SUMMANARY: Tomoyo and Eriol work at this big corporation in England and are both big executives in it, although there young (Tomoyo 25 and Eriol 26)
Well hello again.. long time, no?.. yeah sorry about that, my source of inspiration took a vacation so I got stuck with a writers block. Hopefully it all returned to me now, so here is my 3erd chapter.
To my reviewers, who I ADORE, thank you so much..
- Shy S. girl: so here it is!! Thank you
- "...": yeah I feel the same way. Its kind of odd to imagine them as a happy couple (ewwww)
- Akina: I guess its going to be a happy ending, I sure hope so, I don't like those endings where you get the sensation of "ohh, all that reading and not even a happy ending!". Life's got much crap as it is for me to remind you of its crappie ways.
- Mei: thanx for the correction, it mite not seam as much, but it really helps. And yeah she is kind of # in this fic, although I think its just that she's tired of living a life that was destined to be for her, not one that she choused to live, if you know what I mean.
- Never be normal: yeah down with her.. we should all poking her with needles or something thinking hard, with evil grind
- Star Katt: thank you soooo much for the corrections, I haven't really had time to correct them, but ill put my self to it, promise.
- Chibi Yuet: why thank you, and yes I know the grammar and spelling mistake are my sworn enemies, but I promise ill correct them as soon as possible (ask Star Katt, the promise was for her)
-lil teapot of sun: I absolutely agree with you, thanx a lot for the tip.
Well that's it, now of with the chapter...
CHAPTER 3
"No, no no, no, its Saturday for Gods sake!" she said to no one in particular. She hadn't slept much last night. She couldn't, how could she, she had spend all night thinking about him, thinking about the kiss, and the feelings that it nourished. When she finally got a chance to surrender to sleep she dream of him, so it was all a one way route: Eriol.
ding dong ..ding dong..
"shit." she clumsily got out of bed "I swear to God that if its one of those brats from next door with those water guns I'm not going to control my self this time"
As she approached the front door of her small apartment she fixed her hair a little bit, mumbling another round of things she would do to her 'very early knocker'
She carefully opened the door, closing her eyes in a self protection, expecting a splash of water or who knows what slimy thing those kids could get there hands on. Since nothing was happening she decided it was safe to open her eyes, just to find a surprise in front of her
"hello miss Daidojan" said a man that carried the biggest bouquet of flowers she had ever seen.
"uhhh.Daidouji" she corrected
"well yes, just what I said, anyways sign here" he said pointing at a spot in a paper he was handing her, carefully maneuvering the large bouquet with one hand
"you must have this wrong, they must be for the girl next door, not me.."
"miss Daidojy right?" he said checking the paper again
"yes" she said reading her name on the paper, signing it after carefully examining it .
"so there, no mistake. Now if you would please take this, there kind of heavy"
"Umm .. yes" she said taking the bouquet from his hands
"ohh here's the note, I didn't want it to fall, the dude seemed really eager at the though of the flowers so I didn't want to spoil his mood by 'misplacing' the note" said the man trough some chuckles while putting the note on top of the flowers that she now carried.
Tomoyo was about to close the door "ohh ohh I almost forgot" said the man
"yes?"
"could I please see that you put them in water?" said the man in a plead
"uhh.. what.. why?"
"well you see the dude, no offence but his kind of lost it somewhere.. man I've seen crazy thing, but going to a flower shop at 6 am waiting till I open up, all this wearing your pajamas is king of weird you know.." he said thinking out loud
Tomoyo was stunt of what she was hearing
"..well, anyways, he double tipped me just to make sure you would put them on water, I guess he though that you were going to throw them out or something, I don't know" he said in a chuckle, considering it the must ridiculous thought ever.
"umm I.. uff" she said know confirming her thoughts of who the flowers where from. 'Eriol' Her heart beat had doubled its normal rate and the memories of the night before came rushing in, again.
The man notice the look on her face, confusion was placed all over it "please miss.. I know it's stupid, cause you could just throw them out when I leave, but it would really make me feel better, about the tip, you know"
"yes, I guess" she said stepping in to her small apartment and seeking for a vase, I really large one, which she didn't have, so she separated the bouquet in 2 medium vases.
The florist was watching her through the door, "well miss I'll be seeing you, bye" he said closing the door behind him when he notice that she had placed the flowers in the vases.
"ok lets see" she said picking up the note she had put on the counter . 'Eriol, the things you do..' she said looking at the letter like waiting it to melt on her hands. She carefully opened the envelope, her hands trembling.
Tomoyo:
I would give my life just to be able to ask you to stay; to hear the things that you would never say; to hug you, you hugging back; to make you smile; and to kiss you each time you wake up next to me. I would give my life to know what you think, to open all the doors that trap us, to defeat all the storms that want to crush us, to set my eyes on yours, to kiss you till our lips are worn away, to see in your face each day, to create, to dream, to let everything flow. I would give my life to explain to you what goes through my mind, to feel the arrow through my heart each time I see you. So I hope that one day ill be able to let all my suffering go, the pain that fills me each time I think a cant have you and you cant be mine, although I love you more and more each day.
Who cares what they think and say, if I'm crazy it's my thing, if I'm crazy it's because I love you. I've lost my self in your fragrance, in your lips, the same lips that compose words that fill my heart burned with joy.
Now I can see things clearly again, now I can see thing going my way, I can see once again the sun shine, but tell me how long do we have to wait? Tell me what do I have to do to make my dreams come true, cause the air that begins with each word you say would be my command, and the sound that you make when its all said would be my obligation, you just have to tell me what you want, and you'll have it.
I Love you.. Eriol
Tears where all over her eyes 'what am I suppose to do know, huuu?' she said in a battle with her self, 'ok now I know how he feels, and certainly I know how I feel. But it doesn't change anything, Everything's still here, its not like all problems are solve because he or I know how we feels' she said gasping trough her tears 'please god make me strong and help me bare with all this I'm felling inside, help me take the right path, cause right now my head and my heart are fighting a battle with each other... really.. I KNOW what's right but, hell, it sure does not feel like it is.. make me stop loving him so much'.
She ran a hand caressing the hand written words, contemplating each letter; then carefully folding the letter back and placing it on the envelope.
Ring ring
She jumped, the phone had scared her. She made her way to the device, wiping the tears of her face. She looked at the phone ringing thinking if she should pick it up or not. 'It's probably him, I am not picking up, nop, not picking up, nop, nop.. there, a determined woman who knows what's best for her.. not picking up..'
"Hello?" 'cant I just stick to my convictions?'
"Hi, is this auntie Toyo?"
" Cedric?" well that's a relief, wait, wait.. why is he calling me?
"Hi auntie Toyo, yes it's me"
"well, hi there sweetie, what up?" She said trying to hide the emotions she was suffering a minute ago 'What's up?, the hell wrong with me'
"are you sick auntie Toyo?" said the boy in a concerned tone
'sick?, ahh the way I'm taking kind of gives it up' "umm yeah runny nose"
"ahhh"
"so why are you calling, is something wrong?"
"well you see.." started the boy, playing with the fraise.
'ahhh, 'you see' I know that one, he wants something' she thought while a bright smile decorated her face, it was rather odd, the mixture of dried tears and swollen eyes with a smile that seem to illuminate the atmosphere.
"do you remember when you did those Fabulous costumes for me and Tommy last Halloween?" said the boy in a cheerful tone
"yes Cedric I do" 'Ahh so that's what it is'
"well.. you see.. the other day at class the teacher"
'there it is again' she said to her self. She knew the kid like he was her own child; why wouldn't she, she's been his father best friend since before he was born. She has been there since his first word, she has taken care of him many times, he slept over her house, and they (Eriol, Cedric, Tommy and her) usually went to the park and to the movies, almost every weekend; every weekend till this one, and.. Her thought where interrupted by the child's words
"so, the play's going to be the little red riding hood, and I'm going to be playing the wolf" the boy said eagerly
"ahhh, that is great news"
"yes!, and I want to be the scariest wolf ever!"
"ohh, and could I ask who's going to be playing the little girl?" she said with a smirk on her face
"uhhm.. well.. you see.. umm.. Elisabeth" he said the name very fast but still she caught it pretty well
"ahhh, isn't she the same girl that you scared last time"
"well, yeah, she's just such a cry baby"
"you think?, I think she is rather nice and beautiful"
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"you know, she is the daughter of a friend of mine, Chiharu"
"yeah, yeah you told me last time" said Cedric in a dull voice
"Ok so you want me to make you the costume, I'm I right?"
"YES!, and I want it to be the most scariest costume ever" said the boy, glad the she had changed the subject
"Cause you want to scare her, right?"
"well Dahhh"
"And why would you want to do that?"
"emm , auntie aren't you listening.. I told you she's I cry baby" 'and there she goes again'
"and that's it?"
"Yeah.. its just that she thinks she's so nice, and always has this big smile on her face, like a clown"
"well, I'm always smiling too, does that make me a clown?"
"Ohh no no no"
'ohh his good'
"cause you are the most beautiful auntie one could wish for"
'ohh his very good'
"Why thank you Cedric. So, ok, for the measurements tell your auntie Nakuru to bring you by 4 o'clock, ok?"
"Ok"
"But tell her to bring you by, not any body else" she was not in the mood to face Eriol today
"umm, why"
'Good question' "well I have something I want to show her" She lied.
"umm, ok. Well see you auntie Toyo, and thanks"
"Bye Cedric, and your welcome"
"emm auntie Toyo"
"Yes?"
"well you see.."
'ohh here we go again'
"could you make some of those cookies you made last time, they where sooo delicious, even better than the ones from the bakery store"
'ohh his really really good' "yes Cedric I'll have them ready when you get here"
"thanks auntie Toyo, bye"
"bye"
Yeah yeah I know all of you know what's going to happen next.. obvious no?
Well I know that this chapter doesn't really say anything, but I promise the next one is going to be much better, and its going to be up pretty soon (already writing it), but I needed to put a base for it (and so this chapter is the base for my hopefully better next one)
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