn't need to continue with my whole, self-harm, problem. I pushed that thought aside. If I stopped, I would be crying in a dark corner wishing I was never born, and probably writing some poetry, and suck at it. But for now, I guess I could pretend the world around me, is gone, dissiperd...Or I could bite my tongue and shut the fuck up before I can't stand the sight of you.
But before I knew it myself, I fell into a dreamless sleep.
(A/N) Ya, I know... Not my best work... but my girl friend kinda has me distracted... hehe... But yes, I have decided to do the Roy x Ed thing... if you couldn't tell already...Sorry for those who wanted me to do the parental Roy... Its just my brain wont let me... and for my last 2 chapters, i found things that needed to be edited, but my computer wont let me fix them... so that's why if you were wondering... witch you weren't.. So love you and all of your wonderful reviews! so please leave one for me!