Disclaimer: I do not own the anime Naruto and I make no money from this fanfiction.
Warning: short bit of yaoi, self-harm, language
The Thing And The Angel
He walked in and saw the angel sleeping. 'I have to thank him. He's given up so much for trash like me...' He walked over silently and slowly moved the blanket off the blond. He bit his lip at seeing the man only in boxers. He could do this. He would thank him by giving him pleasure and he would make sure that he didn't show any emotion. 'If the angel ever found out I'm a slut...I'll never get into heaven...I'll be tossed aside again.'
He swallowed and took a deep breath as he carefully removed Naruto's boxers. Thankfully the man was a rather heavy sleeper. Sasuke blushed at seeing the half hard penis resting in a nest of gold. He moved between Naruto's legs and began licking at the shaft. The man groaned a bit in his sleep but didn't wake up. Once it was fully hard Sasuke began to deep throat him. He could do this. He could do this!
Naruto moaned and shuddered. He was having such a wonderful dream and it felt so real!
Sasuke pulled off with a small pop and looked at the still sleeping face. Wow...this guy was hard to wake up apparently. He was about to smile but he quickly cleared his emotions. He had already stripped so he easily straddled the other. This would please his angel so much! He gasped as he sat down on the thick cock. He was so big! It took a while for him to be fully seated and right when he was about to start moving he heard,
"Sasuke?!"
He froze and his head shot up as he looked into wide, horrified eyes. "What are you doing?!"
Sasuke felt panic fill him. Wasn't the angel enjoying it? Did he do something wrong?
Naruto was in complete shock at this. "You need to stop Sasuke."
Sasuke was now filled with pain. He quickly got off and stood by the bed, looking at the ground.
Naruto shifted, which was rather uncomfortable with an erection. "Sasuke. I said we weren't going to do this until you're ready. Remember?"
The raven flinched a little. That was it...he broke the rule about no sex...and now the angel would know that he was a slutty filthy horrid piece of trash. He tried not to cry. That always upset the angel. But he couldn't stop his shaking.
Naruto stood and slowly reached out for Sasuke. "Hey..."
Sasuke quickly stepped away, certain he was going to be hit. 'I should leave...it'll hurt too much when he throws me out...how could I even think I would be worthy of a chance for heaven?'He ran from the room, grabbed a pair of sweat pants, put them on, and raced outside. He could no longer stop the tears. 'It was all a test. I bet Sasuke isn't my real name. It was all a test to see if I would believe and fall for any guy. I really am a slut...' But even as he said that he could stop the feeling that Naruto had actually loved him and that he loved Naruto back.
Sasuke ran into an alleyway and sat on the ground. 'I should die...' He looked at a piece of broken glass. He took it in hand before looking at his bare wrist. Without further thought he began to cut.
Whispering and the sound of beeping came to Sasuke. His eyes slowly opened but he quickly closed them when the brightness of the room came. The whispering stopped. Then Naruto's voice came to him.
"Sasuke. Are you awake?"
Coal black eyes opened and looked at the blond. Such sorrow and pain filled them.
Naruto sighed with relief and sat next to him. "You scared me Sasuke."
Sasuke blinked at the male before looking away. He couldn't stand that gaze. Maybe he wasn't on his way to Heaven. Maybe this was Hell. Having to try to please someone that made it impossible to do so. He lifted an arm and looked at the bandages on his wrist. Yes, it had to be Hell. Otherwise he would have died.
He looked back at the man who seemed to care so much about him. But if he was in Hell...then why was this angel here. Because no matter how he looked at it, this man was an angel.
One of his bandaged arms lifted to rest a hand against those whiskered cheeks.
Naruto smiled and leaned into the touch. "I'm sorry that I scared you before Sasuke. I was just shocked. I don't want you to force yourself to do anything just because you think it will please me." He kissed the wrist that had been covered in blood when he found him. "I think we need to get some help...I can't do this on my own but I refuse to give up on you." He locked eyes with the man. "Believe it!"
A smile came through. He believed him. How could he not?
Sasuke clung to Naruto's hand as they waited to be seen by the doctor. He was nervous but he was sure that if Naruto was there then he could do this. He took another look at his angel and seemed to relax.
Naruto looked at him and gave a smile. "Don't worry. I won't leave you." He kissed their hands. "Believe it." His grin grew when Sasuke nodded.
The door opened to show a busty blond woman. Her eyes narrowed on Naruto. "Brat! Why the hell did it take you so long to make an appointment with me?! Sasuke obviously need help you idiot! Well don't just sit there come in."
Sasuke was tense, eyes wide. If Naruto was his angel, then this woman had to be the devil. He looked at Naruto in shock as he led him into the fires of Hell, aka the office. What had he gotten himself into?!
A/N
I'm cutting it off here for now because the next part is going to be rather long and I wanted to get something up here. I finally have a hold of what I want to write so yay me! Sorry for the long wait everyone and sorry for the short chapter. I'll try to do better. I know I've said that before but I think I can finally fulfill it.
Peace-Out ^-^v
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