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I swear I have never run so fast.I was up off the ground and into my truck as fast as possible and i'm not even one for the running!Shaking,I opened the door and slid into the drivers seat,comforted by it's familiarness.I was shaking so hard I couldn't possibly even hope to drive, so I just took deep breaths to try and clam myself through the nose,out through the mouth,in through the nose...

Suddenly I heard a brisk tap on my window.I screamed,images of wolves filling my head again and I shoved down the locks on the doors,cowering in my I heard laughing outside.I looked up only to find Embry's smiling face looking in at me.I glared at him as I unlocked the doors.

'Woah,someone's a bit jumpy today,eh,Bella?' he said,looking a bit concerned.

I continued scowling. 'You scared me Embry!It's just this...thing with Victoria...'

I decide to refrain from telling him the truth,just in case I get Paul into ,why do I even care?Embry pulls on my arm ,forcing me to leave the truck which i reluctantly do.

'Come on,I am on strict orders to get you to Billy' others will be arriving...sooner or later.'

I don't like the tone of foreboding in his voice but I try my best to ignore it.I don't want to freak out in front of Embry.

We walk the short distance to Billy's house and Embry enters without knocking,like he owns the place.I see Billy in the kitchen and we go in to join him.I sit on one of the chairs surrounding the table while Embry heads straight for the raids it.

I have to admit,I am glad for Embry's i been alone with Billy it would just be just not really in the mood to be lectured about running with vampires,being reminded of how it is my fault that the wolves are out there hunting are putting their lives in constant danger for a fruitless mission!I feel like I don't belong here.I don't deserve to be sitting here.I stare at the floor.

The seconds tick by and I grow more and more anxious,even Embry starts Sam strolls in,followed by a few more werewolves including Jacob,I let out the huge breath i was unaware that I was holding,so relieved that they are safe.

'Got away again,' Sam tells us with a grim look on his sighs,but keeps his 's one of the things I used to hate about Sam,but now I admire him for it.I would totally be freaking out if I was in his least they were all safe...Although I noticed that Paul was not present.I am not worried anything had happened to him,it would have been said.I'm not even sure he went to hunt Victoria,since I saw him on the beach.I comtenplate asking about it,but decide not to.

Jake smiles and sits down next to me,muffin in his hand.I grin back at him,happy again fr a a while we go out into his garage and talk cars and it's almost like old times,almost like I can forget what has happened since...him...

I shake my mind to clear it just as Jacob asks,

'Hey,there's like a Quileute gathering,a kind of meeting,on tonight,you want to come?'

He smiles and I am really honoured to be asked to this,since I am the 'vampire girl'.Then I realise that this is Jacob,the others probably won't want me there.I sigh.

'I'de love to Jake,but to be honest,I don't really think i'm welcome.' I try to smile at him but my heart feels heavy as I realise that I am probably not welcome anywhere do I fit in?

Jacob just laughs. 'Course you are,Bells!The others really like you!' I raise my knows what i am thinking. 'Ok,maybe with the exception of Leah,but she'll come around.'

'I dont know,Jake,' I ,Paul will be there.I'm not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.I feel like we have still not resolved our argument.I just don't know where I stand with makes me nervous.I twiddle my thumbs,wondering what to do.

'Hey,it's just a bunch of old dudes telling some legends about werewolves and parasites—sorry!' He apologises quickly when he sees my face,knowing how I feel about him calling them still grins as he carries on.'Seth and Leah'll be hearing them for the first time are welcome!Please come Bella.' He gives me puppy dog eyes,which make me 's one of the reasons I really like makes me laugh.

'Ok,ok!' I chuckle. 'I'll come!' Jacob seems thrilled.

Jake waves at me as I climb into my Chevy and start to drive away. 'See you tonight,Bells!' he yells.

I force a as i drive away,I have I done?Why did I get myself into this mess?I grumble as I I want to do when I get home is try to relax,maybe attempt some calculus that too much to ask for?I was so stupid to let Jake persuade me to come tonight.

In my peripheral vision,I see the large grey wolf running thbrough the trees.