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Edwards Point of View

Bella…my sweet Bella. I didn't have the courage to tell her what was wrong. As soon as the bell rang, I ran out of our class as fast as I could, well as humanly possible, as I could. I knew I shouldn't have left Bella alone, especially with the two vampires there as well, but I just couldn't face her.

I walked out of school and headed towards my car. I had to think by myself. I was ashamed with myself. How could I let my jealousy take control of me? I love Bella more then anything, and I know she loves me to, but still the way she had looked at Allen made my whole body quiver, making me want break something.

After a while, I took a deep breath and made my way back into the school. I walked towards our next class and stopped at the door waiting for Bella to arrive so I could apologize. I waited for a while, I looked up and finally caught glimpse of my beautiful Bella. But she wasn't alone, she was with Allen.

I could feel my face fall as I saw them, and I quickly walked into class. I was aching all over. If it would have been any other boy I really wouldn't have minded as much, but Allen was no ordinary guy. I sat down and waited for Bella to sit next to me in her usually seat but as she walked in I saw her dazed expression as she followed Allen and sat next to him.

"She will be mine; so back off!" Allen thought at me. But I didn't say anything. I looked at Bella with no expression on my face. She stared back at me, after a while I just looked away. She had no idea how much it hurt me just to see her sitting next to him, talking to him. I could feel Bella staring at me, but I didn't look at her once the rest of the period.

The rest of they day passed blindly for me, but I did know Bella was with Allen. I waited patiently for Bella to walk out of school at the end of day. Knowing I was the one who had driven her to school, I was expecting her to come back to me then, so I could take her back home. But my hopes were shattered as soon as Bella walked out with Allen, and they quickly walked to his car.

I heard her gasp, and saw her get in his car. 'Bella how could you trust him so quickly…' was all I thought as they drove away. I know Bella had seen me as they were leaving, at least for a moment. I quickly dropped my car off at home, and ran as fast as I could to Bella's home. I ran up and quickly climbed through her window and got in her room, and tried to calm down as I waited for her.

A few minutes later I heard a car driving up the street and heard Bella get out and thank Allen. I heard Bella quickly open the door and step inside. Her sweet scent slowly reached me and again I felt intoxicated by her. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. I heard her climbing up the steps, and she luckily didn't trip. As she opened her bedroom door I quickly rushed at her and took her in my arms. I had caught her off guard and she screamed.

Bella's Point of View

I screamed, but only once before I felt my lips being covered by no one others then my angel's. It was a passionate kiss, one filled with longing and love. I smiled against his lips, and even though I loved his kisses I pulled away from him reluctantly, I still needed to talk to him.

I slowly looked up at him just to be met by his beautiful eyes. They were filled with confusion, pain, and sadness but overall, love. He reluctantly stepped back from me and let go. "Hello love", he whispered in his velvet voice. "Hi Edward", I whispered back. It was mintues before I finally decided to break the silence.

"Edward… What happened today...Why were you ignoring me?" I managed to choke out. Tears threatened to spill over, but I held them in check. But not a few seconds later I was enveloped in Edwards's strong arms. "Don't cry my angel. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset," he took an unneeded breath and continued.

"But this morning when you looked at Allen, I just couldn't take it. Bella you were entranced by him! I'm sorry that my jealousy took over…but it hurt me to see you look at him so. What enraged me more were the thoughts he had of you. He was staring back at you...lustfully. Bella he wants you, and he's going to do anything he can to get you to be his…"

He breathed again and continued. "…I guess it just scares me to know there's another chance I could loose you Bella…and that scares me more then anything. love you so much." He took another breath, "But I promised you I would be here for you as long as you wanted me here, and that promise still stands. But the day you decide otherwise, ill leave just as soon as you say the word." He softly finished, his velvet voice taking on a pained tone.

"Edward!" I yelled, and quickly grasped his face between my hands, "Didn't we already go through this?! How could you possibly think that I could possibly ever stop loving you? Don't you understand, I love you more then anything? How could I possibly exist without needing you? I don't care what Allen thinks, he could keep hoping and wishing me to be his, but that will never happen. Of course I was entranced by Allen. He's a vampire! Your whole family dazzles me at times Edward, but none as powerfully as you. You have no reason to be jealous, he doesn't hold a flame to the feelings I have for you."

Unlike Edward I took a much needed breath, and continued. "I love you Edward, get that through your head. There will never come a day when I wont want you, because I want to spend forever with you, and only you." I finished, and slowly let go of his face. I looked down, and then I looked back up.

Edward was smiling and finally let my tears spill over. He quickly took me in his arms again and comforted me. "Shh Bella, I'm sorry I acted so silly. Please don't cry. I promise I wont go any were, as long as you want me here ill stay."

"Of course I want you here, silly. Always and forever, that wont ever change," I replied. "I love you Bella," he said and kissed me. So much love and adoration was felt in that single kiss, and I could feel myself going faint. "Breathe Bella…" he chuckled. I smiled up at him, and at that moment everything felt ok again.

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